Physician, Not A Consort

May is the month of torrential rains in the south. The weather forecast has long said that the next few days will be severe convective weather, and there will be heavy rains in some areas. It is really unwise to go out in such bad weather. However, Lin Haihai ignored the warning from his colleagues. When the sky was so dark that it was about to collapse, he took an umbrella and carried the medicine box and went out.

That was an old man who had been sent home to die. He used to be Lin Haihai's old patient. He was over 90 years old. He was suffering from emphysema for a long time, and he was already in the advanced stage. All organs of the body are declining, the stomach is bleeding, and the pain is terrible when I eat. I have been relying on injections and medicine to sustain my life during the hospitalization. Now that I go home, my children feel that even if they want to go, they have to let the old father eat a meal and be a ghost. So when he was discharged from the hospital, Lin Haihai was asked to give him a booster and went home to make a meal. The old man was very happy and ate nearly one bowl. After eating, the old man was still chatting with his children happily, but nearly an hour later, the old man began to feel pain, and then desperately called Doctor Lin and begged the children to call Dr. Lin for help. The children really had no choice but to call Lin Haihai to explain the situation. Lin Haihai could not go, because she knew that the old man had no abilities to recover. Her going had no real effect. The children of the old man knew it, so they didn't have the hope that the doctor would come. This call is just to comfort the elderly and make them wait with hope. Unexpectedly, Lin Haihai hung up the phone, and left the house immediately without saying a word.

When he arrived at the old man's house, the old man was suffering. As soon as he saw Lin Haihai, the old man's cloudy eyes immediately had a look. He breathlessly called: "Doctor Lin, help." Lin Haihai immediately walked up, put down the medicine box, and held the old man's hand. , Comfortingly said: "It's okay, relax." She knew that the old man had a clear consciousness now and knew that he was about to leave, so he pinned his hope of life on the doctor like clenching a straw. Because many times when he was critically ill, the people in front of him snatched him from death. He hopes it will be the same this time. Lin Haihai knew that this time it would not be the same as before. What she had to do now was not how to rescue the old man, but to ask the old man to leave without pain.

She took out the morphine injection from the medicine box and skillfully injected the old man. Originally, morphine was used for signatures from relatives, but now Lin Haihai obviously made a mistake. However, I believe no one will blame her. Lin Haihai said in the old man’s ear while injecting: “It will be fine in a while, and the pain will gradually disappear. Take a deep breath and relax your body. I will always look at you.” The old man looked at Lin Haihai trustingly and slowly relaxed. , His clenched hands began to slowly open, he felt the pain began to slowly move away, and he began to calm down. But many people appeared in front of him. He looked at the crowd in front of him in amazement. Why did all the dead stand in front of him? Damn it? Father? Mother? wife?

He whispered softly: "Father, mother, and the child, he's all here." Lin Haihai watched the old man's behavior. She saw a lot of this situation. It was not because people often said that she saw her relatives when she was dying, but In the later stages of emphysema, patients often experience hallucinations. She saw the old man's eyes blurred and his expression was empty, knowing that the old man had entered the world of hallucinations. Soon, the old man's breathing began to slow down and become lighter. This situation lasted for half an hour. Finally, the old man took a long breath, but never inhaled again. With some grief in her heart, she turned around and said: "He has gone." All of a sudden, the people in the room cried loudly, and someone of the older generation said loudly, "Kneel down and see the old man one last time." Then, the old man knelt down in front of the bed. Lin Haihai held back his tears, carried the medicine box on his back, and escaped from the sad scene. I have been a doctor for several years, and I have already seen life and death, but I can't face it every time. My instructor once said that she was too emotional and this would be a major obstacle to her career. But she just couldn't face death coldly, because she was a person competing with death. She has a strong love for life.

Lin Haihai drove the car and drove onto the expressway towards the city. The wind began to be strong, and the black clouds in the sky gathered quickly, and soon covered half of the sky, and from time to time there was thunder rumbling above the head. The lightning drew a beautiful arc on the horizon, but it gave out a terrifying light. Lin Haihai speeded up, the car was rushing, and the thunder became denser and louder. The frequency of lightning is getting more and more rapid, and scary snakes flashed out of the sky, and after a few seconds, thunder shook the sky. Lin Haihai became anxious, and highway vehicles became scarce. Suddenly, a thunderbolt of lightning flashed across the sky, reflecting the chaos of the world, and then the rumbling thunder exploded, echoing on the highway for a long time. The sky cracked huge mouth, and the heavy rain was like a note. In the bang, she could clearly hear the clatter of hail hitting the roof of the car. She secretly screamed badly, but she couldn't find any shelter from the rain on the highway. She could only let the car run like a wild horse running away.

