Play holy light heart to be dirty

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"what."

Looking at the hands suddenly stretched out in front of his eyes, Lai Yue Subaru's throat froze.

He kept his eyes on her for a moment, guarding every move of "jealousy", but the guard net was easily broken through, not invisible, he was always looking at her.

I just silently watched "Jealousy"'s hand rise up and stretch out.

"What the hell are you...? What do you want from me...?"

Facing the reaching hand, Subaru shook his head in disgust. Watching her move, facing her standing in front of him, Subaru felt his chest heat up.

It would be nice if it was a negative emotion such as hatred or disgust, but it is not, but peace of mind.

Natsuki Subaru's soul had a "sense of peace" with the witch in front of him.

"you……"

Confused by the incongruity in his heart, he was a little slow to respond to the faint sound hitting his eardrums.

He even took a step too late to understand, and realized that it was the voice of "jealousy" in front of him.

"Jealousy" covered Subaru with his invisible face, and stretched out his hands to him, conveying the words to Subaru word by word.

Lai Yue Subaru waited with bated breath, and soon after, the "jealous witch" said: "I have always loved you very much, I have always loved you deeply."

The moment he heard this confession of love, Subaru received a shock that penetrated his whole body.

What should this shock be called?

The answer is - there is an illusion of lightning flowing from the top of the head to the toes.

It was as if the shuddering feeling of opening the pores of the whole body, the feeling of the blood rushing in the body was boiling and churning, the heart was beating wildly to the pain in the chest, and Leyue Subaru backed away while panting.

His head understood one thing, and that was—it couldn't stay here.

Because staying here, the breath will come through, and her fingers can touch it.

If he hadn't been in a place where reason could suppress instinct, Subaru would have been overwhelmed by her "love"—

"stop……"

"I love you."

"do not talk……"

"I love you, and I've always only loved you."

"I'm telling you to shut up—!!"

Lai Yuesubaru refused loudly, but the fiery heart beating against his chest refused to stop shouting.

The consciousness rejected her, but the soul felt relieved for her. Under the contradiction between the two, Subaru ignited his mind to fight against it.

Otherwise, he believed his own nature would literally be warped.

For Natsuki Subaru, the first light he got in this different world was his "love" for Emilia.

When Subaru, who was summoned to a different world and had no one to rely on, fell into a desperate situation at the beginning, she was the one who offered a helping hand.

Her presence saved Subaru's heart and gave him great support.

In the daily life with "death" as the starting point many times, the feelings towards her are increasing day by day, bringing endless enthusiasm to the soul.

It is no longer possible to say that the driving force that has allowed me to survive until now is all due to my love for Emilia.

Because Subaru has gained a lot in this world, met many people, and has many soulmates.

But the "Witch of Jealousy" forced Subaru to have an emotion that could rival all of this.

Even though there are no words to talk to her, no warmth to touch, time spent together, and bonds accumulated over and over again, she still wants to snatch "love" from herself.

This is not annoying, so what is annoying.

"Whether it's you or Echidna...it's too abnormal! Here...this place is a gathering place of incomprehensible weirdos! I've had enough! I'm tired!"

Expressing his refusal attitude, Laiyue Subaru cursed desperately.

He didn't want to be next to Jealousy for a second, he didn't want to stand in front of Echidna, he didn't want to be among the witches.

There are countless things he has to do, and he has no time to stay here. Everything here is superfluous.

It's all superfluous, so I want to leave here immediately to make myself feel better.

"I won't borrow your help! I have to figure out the solutions to the problems outside.

That's it!I should have done this from the beginning..."

"Then what? Going to die again, then starting over, leaving a bunch of people crying for you? And then saying to yourself that making them cry was a sacrifice you had to make? Wow~ that's awesome, that's amazing."

Hearing that Subaru Lai Yue wanted to cut off the relationship, Minerva, who was unhappy, applauded.

Subaru stared at him with bloodshot eyes, but the other party sneered back, "How?"

"It has nothing to do with you. What complaints do you have about "Return of Death"? Whether it's pain, sadness, or a miserable end, it's all my personal problem. I have no reason to let you make irresponsible remarks."

"It's really easy for the person who said this to have the awareness to bear the pain.

