[Quick Pass] Why Don’t You Love Me

Facing the cold round field, Feng Jing showed no emotion. He did not accept or refuse, but continued to walk toward his room.

Behind him, Yan Han showed a slightly sad look. He always wanted to restore the child to when he first met, but six years later, not only did he fail, but Feng Jing hated him more and more.

In the beginning, when Yan Han first appeared in front of Feng Jing, he used the name "Dad's Friend". He has a gentle personality and likes to play with children, and it was introduced by Feng Qing, so Feng Jing liked this uncle very much at first, and even thought that this uncle was very good to him, better than his father.

They even used Feng Jing to hold a late private meeting. Feng Jing was young and didn’t understand, but now he understands when he thinks about it. Maybe Yan Han didn’t like him at all, maybe Yan Han even hated him, because There was father's blood flowing in his body. As long as he existed, it reminded Yan Han that Feng Qing had betrayed him, married another woman, and gave birth to a child with another woman.

But he had to accept it again, because he would not have children. If he could not accept Feng Jing and treat Feng Jing as his own, Feng's father and mother would not accept him as Feng Qing's lover.

Feng Jing didn’t understand when he was a child, but when he was older, he would understand. Yan Han approached him to take care of him. It was all for the father and mother, but maybe this man still hates the pair in his heart. Husband and wife? Because if it weren't for them, Feng Qing wouldn't get married at all-if it wasn't for their threats and tricks.

If she is here too late, she will put her son in her arms and smile, and then tell him, baby, in fact, you are wrong, even if there is no threat from your grandparents, your father will still find a woman to marry. why? Because of this man, his love is selfish, just for himself. He is afraid that his sexuality will be ridiculed by others, and he is afraid that people will say that he is not a man, so he complies with the requirements of his parents and makes a pair of innocent faces in the face of the cold. What I actually don’t want, my favorite will always be you and me. It's the attitude of wanting a child.

Hypocritical man. He doesn't love lateness, so he makes full use of it. He deceived the delay to that point, and at the end he was unwilling to let her leave quietly, but gave her such a terrible charge. This shows what? It just shows his guilty conscience, his inferiority, his anxiety and fear.

He is inferior to himself as a homosexual!

Love in the world, as long as it does not violate morality, what is there to be inferior and uneasy and fearful? But Feng Qing felt embarrassed in his own eyes, so in the end he would stand on the moral high ground to judge for a long time, clean himself up, and then stay with Yan Han with peace of mind.

What about severe cold? This kind-hearted little animal loves children, and he sees a man who would pay a hundred yuan for begging old people on the road. He knew this, but he watched and then helped him to abuse him.

But also a cowardly man.

It's no surprise that two men like this are attracted to each other.

After changing clothes and coming out, Feng Jing sat at the dining table without saying a word. Facing his grandson’s indifference, Feng’s father and mother felt very sad. In the past six years, they also thought of countless ways to reconcile with their grandson. Unfortunately, maybe It was because the memory at the gate of the court was too clear that day. After the day of the fight, Feng Jing became more and more indifferent to them. Now, even his grandparents don't call much.

What a crime! What's wrong with this family!

The couple will not find a reason. If they are willing to accept their son’s sexual orientation—of course, even then, Feng Qing, who loves face, will not announce his coming out. If they can be better and have a conscience, Nothing like this will happen today. Obviously, everyone will be responsible for the evil, but now, they only want to blame the severe cold.

Isn't it?

If there was no severe cold, their family would be happy now! Son, daughter-in-law and grandson, aren’t they particularly good? But with such a severe cold, the taste of the whole home has changed.

Because of Feng Jing’s attitude, the meal was not very happy. The atmosphere was stiff and heavy. Feng Jing’s table manners were very good. This was all taught later. He returned to the room after eating and stayed. The four people at the lower table looked at each other.

Yan Han endured his heart full of sorrow and grievance, and his eyes were red. If it weren't for the old couple who hated him, he really wanted to plunge into his lover's arms and cry.

As soon as Feng Jing left, the rest of the people lost their appetite. Father Feng glanced at Yan Han and said to Feng Qing: "Have you eaten well? If you eat well, come to the study with me and your mother."

Hearing this, Yan Han's hand holding his chopsticks suddenly tightened.

He was still excluded by the family. Although Feng's father and mother's attitude towards him has been much better in the past six years, he is always indifferent, especially because Feng Jing hates him. This is an old man who is afraid of his grandson. The couple even treated him as air, and didn't even say a word to him.

