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Because everything about me is an inferior product of my sister, and I am just a substitute.

Constantly manipulated by obsessions, Rem lived through nearly seven years of debilitating life.

As far as Rem is concerned, even if she is not satisfied with any of the results of this time, the people around her praise her for her hard work.

He was evaluated as smart and capable at Roswaal's residence, and was appointed as Roswaal's confidant at the important moment of the king's election.

He deserved these compliments, and while answering that, Rem's heart was filled with anxiety that never diminished.

The accumulated guilt not only did not go away, but even tightened her heart - and prompted her to dedicate her life to her sister.

"Rem is incompetent and talentless, and he is a hindrance in the ghost clan, so no matter how hard he tries, he can't reach Ram's level.

If I want to catch up with my sister, I have no choice but to run faster.

Rem is a substitute for her sister, and she has always been inferior. No matter how long it takes, she can't catch up with her real sister. She is born with defects.

Why did Rem's horn stay?Why not the sister's corner?Why is my sister born with only one horn?Why - sister and Rem are twins? "

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And this fault has accumulated more and more in her heart. If this continues, sooner or later, she will be completely defeated, right?

But at this moment, due to the existence of Yahweh, she suddenly let go of her shackles.

Ah, the omnipotent sister from before is back, and I finally don't have to work so hard anymore.

Anyway, I am just a substitute for my sister, so it doesn't matter if I become a little follower behind my sister...

While feeling lost, Rem was full of gratitude to Yahweh, and this emotion was strong enough to give him the idea of ​​dedicating himself physically and mentally to Yahweh.

At this moment, she finally understood why Ram admired Roswaal so much, because - the other party not only saved herself, but also saved her favorite sister.

My sister must have thought so too, right?In the most desperate moment, Roswaal appeared to save her and her sister.

However, at this moment, she heard Yawei continue to say: "Well, Rem was resurrected by me, so all aspects of talent have been baptized and increased.

But now, you are back on the same starting line. "

What?Same starting line?

Me and my sister?

Rem looked at Ram in a daze. She didn't realize the abnormality in her body until now.

The brain is more awake than usual, and the physical fitness has become much stronger.

Not only that, not to mention the extremely high growth of the mana in the body, the affinity for the mana in the air seems to have also increased a lot.

"From today onwards, there is no difference between you in terms of talent, what determines the difference between you is only the hard work you put in the day after tomorrow.

Therefore, the review that should be reviewed, the apology that should be apologized, I hope you can eliminate the barriers between sisters as soon as possible, and live as my property. "

Saying that, Yawei disappeared in place, while Ram and Rem stayed in place and looked at each other.

In this way, Rem regained his life and talent, Ram regained his sister and his own horn, and Yawei gained a pair of twin maids.

A world where only Roswaal and Leyue Ang were injured was born.

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On the other side, after escaping from the mansion, Lai Yueang kept rushing forward.

I don't know how long it took, he was already out of breath from exhaustion, his knees were weak, and it seemed that he would fall to the ground in the next moment.

But even so, Lai Yueang still didn't dare to stop running. He let the sweat flow down his chin, clenched his teeth and persisted desperately.

It seems that if this is not the case, I will be overtaken by the feelings of those who are chasing from behind.

Then when he was caught, it was really all over this time.

Ram's mournful cries and resentful roars still haven't left his ears.

Run away, because you run away, because you escaped yourself.

Now, Lai Yue Subaru can no longer go back there.

Ram and Roswaal will not forgive him for running away, and Emilia and Parker will not be able to fully trust him who is stubborn and unwilling to speak.

Not only them, but also abandoning Yawei, who stood up for him... Even if he came from the same place, the other party probably wouldn't regard him as a companion anymore.

"Isn't this completely over...! What can I do... What else can I do!"

Why did it become like this?What is wrong?These are all unclear.

Lai Yueang didn't understand, how could the world allow her to exist?

"Obviously...you were so...happy before."

Summoned abruptly to another world, he can only live in a world he knows nothing about.

In a world where only anxiety takes root, only that mansion is the place of peace that accepts him.