When she was about to reach the exit of Da Nang, she suddenly saw an old woman holding a tattered umbrella, standing staggering on the side of the road. The clothes on his body were all wet, the hair was close to his forehead, the water flowed down the hair, and the worn cloth shoes showed a few toes. At first glance, she knew she was an old lady from a poor family, but she didn’t know why she was standing on the highway on this rainy day. Lin Haihai didn't think much, and immediately stepped on the brakes. The car stopped in front of the old woman with a chuckle. Lin Haihai opened the left door and yelled to the old woman: "Get in the car." The old woman threw away the broken umbrella, and the pace trembled. boarding.

As soon as the car door was closed, Lin Haihai immediately smelled a foul smell. Experience told her that the old man had a rotting wound on his body. While driving, she looked at the old man and asked: "Old man, how do you walk on this highway alone? It is very dangerous. Do you know?" The old woman's mouth was closed and she did not speak. . She didn't even say thank you. The expression was a little sad, but Lin Haihai saw that she had no signs of pain. She was a little confused, and asked again: "Old man, are you uncomfortable? You tell me, I am a doctor, maybe I can help you." The old woman still did not speak, looking ahead, motionless.

Lin Haihai felt strange, but didn't ask any more. She thought about rushing back to the hospital as soon as possible to help the elderly do an examination. The car was running at a high speed, and the rain was getting bigger and bigger, and occasionally some hail hit the front glass and crackled. Lin Haihai felt a little cold, and the old woman's clothes were all wet. She turned on the heater and turned her eyes on the old woman's lap. When she saw it, she was startled. I saw a big hole in the old woman's trousers, bleeding from inside, and the beige car blankets were dyed red. She hurriedly stopped, turned sideways, and said loudly, "Oh, you are injured. Why didn't you say that too much blood would be fatal. Let me see." She opened the medicine box, took out the scissors, and wanted to The old woman's pants were cut open. The old woman grabbed her, too strong to resemble an injured person. Lin Haihai was caught by the old woman and couldn't move. She didn't think so much, just blindly anxious. She thought that the old woman was afraid of hurting her, so Lin Haihai said: "Don't worry, I am not going to hurt you. I cut my pants to help you stop the bleeding. Don't be afraid. "But the old woman didn't let go, as if she couldn't hear her. His eyes were fixed on Lin Haihai, the corners of his mouth twitched, but he wanted to speak but didn't say it.

Chapter Three Poisoning

Lin Haihai guessed that the old woman could not understand her words. She struggled for a while, and found that the old woman's manpower was amazing, and the hand she was holding could not break away. So she gently opened the hole in the old woman's pants with her other hand, trying to see what kind of wound it was. The old woman didn't expect her to be so persevering, not to mention that Lin Haihai's hand was already covered with blood. The old woman yelled: "Not good!" As soon as the voice fell, the old woman spit out a mouthful of blood, grasping Lin Haihai's hand suddenly loosened, and she collapsed softly on the car seat. Lin Haihai was terrified, her fingers covered the old man's pulse. The old woman squinted at the blood on Lin Haihai's hand and sighed deeply. Slowly spoke: "Child, you will be dead in a few minutes."

Lin Haihai was a little funny and didn't speak. The old man's pulse was a bit strange, a little weak in the disorder, and occasionally a little rush. She frowned, suddenly felt chest tightness and bloating, her throat was sweet, and then a mouthful of blood came out. Immediately after the world turned around, she held the steering wheel and her head began to sink. The old man held her hand, and she felt a warm current slowly spread from the palm to the arm, slowly to the internal organs, an indescribable comfort filled her heart. She looked at the old woman suspiciously. The old woman sighed and said slowly: "I am not a human, but a snake demon who has practiced for a thousand years. Today, I just entered the final stage of the five decays of heaven and man. My mana will become very weak this day, and any little demon that doesn’t become a climate can kill me. I wanted to find a hidden place to spend the day well, as long as it’s past tonight, I will Feathered into an immortal. But a wolf demon found my hiding place. I fought with him and was injured by him. Fortunately, there was a flash of lightning. The wolf was afraid of glare. At the moment when his mind was uncertain, I Escaped. But when I was escaping, the wolf demon suddenly sprayed a corpse poison on me. This poison will slowly invade my internal organs and run through my whole body before the time. I will definitely die."

After that, the old woman took a sigh of relief, her face as gray as death, her eyes closed as if she was enduring great pain, her hands and feet twitched a bit. Lin Haihai had completely believed in the words of the old woman in her heart. She had always been a materialist and did not believe in souls or gods and monsters. But at the moment she had no doubts. For death, she hasn't made a good psychological preparation, but for so many years as a doctor, she knows that death is often a momentary matter. She had previously imagined how she would feel if she faced death. She thought of panic, horror, despair, horror, but she was calmer than ever before. It seemed that it took only a minute to accept the fact that he was about to die.