Queen of Doomsday Games

Xi Nuan laughed out loud. It was really crazy to be able to say such a thing. She finally managed to say a few words to Yunyi, but after two sentences she still had such an unreliable idea.

If she kills the mermaid queen, Amo and Azhan will be completely over. If the two are to stay together, either Amo will leave her to join Azhan, or Azhan will leave the mermaid clan.

She doesn't need to do such a thing.

Xi Nuan looked at Yun Yi funny and said:

"Did Yu Chuer at that time be the same as you now, not caring about anything?"

Yun Yi looked at Xi Nuan with some doubts and asked:

"Consider? What? We have nothing to consider. Only the mission in our hearts is the great cause. I most openly think that Yu Chuer can understand me. Later I found out that her brain was broken and she couldn't understand it at all. Me. It's impossible. She has completely forgotten the great cause in her heart! She has forgotten those things, and forgotten me!"

The great cause in mind?

Xi Nuan pouted her lips, what a great cause, it's all farting...

"I won't help you with this, but I can show you a clear way. If you want to go, you can take a walk. If you don't want to, you can leave."

Yun Yi felt hopeless when he heard the first half sentence, but his eyes widened when he heard the second half sentence.

"The mermaid queen has a son named A Zhan, who is mine. The general election is about to come. If you can let A Zhan get the throne without knowing it, maybe everything can turn around. You need to know about A Zhan and ours. The relationship is very good, at least I won't follow the whale clan to hurt you. I can't do the killing of the mermaid queen. You don't do it, but let me do it. I'm not a fool."

After Xi Nuan finished speaking, he asked again.

"You are too high-profile when doing things. The whole world knows that you are the one who uses poison. If you really want to do something, it must be invisible to me. If you want to use this method, you'd better be honest. A little bit, if you hurt A Zhan, we won’t need to talk about anything in the future. I might stab myself and hit you directly."

Yun Yi frowned and looked at Xi Nuan, seemingly unable to understand what Xi Nuan wanted...

Or what is Xi Nuan's intention...

"Why do you care about the life and death of others? Don't you have the great cause you want to pursue? Is there no task you want to complete? That mermaid clan's straw bag is also worth stabbing yourself? I really don't understand."

task?

great cause?

Xi Nuan sat there and looked at Yunyi. She really had it before, just to live and protect the second master.

This is all her obsessions and thoughts at that time.

Now that she is no longer needed to protect the second master, there is really nothing that needs her.

In the end, all that was left was to live. To live was to have hope. She had no desires or desires other than to live.

She also understands why people have so many desires and attachments?

"To live is just to live. Isn't the biggest meaning of being alive?"

Yun Yi sneered, as if he didn't care about Xi Nuan's answer, and Xi Nuan was not upset. Yun Yi didn't understand her very simply. Normally how many people can understand her?

No one here can understand how much she wants to live.

Xi Nuan sighed and looked at such stubborn Yunyi, silently took out her own experience, and smiled:

"Have you ever tried to dig the grass on the side of the road to eat it when you were hungry, and the grass was poisonous and almost killed? Or, have you tried facing a group of monsters who want to eat you but have no hands The power of the chicken, there was no way to fight back, and finally had to jump off the building, thinking of death and death a little decent, being eaten so that the bones and scum were gone, it was not elegant. Fortunately, a tree blocked me at the time, or I would fall to death. Up."

"Have you ever tried to fight for food with wild dogs, and finally ate them with wild dogs? The whole body hurt by the dog was not instinctive at all. I just thought about how to eat a full meal later. I was afraid that others would find the dog. Corpse, do you know the kind of entanglement that dislikes yourself but wants to live? Have you ever tried other people to draw a lot of scars on your body to attract zombies..."

"Have you ever tried to kneel down and beg for a garment that can cover your body? Only after being scolded did you get a piece of clothing that can keep your body warm and cover your body. Have you tried it? The feeling of being stepped under your feet? Have you tried them? Also, for two pieces of bread to be oiled, you can only endure it. Whether the other party is a greasy uncle or a foul-smelling rogue, you must endure it, just for that Two loaves of bread, have you lived like that?"

"Have you ever asked but couldn't? Have you ever been unwilling? Have you ever been betrayed by someone you like? Have you ever had the heartache of being used by your beloved? Have you ever been left out of despair? Have you ever had that incomparable desire for life? Have you had both? Have you both?"

Yun Yi was stunned by the question, he hadn't experienced any of these things before, and it was shocking to hear.

"These are your experiences?"

Xi Nuan took a sigh of relief and calmed her thoughts.

After her mood calmed down, Xi Nuan sat there with red eyes. She wanted to have a cigarette at this time. She didn’t know how to smoke because she didn’t know how to smoke before the end of the world. I didn't learn this.

But not everyone said that people always vent when they are uncomfortable. Many people vent by smoking non-stop. She also wants to smoke a cigarette, but finds that she can't smoke one or two.

In the end, Xi Nuan shook her head mockingly and said:

"You might think of me like this, why am I still alive? In fact, many women died in the last days. The mortality rate of women is higher than that of women and men. Most of the men died in the hands of zombies. . But do you know how women die..."

"In addition to dying in the hands of zombies, there are many women who died of illness and starvation. They were forced to live and died after being forced. And I have lived without skin, face, shame and shame until now, my soul is dirty Dirty, but my body has become clean because of rebirth. You know, such a me, I really want to live."

"I have experienced so many things that I shouldn't have experienced before. I survived. Why don't I cherish my life? I hope I can live happily. I can have friends and a lover who can protect me. This is what I am obsessed with. You may find it very boring, but I regard it as a treasure. This is why we can never be partners or friends, because we are not a person of the world at all."

"I don't like you, Yunyi. The reason I don't like you very much is that you have no respect for life. What you said is to give me your life, Yunyi, what can I do with your life? Well? I have killed a lot of people, but they are basically people who should or have to kill. I never kill innocent people indiscriminately, and I never hurt anyone who wants to hurt.