But now, everything will return to the original point, and Lai Yueang can only start over again, challenging again and again, and every time the world barks at him.

--I can not make it.

Such whispers suddenly flashed through Lai Yueang's mind.

——Why should I continue to work hard?

The voice urging him to give up was a sweet temptation, and Subaru really wanted to give everything to it.

If you follow that voice, it will surely become easier.

Originally, Raiyue Subaru was the kind of personality who tended to choose easy situations.

It's not just him, as long as it's human, it's probably like this.

When you are worried about the options in front of you, what will happen if the third option of [WEB] appears?

That option can feel like an apocalypse, the urge to be blamed for reaching out and choosing.

Lai Yueang felt that his blood was rushing out of his head, and the high-decibel screaming heartbeat felt far away.

The hands and feet became heavy, as if the legs were driven away and dragged along without knowing when.

It was not until he was almost standing still that he became aware for the first time that he was in a forest surrounded by trees.

It seems that he lost his way on the mountain road after running out of the mansion and deviated from the forest road.

Covered by lush greenery, even the sky was covered and looked dim, Lai Yueang felt that this place was like the place where [WEB] died for the third time.

Thinking of the moment of death, [WEB] The third option immediately has a clear image.

"As long as you die..."

——Can you be saved?can get out of this situation.

"Ah, yes, as long as you die."

After saying it clearly, he felt that this was an excellent plan, and a smile could not help but appear on the corner of his mouth.

Died three times, lost everything, and started over again [WEB] The fourth world.

This time, all he got was a small life, and there was nothing left but his life.

What's the point of continuing to struggle desperately, but the result is like this.

"If you want to do it, do it, anyway, it doesn't matter if I die..."

Li Yueang bit her lip, expressing her hatred for the existence that involved herself in this situation.

While his internal organs were being stewed with black emotions, his vision suddenly broadened as he walked in the forest.

What unfolded in front of his eyes was the complete opposite of his state of mind, a blue sky so hateful, and... a cliff.

What a clever calculation just right, it was only at this time that I finally listened to my wish.

Laiyue Subaru couldn't help spitting out curses of gratitude towards the existence in the sky.

Thank him for being able to give peace to my stupid and pathetic self.

Lai Yueang walked towards the cliff as if being invited, with shaky steps.

The wind was strong, and the wind blowing from the front lifted the hem of his clothes. Standing on the edge of the cliff where he could look up at the blue sky, he subconsciously looked down.

Below, if you look carefully, there are cliffs with sharp rock muscles side by side, and there is a spacious bare rock area more than ten meters down. If you fall there from this height, you will definitely die.

"Hahaha……"

Witnessing the naked rock below, Lai Yueang seemed to be able to clearly see the hallucination of his tragic death.

The forgotten heartbeat sang loudly again, the lungs constricted, and the breathing was intermittent.

A lot of sweat soaked his whole body, and he felt extraordinarily cold. The terrifying picture in his mind made him unable to close his eyes.

——That's it, close your eyes and take a step forward, it's over.

What will happen to me if I die this time?

Will it go back to the first day of [WEB] at the mansion and start again?Even if it does, I don't care.

If we go back to the first day of [WEB], there are Emilia, Ram, Rem and everyone there.

Raizuki Subaru will be a servant of the mansion, interact with everyone as if nothing happened, and then fall asleep and die the next night in [WEB].

Repeating this process, he can at least immerse himself in a stable life.

What a good idea, there is no better salvation than this, and in that case, death is not bad.

"..."

However, after a while, Lai Yueang's body standing on the cliff remained motionless, only his knees were trembling like a joker.

He reached out to try to stop his face shaking, but his knees collapsed when he bent down, and he lost his center of gravity, his posture became like kowtowing to the sky, and he knelt on the ground all of a sudden.

At this moment, Lai Yue Subaru couldn't help biting his lips because of his misery.

"It's just one more step... I can't even... such a simple thing..."

I can't do it because I don't have enough courage. Even though I was forced to a desperate situation and lost to impulse, I still couldn't implement a weak decision.

Both determination and awareness are ridiculously fragile, squatting and crying is Subaru's current appearance.