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Looking straight at the endless regrets, digging up the wounds made ten years ago, and coming here to bleed.

Is that all right?Is this the conclusion of the "trial" challenged by being kicked by the woman he has a crush on?

"don't want……"

Gritting his teeth hard, Gafiel, who stared at the dirt, let out a wish from his lips.

Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, I don't want this kind of conclusion!

Because, I am expecting what will change, what can be changed.

Knowing that it was something too beautiful to think about, Garfield still looked forward to it.

Even though we know that the events of the past ten years are irreversible, we still look forward to some changes.

After all, there was a limp man who yelled hard enough to overthrow himself.

The past, things that stand still and cannot be changed, barriers, "sanctuaries", family members.

Some people say that even if these stand still and stand still, it is not the end.

If you want to start, some people say that as long as you want to, you can start freely.

In this case……!

"Are you going to leave anyway?"

Suddenly, a familiar voice hit Garfield's eardrums.

However, what was clearly inaudible in the first place was the human voice of the past that was inaudible in the first place.

"Well, I'm going, I'm sorry for causing trouble to Lord Ryuzu..."

"Don't worry about that kind of thing, the problem is the mood of these children."

There are voices of conversation, the voices of familiar family members, and the voices of family members who have never heard of it.

Ryuzu, who had a bitter face, was talking with his mother. It was the first time he heard his mother's voice since he was sensible.

Jia Feier held his breath, focusing all his attention on the scene in front of him.

The mother looked at Jia Feier in her arms lovingly, and gently shook him to coax him.

Frandelica, who was looking up at her mother and clutching the hem of her skirt, squeezed out a voice.

"Mom, mother... I, I..."

"I'm sorry, Xiaofa, I made you worry too."

"It doesn't matter, I don't matter... But, Jiafei is very pitiful."

"I really want to take him there, but my mother's rashness will definitely make Xiaojia feel very uncomfortable.

Although Xiaofa is a mother's child, she is very reliable, so please. "

Although lonely, Frandelica sent her mother away firmly.

It was only then that Jia Feier knew that her sister also agreed with her mother's departure from the "Sanctuary".

Ryuzu also hugged Frandelica's trembling shoulders, respecting her thoughts.

"This one is for you two, for Xiaofa and Xiaojia."

Mother took off the necklaces hanging around her neck. Both of them were jewelry with blue pyroxene inlaid at the end. This had nothing to do with apostolic qualifications, and they were worn purely because of their beauty.

Just because it is a beautiful and lovable thing, it is given to a lovely couple of children, that's all.

That was all, but Garfield never let go of the stone after that.

"Xiaojia, mom is going out."

The mother put the necklace on Garfiel while calling, and then smiled.

Unaware of his mother's determination, the boy showed a bright and innocent smile, and his mother leaned closer and kissed his forehead with her lips.

She kissed where there was now a white scar.

"Mom will definitely bring your father back, wait for me obediently until then."

"—!"

The loving eyes and caring words seemed inseparable, and the mother kissed Garfield several times.

In the end, he handed the young Garfiel to Ryuzu, who hugged Garfiel tightly and nodded to his mother.

The mother smiled, and then embraced Frederica, and kissed her daughter's forehead as she did her son.

This made Garfield stunned, and could only stare at the place paralyzed.

How is this going?Whose memory is this scene?

Ten years ago, I came to the "trial" without knowing anything, and the past I saw in it should be even more irreversible.

That was a painful memory of despair.

Because, the mother abandoned herself and her sister, and left only for her own happiness. She let go of the children who were in the way, so that she could move on to her own life.

Isn't this the opposite?

"Mom loves me and Jiafei very much."

The voice was clearly speaking to the present Garfiel, and Garfield raised his head.

The one talking to him was his young sister, who had the same emerald green pupils as her, and should be in the past that could not be interfered with, but now she pierced Garfield with those eyes.

The world is still, mom, Ryuzu, and my young self can't move, only my sister and my current self can move.

In the still world, my sister tilted her head and asked Garfield.

"Mom left the "Sanctuary" for the sake of the family, do you have any dissatisfaction with this matter?"

"F-what are you kidding! Say I'm loved, so what! What does my uncle have..."

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The young Frandelica said this as if pitying Garfield who couldn't speak.

The height difference between the two is the difference between an adult and a child, but the elder sister doesn't care about the height at all, and speaks mercilessly to the younger brother who is cared for by others.

"As long as you think that you are the only one who loves the other person, you can justify your hurt."

"wrong……!"

"I love my mother, and my mother also loves me... Once I know the truth, I can't justify myself who chose to stay in the "Sanctuary"."

"No! No, no! You don't know anything! Mom, after that!"

"It's impossible not to know."

Garfield, who wanted to let go of his angry shout, lost his voice as if pierced by an ice cube.

With tender and immature cheeks, Frandelika looked at Garfield with tears in her eyes.

——What did my sister just say?Did she mean that she actually knew?

"How could it be possible not to know, even if mother suffered misfortune immediately after leaving the 'Sanctuary'...it's impossible not to have heard of it."

"If that's the case... If that's the case, why...!?"

"You didn't tell this to you when you were young. You should know the reason, right? Jiafei, you are no longer a child."

Frandelica actually knew what happened to her mother, and so must Lucy and the other residents.

Only the young Jia Feier, only the childish self who did not know.

If there is no "Trial" to challenge the grave, I will never know in my life——

"Actually, you remember that you were loved by your mother, right?"

After trampling on the kindness of many people, Garfield became stubborn.

"The scar on the forehead is probably because I wanted to forget my mother's kiss, and I wanted to offset it."

The white scar on his forehead—a scar that Garfiel, who was held by his mother when he was young, didn't have it yet.

This injury was done immediately after the first challenge to "Trial".

Knowing her mother's death, Garfiel fell into a state of confusion and kept hitting the wall and the ground with his head, leaving scars that would not disappear.

This scar is a talisman of absolution—to forget and distort the thoughts of her mother, so as to pity herself.

Chapter 710 Four

"The past is coming to an end."

Frankelica whispered.

When he regained consciousness, the outline of the past world became blurred and gradually lost its shape.

The past is coming to an end, and the "trial" is coming to an end, but will the result be success or failure?

"Wait, wait a minute..."

However, now that kind of thing doesn't matter anymore, the world disintegrates and disappears, and Garfiel begs the fading mother, Ryuzu, and young sister not to leave.

"My uncle... what should I do?"

"Really, my sister has become so small, but do you still have to ask such a young sister to get the answer?"

"I know it's embarrassing! But, I can only ask my sister! Please, tell me... why did you go outside, sister? I just need to go outside..."

"What does Jiafei want to do?"

Frandelica interrupts Garfield, who is embarrassing and trying to save his family.

For a moment, Garfield was at a loss for words, and never talked about what he wanted to do.

What should be the answer I am looking for now?He wants to ask for that direction, that answer.

"What does Jiafei want to do?"

Facing the hesitating younger brother, the older sister took the trouble to repeat the same question with a loving smile.