Anyway, no matter what the viewer thinks, the most bloody things are generally borne by myself, so I can always use this excuse to prevaricate.

"What did you say……!?"

"Since I am the most painful, others can't say anything.

Because you are the saddest... of course the people around you have no right to complain. "

Minerva's words became more and more agitated, and her tone became tougher, which made it impossible for Subaru to remain silent.

"Are you trying to say! I am intoxicated in the tragedy because I want to shut everyone's mouths! Is the dead end I am going to now also the path I will go to play the protagonist of the tragedy!?"

"I didn't say that. I just think it's despicable to come to the conclusion that 'it's okay to help everyone get hurt.'

I don't agree with Echidna's ghost, and I know that child's expression is too oblique... But I think your twisted persistence is more disgusting than a witch.

My survival attitude is to heal the injured living body that I hit. This is not so much in contrast to your persistence as it is in opposition.

If I really want to say it—this child is too poor to be rewarded at all.

Obviously even your 'Return by Death' was given by this child. "

Minerva, who was talking nonsense and throwing her thoughts at Subaru, finally looked at "Jealousy".

The latter remained silent after being scolded by Lai Yuesubaru, did not express affirmation or denial, and did not respond to the current dialogue.

Subaru knew that Minerva seemed to feel lonely about this, so his eyes were a little moist—but this kind of thing didn't matter at all.

"Disgusting...? No return...?"

Subaru's shoulders, with his head hanging down, began to tremble, and the trembling became bigger and bigger.

Not long after, Subaru raised his head and was laughing, because it was so ridiculous that it was impossible not to laugh.

Chapter 670 As long as you get hurt

"This is how, call me disgusting, why do you think I would do this.

Why is my way of thinking twisted like you said?

No matter how I do it or how I think about it, it should be a matter of course from the perspective of my abilities—that’s right.

Because is you!kill me!It became like this! ! "

Lai Yue Subaru yelled, projecting all his anger on "jealousy" who wanted to escape responsibility by keeping silent.

Accept the "return of death" and use it to overcome various difficulties.

Engrave the despair of "death" that I have tasted countless times on my soul, and this is how I walked along the way.

That scarred road led Natsuki Subaru to this kind of thinking.

"Whether it's injury or pain! Everything! Let me bear it! As long as I do this, it's okay, isn't it awesome!

No matter how hard it is, as long as you grit your teeth and endure... no one will be hurt like me!

From the beginning to the end, it was enough that I was the only one who got hurt... what's wrong with that! ? "

"You're just like this, you're all on yourself, and you don't tell anyone anything... You simply feel that no one can accomplish anything except yourself."

"Then if I don't do anything, can I change anything? Isn't that just a horrible future?

Who else can do it but me! ?Who can do what I have done before! ! "

Repeatedly use "return by death" and repeatedly correct mistakes until the end, in order to find the way to perfection.

Just like Echidna said, he can bring this awareness—but he will not listen to the sweet words of a witch who only wants to satisfy his own curiosity—and challenge the same situation repeatedly by himself.

If the future where no one gets hurt is at the end that Subaru can only reach with his scars.

"I can't understand, enough is enough, I just said these things, sorry, yeah, sorry.

Although this feeling is not deceitful at all, but I am really thankful to you, I even forgot, I am really ungrateful.

There is only one thing I want to thank you for, thank you for allowing me to "return by death".

That's all I have to thank you for, without which I'd have absolutely no way of protecting anything important.

From now on, I will continue to rely on this ability, so I can only thank you for this. "

If I have the consciousness, I will continue to gain experience from failure and continue to challenge. The option of running away has long since disappeared.

It started from the moment when I took Emilia's hand and said to run away together, but she refused.

She had no choice but to keep fighting, because she had sworn to, and she expected Subaru to do it, and she believed that Subaru would not run away, and would continue to fight.

Laiyue Subaru will be a man who keeps rising, otherwise, he will have no face to face her.

"So, only you gave me this ability, I want to thank you.

Thanks to this, a guy like me who has no strengths can also solve the situation of being helpless..."

"don't want……""

Confusing the dark emotions that dominate the body, but was stopped by the word "jealousy".