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How long has it been like this?The relaxed Emilia didn't reply, instead she breathed weakly.

Just when she was working hard, she encountered a little peace, and Emilia fell asleep.

This sleeping face is not having a nightmare, but immersed in a sleep that can relieve fatigue, Leyue Subaru breathed out in relief.

Thinking of the "trial" at night, I felt that I should ask her about her past in more detail.

However, Subaru deliberately didn't do that. On the one hand, he was worried about Emilia, who was tormented by nightmares and could not rest physically and mentally, but it didn't stop there.

The biggest reason lies in other - the obvious mutation that happened to Emilia.

"Her past memory, no matter how you think about it, has too many flaws."

Emilia confesses to Subaru her background and the reason for participating in Wangxuan.

It was a decision that required considerable courage, but the memories related to the "trial" were lacking in essence.

Because I don't want to say it—not only that, but also because my memory is defective.

I am afraid that the past that Emilia saw in the "trial" was before the forest of her hometown froze, but she did not bring back the memory of a hundred years ago.

She herself has never been able to perceive the reason for the failure, as Ram said.

To be more precise, he couldn't recall the memory of the cause of the failure, and this was the worst part.

If this happens every time, then Emilia will challenge the "Trial" every night in a blank state.

If you want to compare it, it is like Subaru who has no memory of "return by death", only reincarnation.

In this way, it is impossible to reflect and improve at all, and it is inevitable to fail all the time.

If this was a trap set by Echidna, it would be too vicious——

"But she's not the kind of person who sets up walls that can't be crossed, and then laughs at others who can't get over it."

Echidna's personality is so rotten that there is no cure, but her badness has its own style of persistence.

That witch will not make an insurmountable "trial", does she think she is a god, that wicked witch.

They are all dead but still stay in the dream world. In fact, they can rival gods.

"But I won't pray to you, but to my goddess if I want to."

It's just that for Subaru, it's too late for the two goddesses to take care of themselves.

So, Subaru had to replace them, use his not-so-good brains, and work together with the two of them.

"Since there is no way to find Emilia's memory..."

Letting Emilia, who was breathing regularly, lie on the bed, Subaru searched for a possible solution in his heart.

Something happened in the past that broke Emilia in the "Trial".

I remembered that just a few hours ago, a certain person I was thinking of was the same as Emilia.

Both Garfield and Emilia are worrying about the past. If there is any difference in the situation, it is that even the method of asking the parties to understand the past doesn't work——

"Wait a moment."

Thinking of this, Subaru put his thoughts on the brakes.

In order to learn about Garfiel's past, Subaru deliberately tried to contact Ryuzu, but failed in an unexpected way, but the plan itself continued.

And if the prerequisites are the same, can't the same method be used for Emilia?

"Since Emilia herself can't remember what happened... then ask someone who knows."

Not many people know what happened in the Great Forest of Ariol in the past.

The first was Roswaal, but it was quite difficult to find out what he was hostile to.

But there is one person—no, it should be one.

Always being by Emilia's side, an existence that is equivalent to family, an existence that has lived with her for a long time.

"Parker."

If it was Emilia's contract elf, Parker, who claimed to be the only family member, and if it was the kitten who was there when Emilia, who had turned into an ice sculpture, woke up, she would definitely know the situation at that time.

The problem is that there is no way to contact that elf now—a few days before coming to the "Sanctuary", Parker did not respond to Emilia's call, nor did he show up.

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"Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it..."

Subaru, covering his face with his hands, desperately searched for a way. He didn't respond to Emilia's call, so there was no point in using the normal method, that is, asking the wizard to call him.

That being the case, he used another method to forcibly call Parker—— Subaru began digging out all the memories he had with Parker so far.

The other party——under what circumstances would he be unable to endure any longer and absolutely come out of the spar?

Thinking of a certain possibility, Subaru gasped and looked at Emilia.

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Chapter 690 Seven

Emilia is now sleeping so soundly that she has no dreams, and if Subaru Laiyue contributes a little to her sleeping, there is nothing better than this-it should be like this.

"I'm sorry, Emilia."

Apologizing to her sleepy face, Subaru leaned in to Emilia, then held her fair neck with both hands, feeling the smooth touch of the skin, he held his breath.

With his heart beating so loudly and his eardrums feeling the intense blood flow, Subaru was ready to execute that possibility.

If Subaru's guess is correct, it should happen, so, with a finger force——

"It's impossible for me to do it."

Then, Lai Yueang squeezed out these words in a painful voice, it was really painful, the pain was so painful that he had to grit his teeth and endure it.

Panting for breath, he retreated, white mist came out from the palms of his hands, and his hands hurt as if soaked in boiling water, but the actual situation was the opposite.

This is not the pain caused by high temperature, but the excruciating pain caused by extremely low temperature.

And the one who did this—

"Even if you don't have to do this, you should know my purpose...!"

"—Hmm~~ It's hard to say, love and hate are intertwined until the end, maybe you will really hurt Liya? Because Subaru's love is very heavy."

"Why do you know the reply to the love letter I wrote to the kindergarten teacher..."

"Alas~... It is really dangerous for you to stay by Liya's side, so let's get rid of it first?"

"Don't talk about cleaning up in a light-hearted tone, let's not talk about it..."

Shaking his painful hands, Subaru looked ahead with hatred.

At the end of the line of sight is Emilia's neck - the green crystal stone on it.

The crystal stone was emitting a faint light——the sound reached Subaru’s ears from there.

Although still did not turn into a kitten to show up.

"Emilia-chan is very sad, it's all because her family and pets ran away from home."

"What ran away from home, I've been here all the time, but, um, you're right."

Responding frivolously to Subaru's sarcasm, the crystal stone——Puck would have smiled lazily if he showed up, so he said in this atmosphere:

"Thank you for calling me out——I'm so happy, Subaru."

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It is impossible to know exactly what Lai Yueang and Parker talked about. When Emilia woke up, the first thing she felt was the emptiness and loneliness.

Open your eyes, think hazily with your swollen head, before falling asleep, and after falling asleep, you always feel that someone is holding your hand.

Realizing that it was extremely dogmatic sentimentality, my consciousness cleared up.

"—"

Biting her lips for her inner weakness, Emilia subconsciously touched the crystal stone on her neck.

I can slightly feel the elf who has been by my side all the time and the connection with him.

The family members who haven't seen each other in the past few days really want to hear his voice now.

"Is that a dream...I seem to hear Parker and Subaru talking next to me."

If you are weak enough to have auditory hallucinations, then these ears are really convenient.

She didn't feel disgusted by the ears that were longer than humans, or the blood flowing in her body, but what she thought was——

"Why can't I remember?"

"Don't blame yourself too much, Lia, because I have to take responsibility too."

"what……"

The sudden sound did not come from the eardrums, but the words that sounded directly in the heart.

Although there was no air vibration, Emilia immediately knew whose voice it was.

"Parker...!?"

Sitting up like a rebound, Emilia put the crystal stone on her palm.

The faint green light forms images bit by bit, revealing its power, turning the existence inside into a form, and appearing in front of Emilia's eyes.

"My body is smaller than usual, right? Forget it, I'm cute like this."

The gray kitten who speaks glibly and circles on Emilia's palm - the cute elf Puck with a long tail, round eyes and a pink nose.

"Parker...ah, Parker..."

"Yo, Liya, I haven't seen you for a while, I just went out for the family meeting."

"Family, meeting..."

Seeing you again after a few days, Emilia was surprised and happy, and also a little angry.