Play holy light heart to be dirty

Unreasonable fate will impose loneliness on people, and then force people to face difficulties alone, but wrap their dark fingers around the hearts of the lonely fighters.

However, there is no need to follow such rules.Subaru wanted to convey this to her.

I want to tell her what Lai Yue Subaru said that gave her strength after listening to it, and give her strength——

"If you want help from someone, just say it if you think so! It doesn't matter if you say a word, if you don't say it, no one will know.

Help me, I'm so sad, if you say that... I will! "

If you say that, you should be aware of it - realize that you don't need to give up.

"Betty wants help."

"That's right...that's it, say it."

"Help Betty..."

"That's it! Go on, go on! Just say that, and if you hold out your hand—"

"So sad, so painful... I hope someone can save Betty from this darkness..."

"Okay, leave it to me, I—"

Small, trembling fingers stretched out towards Subaru Lai Yue, and Subaru Lai Yue also extended his hand towards her.

However, at this moment, Beatrice's blue eyes were filled with big teardrops——

"Hope you kill Betty."

Laiyue Subaru's hand was thrown away, she didn't yearn for any sloppy redemption.

"what."

The hands that were thrown away, the fingers that didn't catch something, and the soul that was rejected, all complain of numbness.

Why?Subaru couldn't make a sound, because Beatrice's eyes made him speechless.

Eyes full of despair—it was too late to tell, everything was irreparable.

"400 years...lived alone all the time."

"Bea, Beatrice..."

"The 'that person' who was supposed to come didn't come, so I could only guard this place alone."

He couldn't take his eyes off Beatrice's and called out her name, but now Subaru was hesitating even for such a simple matter.

"I don't know how many times I thought about giving up, I don't know how many times I prayed that I could forget all this.

No matter hundreds of times, thousands of times, tens of thousands of times, or hundreds of millions of times, it is still not enough..."

In this dim place, Beatrice spent long hours of solitude.

Sitting on that step stool with my knees folded, I kept hope and despair for that unknown someone.

And that loneliness has killed the girl's heart many times.

"Help Betty...? Betty wants help...?"

"—"

"Betty... how long will you... expect this kind of thing? Do you think... Betty never thinks about it like this, and only knows to give up?"

The stammering words gradually became hot, and there was a strong light in his eyes.

Anger, disappointment, sadness, discouragement — none of it, just the twinkling of tears.

"Just by reaching out, will you pull Betty out of this endless darkness? Can you tell Betty how to go on this endless one-way street?"

"—"

"If you...could...why...for-what..."

Beatrice, who lowered her head, took a deep breath, and there was a moment of silence.

This is the last time, now is the only chance to speak, only now!

However, he hesitated because of fear, unable to speak for fear of hurting her.

Beatrice raised her head and stared at Subaru. The girl opened her mouth and grinned.

"Why - leave Betty alone for 400 years!?"

"—!"

"Alone! Always! Betty is here, always, always alone! So lonely! So scary!

I thought I was abandoned, I thought I couldn't abide by the task I was given... I thought I, I would always be here alone! "

Tears poured from Beatrice's big eyes, and big tears crawled down her cheeks and dripped from her chin to the floor.

Every time tears hit the floor, Subaru Lai Yue's heart was beaten by a huge impact, cracked until it was cracked, and slowly turned into pieces.

"Help Betty!? Save Betty!? Why didn't you do it earlier!? Why leave Betty alone!?

It's only now that gentle words are being thrown, why not hug Betty at the beginning! ?Why!Leave Betty alone! ? "

Chapter 51 The Runaway Lai Yueang

Her words turned into blades, flames, and steel, hurting Subaru's heart one after another.

In all forms, in all meanings, it became a variety of pain to blame and torment Subaru.

Yet for 400 years, Beatrice has been on the wrong end of the spectrum.

What can Nayue Subaru's words break for Beatrice's 400 years of loneliness?

"Whether it's asking for help or hoping for salvation...! It's become a dead wish in the past 400 years..."