But he endured it all because he loved Feng Qing and this man so much that he didn't want to abandon him, leave him, and give him to others.

The exquisite and hearty dishes on the table were all made by Yan Han himself. He went to the vegetable market after get off work to buy food and cooks himself. He took care of each dish. He wanted to please Feng Qing’s parents and son so much. Just to allow them to accept him completely one day, and then stand beside Feng Qing justifiably.

But even that little wish can't be realized. Yan Han sat down on his seat, put down his chopsticks, couldn't tell what he thought, and went to the study.

When he reached the entrance of the study, he didn't go in. Maybe the three people didn't even realize that he was coming, so they didn't even close the door tightly, and even spoke as usual.

"...Feng Qing, how long will this day be, huh? Look at Xiaojing, if you don't think about it, you will lose your heart with us in the future!" This is the voice of the seal mother. . She is worried about her grandson and her son. "How can there be no mistress in this family? Whose couple are those two men? No matter how severe the cold is, they can't give you a baby. You have been in trouble for so many years, that should be enough!"

Feng father also said: "I also agree with your mother. I have discussed with your mother these days, who is the most important in our family? Xiaojing, you can't see how much Xiaojing rejects the cold, do you? If that happens, who knows what will happen?"

"Dad, Mom, Yan Han is not that kind of person, he is very kind and soft-hearted, I can't..."

"Good-hearted, soft-hearted, not that kind of person?!" Feng mother was excited. "Do you treat your parents as idiots? You can suppress it if you want to? If he is really a good person, he can ruin your family and remove your wife’s uterus when your wife gives birth. Now? If you and him were not responsible for this, he could still keep his license? What a **** doctor, he doesn't have the slightest medical ethics!"

"Son, it's not that Dad said you. I've lived to this age. It's accurate to see people. If you don't say anything else, it's just that your daughter-in-law just became pregnant with Xiaojing. Later, when she gave birth, did she give birth normally? But because Yan Han happened to be the midwife doctor, he had a bad idea, so your daughter-in-law’s uterus is gone? Is there such a thing?"

"Yes, yes, but—"

"No!" Feng Mu said sharply. "Originally, I thought with your dad that if this severe cold can save Xiao Jing's heart and treat you both well, then we old couple will just watch you live a good life. But this is six years! Six years Oh! Why are you so confused? Because of jealousy, he used to take action against your daughter-in-law, but now he won't take action against your son? Yan Han likes you, not your daughter-in-law, your son, and your parents!"

I have to say that the eyes of the mother and father are indeed good. People like Severe Cold are awkward. If you look at him well, it is because you did not touch his interests or threaten him. Once you have a relationship with him After the conflict, if the honest person is not honest, it is very scary.

After listening to his parents, Feng Qing also remembered what happened eleven years ago. At that time, his wife gave birth, and when she pushed into the delivery room, it was really good, but in the end, the severe cold used anesthetic to remove her uterus. His hands were shaking when he came out, tears watching him.

Feng Qing suppressed the matter and never let his wife know about it, but when I think about it now, it is indeed creepy.

So he hesitated: "This... let me think about it."

"What do you think? I attended a cocktail party with your mother. I met a girl named Chiwan. She was only twenty-four and she looked so handsome! And she is of good background. If you are interesting, choose a time next day. See you guys."

"Late?!" Feng Qing was stunned. This name is rare. Is this late?

"I will ask you that night. It is said that it is the younger sister of the chairman of the x consortium. She is handsome and slick, young, and has lived abroad. It is definitely the right one with our family! No matter what, you go see you first. See, it's good to be a friend! I'll talk about the others later, do you think this will work."

Feng Qing nodded: "That's it, let's make a decision first, see you later."

The family of three was chatting in the study room in full swing, but the cold outside the study room turned pale, hands clenched tightly, not knowing how many petals a heart broke.

When Feng Qing got married, he never felt so painful. Because at that time, Feng Qing told him that everything was fake, just a fake marriage, and there would be no relationship. After crying, he obeyed. But then his wife became pregnant, and Feng Qing said with a sad face that he wanted a child. He was heartbroken because he couldn't have children, so he obeyed. Later, he removed the woman's uterus, thinking that he was going to jail because of a catastrophe. Feng Qing solved the problem for him. At that time, Yan Han really thought that they were in love.

Finally they can be together, the obsessive woman is finally gone, but why is the shelf life so short for this love?