[Quick Pass] Why Don’t You Love Me

What kind of memory makes Wen Ya so painful?

"Remember when Wen Ya was in a car accident?" Kunlun asked Shu Rui, and when Shu Rui nodded, she continued: "The reason she chose not to pester you anymore is because the memory has recovered."

But that is not a good thing.

Looking at Kunlun's face, everyone felt so.

Wen Ya was only four years old when she was kidnapped. She was an innocent and lovely little girl. She was pretty and basically cute. The kidnapper did not release the hostage after receiving the ransom, but changed hands and threw Wenya away. Although they were arrested later, Wen Ya was never found again.

She was taken away by a couple.

From the age of four to six years, Wen Ya has been sexually assaulted by men in the past two years. That kind of pain is unspeakable for a little girl who doesn’t understand anything, but she is sensitive by nature, and being abused in the past two years has become commonplace. This is why Shu Rui found her later and she only wanted to be close to him. reason.

At that time, although she didn't know what the man did to herself, she faintly felt that it was not a good thing, so she didn't let anyone touch it except Shu Rui. However, even Shu Rui, she would not undress in front of him. Mother Wen still remembers that when she first brought Yaya home, she was like a frightened bird, even her mother would not allow her to come close.

It got better after half a year, and she allowed them to touch her head and hold her hand.

But at that time, she was already in good health.

After getting well, Wen Ya seemed to let go of some courage, and finally fell ill. But following the serious illness, she completely forgot the memories of the past two years. The only thing she could not forget was that Shu Rui who existed as a protector for her.

So she loves him and refuses to let him go. She is full of possessive and controlling desires for him, and she refuses to let go even at a glance. I am afraid when I see him getting close to others, I am afraid that he will be taken away, I am afraid that I have nothing.

Probably it is similar to the nestling psychology.

After the car accident, she remembered everything, so her temperament changed drastically and she stopped struggling with Shu Rui.

The tone of Kunlun's narration is flat and gentle, like telling a short story, as if it has nothing to do with everyone. But except for him, everyone cried. Kunlun sighed: "Wen Ya's situation is already very serious. Her character is very sensitive, which caused her to keep a distance from everyone to protect herself after returning home. In fact, from that time on, she had something in her heart. Something went wrong, the half-year autism period was a good proof. But after forgetting all that, she was a completely normal girl except for Shu Rui. Who knew there would be a car accident, remembered All of her, because of Shu Rui’s refusal and the stimulation of her memories from the past, her condition aggravated."

He looked at the girl who had been sleeping in the ward. She was still asleep with gauze on her head. She fell asleep deeply, quiet and beautiful, like a little angel. "Don't blame her, she is too scared, and she can't control herself at all. She is a good girl, she is just sick."

Shu Rui could not describe how he felt after hearing what Kunlun said. He felt that he was a **** before. He knew that she had always been good and sensible. Why did she suddenly become arrogant and self-willed and follow him, but he Never thought of having a good talk with her, but just thought of avoiding it!

Kunlun sighed: "I can only let her relax. Her defense is too heavy and I can't help it, but... you can do it, Shu Rui, only you can do it."

Shu Rui suddenly raised her head.

"She loves you, only you, and only you can walk into her heart and let her let go of all this. Only by accepting the memory can she recover and live again. Otherwise, in her current situation, unless she is tied to the bed for a lifetime Otherwise, she will always try to self-harm. But these injuries will slowly lose the analgesic effect. It's like having antibodies after an injection. In the end, she will definitely commit suicide."

Mother Wen took a sigh of relief and covered her mouth.

"I can only do it here. If you have something you can't solve, call me and say goodbye. However, Mr. Shu, I remind you that no matter how sad and depressed you are, it is useless. You should do it now. Yes, it is to wake Wen Ya from the nightmare and take her out instead of sinking in with herself." Kunlun finally took a look at Shu Rui and turned away.

Mother Wen pushed away her husband's hand holding her, walked to Shu Rui, and actually knelt down!

Mother Shu quickly wanted to support her, but Father Wen and Grandpa Wen also knelt down together! Mother Wen grabbed Shu Rui’s hand and begged with tears, "Xiao Rui, auntie please, help Yaya, she is so young, I can’t lose her... I know you don’t like Yaya, but Please, help her survive! Please!"

"Wen's property can be given to you." Dad Wen only said this.

Shu Rui finally recovered. He quickly knelt down and held Mother Wen's hand instead: "Don't be like this, auntie, auntie, grandpa, get up quickly, I won't leave it alone."