"For 400 years, it's not that no one has been here, and some people wanted to take Betty away during the period.

Because Betty is a high elf, I want Betty's power..."

"Don't, don't compare me to those guys! I just can't look at you..."

"It has nothing to do with Betty's power. I just want to save the person in front of me... It's really hard for a naive and optimistic person like you to say it."

"Ah, woo..."

"However, they failed to take Betty away, of course, after all—"

Beatrice paused and smiled vainly again.

"The contract that binds Betty cannot be canceled with a half-hearted awareness. Humans absolutely cannot do it."

"Then, what should I do..."

"Put Betty No. [-] on the [WEB] list."

The words Beatrice threw over were extremely calm, but extremely sharp, making Subaru Lai Yue pierced by the impact of someone piercing the eardrum with a thin needle.

"Put Betty in your heart [WEB] No. [-] pick, [WEB] thinks of Betty first, [WEB] picks Betty first, cover the contract, cover the contract, cancel the contract, and you can take Betty away .

"—"

"You can't do this kind of thing."

Beatrice's earnest and desperate pleading strangled Subaru Laiyue's heart.

This is what lies at the end of wishes that are too heavy to allow frivolous nods.

"In your heart, the [WEB] No.1 position has long been decided to whom, so you can't save Betty."

The position in Lai Yueang's heart has long been given to Emilia, and Beatrice pointed at this point.

When he missed her, Subaru's heart would jump and heat up, that was the answer engraved on his soul.

Beatrice's words are very true, Beatrice can't be Subaru's [WEB] number one pick.

"So, help Betty break the contract... draw an end to this 400 years that can do nothing but wait, and destroy the waste that violates the elf's duty."

"..."

Hearing this, Lai Yueang was at a loss for words for a while, but he quickly recalled Betty's unusual attitude towards Yawei.

"What about Yahweh, can't even he help you? Otherwise, you wouldn't listen to him so much, would you?"

"No, Master Yawei has a solution."

Facing Ang's inquiry, Betty did not hide anything, and replied in a complicated tone.

"That lord is a truly out-of-bounds person, and no rules in this world seem to be able to restrain him.

It can be said that if he wants to, no matter what difficulties can stop him.

Not only that, he has already seen through Betty's miserable life with compassion, and extended a helping hand to Betty..."

"Then why..."

"But Betty said no."

As if seeing through what the other party wanted to say, before Lai Yueang asked, Beatrice said something that made him dumbfounded.

"Master Yawei's kindness made Betty grateful, but Betty didn't think she was qualified to hold those hands because it violated the contract.

Master Yawei did not put Betty first in [WEB], but miraculously made Betty jump out of the cage of fate by virtue of his own mighty power. "

"So what, isn't it good? Is the contract... so heavy? If you hate it and don't want to do it, then don't do it. You can do it on your own terms!"

"Because that is the only meaning of life for Betty."

Not only couldn't find the answer, Lai Yue Subaru also made a shameful mistake of asking the question.

For an instant, Beatrice revealed disappointment in her eyes, and said so in a thirsty voice.

"Betty is an elf who lives for this contract, and was given this contract as [WEB's] first task after birth.

Just throw away the mission and live... You want Betty to do this? "

"It's not just casual! You have worked hard for 400 years, haven't you! You have only kept an agreement during this time, who can blame you! Who can blame you! You have done a lot..."

"No one can blame? That's not the case... Betty will blame herself! Betty will never forgive herself! The elf Beatrice will not allow that kind of perfunctory way of life!"

Lai Yue Subaru stepped on trembling legs and grabbed the petite girl's shoulders to confide, but Beatrice refuted him angrily, and pushed his body away to distance herself.

There were still tears in Beatrice's staring eyes. She bit her lip and grabbed her skirt hard, just like an ordinary girl who had been wronged.

"Because, if Betty gave up like this and grasped Lord Yawei's miraculous hands so easily, then what would the 400 years of Betty's life be like?