Lifting the people up separately, Shu Rui glanced at the sleeping gentleness, and said firmly and deeply: "I love Yaya, I will definitely help her get better."

He swears.

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Wen Ya woke up, but she didn't talk to anyone.

She ignored anyone, and Kunlun came again during the period. Before Wen Ya could speak in front of him, but now she sees Kunlun as nothing. Kunlun was also the first time he encountered such a serious patient, he was powerless, all his guts were pressed on Shu Rui. Shu Rui is not going to work anymore. She stays with Wen Ya in the hospital every day and stays with her 24 hours a day. Because she was afraid of self-harm, even Shu Rui followed when she went to the bathroom.

Wen Ya has always been quiet, quiet a bit scary.

Until the morning after she woke up, she curled up on the bed. In fact, she couldn’t stand it when she woke up yesterday afternoon. She wanted to find something to make herself hurt, but in front of Shu Rui, she didn’t want him to see it. Such self. But now she can't stand it anymore. She has been thinking about it all the time, that person's laugh and voice, and dirty hands echoed in her mind again. She grabbed the fruit knife on the cabinet next to her, and she didn't even think about it. Stick down to your thigh-it will hurt if you stick it down! It's fine if it hurts! When it hurts, she won't hear that person's voice anymore!

However, a big hand grabbed the fruit knife just like that, blood was overflowing. Wenya dumbly followed the big hand and looked to the side. Shu Rui, who had just washed her grapes from the bathroom, clenched tightly and refused to let it go, but her voice was as soft as a fright. Don't play with the knife, let go, okay?"

She let go of her hand obediently, and then suddenly pulled back when Shu Rui breathed a sigh of relief. Shu Rui was afraid that she would be injured, so she firmly grasped the blade with both hands without leaving a gap.

The troublemakers turned their backs on their horses, and finally restrained Wen Ya. The doctor suggested that Wenya be tied to the bed and injected with tranquilizers, but Shu Rui couldn't bear it. She has suffered too much to make her suffer any more. At most he doesn't sleep, he keeps guarding her.

Three days passed in this way.

Wen Ya finally spoke. She looked at Shu Rui as if she didn't know this person at all: "What do you want to do?"

"...I want you to get better." He said.

"I'm fine, if you let me go, I will be better." She looked serious and smiled.

However, there is no small pear vortex.

Shu Rui endured the tingling in his heart, his hands were still wrapped in gauze, which was inconvenient, but this did not prevent him from taking care of Wen Ya. "I love you, Yaya."

I love you.

Wen Ya heard these words, but didn't move anything. She just tilted her head and looked at Shu Rui, "How can you love me? I have nothing good, I'm still crazy."

"Don't say that." Shu Rui said anything softly and incredibly.

"I'm not wrong. I heard it. The nurses are discussing why you didn't send me to a mental hospital, but asked me to stay here. I am not sick, I am not injured, I have a problem in my heart, here It's useless to stay, it won't get better." Her voice seemed to be muttering. "It's not getting better..."

"It will get better, let's work hard together, okay?" Shu Rui looked into her eyes tenderly. "There are so many people who love you, don't give up, none of us should give up."

"But I sold my love." Wen Ya looked at him. "Kunlun tells you, did I recover the memory from the car accident? In fact, I lied to him. I didn't recover the memory. I sold my love and then exchanged the memory of the two years."

Shu Rui couldn't understand what Wen Ya said about selling love. Wen Ya seemed to finally want to speak, she kept on speaking, "The last moment I wanted to hit you, I couldn't bear it anymore. Then I turned the steering wheel and didn't remember anything. But I met a woman in a coma. , She told me, if I sell my love to her, I won’t pester you again, always make you angry, and you can live the life you want. I think it’s good, so I agreed. Then she said that I could make a wish, and I chose to retrieve the memory."

"But." Wen Ya smiled more ugly than crying. "I regret it, why should I remember?"

Shu Rui wanted to take her into her arms, but Wen Ya pushed her away: "Don't touch me."

She is now like the little girl who was left behind by the woman and hid in the trash. She was not allowed to touch or talk to him, let alone trust him. Shu Rui looked at her gentle eyes, and there was really no love in those beautiful eyes. His lips moved: "Who is that woman?"

Wen Ya did not answer.

"Tell me, I'll get your love back, and then let her take away the memory, okay?" Shu Rui cautiously coaxed. "Can we return the goods?"