Oreki Houtarou's Strength-First Classroom

"So. I was accidentally discovered that I said countless bad things to the whole class. I couldn't help it if I was hated."

The corners of Kushida's mouth curled up slightly.

"I think I was probably 80% over. They all read the content of the blog and knew my true feelings, so they said that the boy who liked me bumped my shoulder because I wrote in the blog that it was disgusting to be confessed to by him. , I hope he will die. And the girl who was comforted by me after losing love also kicked my desk away because I wrote down the reasons why the girl was dumped and laughed at her."

"..."

This is really true.

There are times when everyone cannot fully express their inner thoughts. But if Kushida writes it all, it would be strange if the class doesn't collapse.

"So..." Horikita asked, "How did you avoid such a crisis?"

There were no signs of severe beating or injury on Kushida's body.

It should indicate that there was no violence.

"Haha...what method do I use?" Kushida laughed, "I just told them the truth."

"Everything written on the blog is true, but people who were good friends found out that their friends actually looked at them like this."

"And those who have girlfriends are bullied by their companions, and there are also people who pretend to be innocent while riding two boats, or...wait, there are too many, just the beginning of the anger of those two people, the others are like explosives It ignited and exploded on its own.”

"They were beating each other, tearing each other apart, and even the teachers were involved... So the class went on strike. And I was also called by the school and was suspended from school."

"Then after that, you all know about it, and you are found by the principal, who then recommends this school."

So she came in front of everyone. Although she was assigned to Class D, she felt that this was the beginning.

At the same time, I resist leaving here.

Because the place to go back to... is gone.

And this is what Horikita wants to know about the sense of oppression that Kushida’s dark history can bring to Kushida.

"..."

"..." It's just that this kind of experience makes people speechless.

Kushida's origin and process are not complicated, more like a person who lacks a sense of identity and is seeking recognition.

but.

The impact is huge.

Horikita only heard that a class went on strike from the teacher to the school.

But it was Kushida who caused the entire class, including the teacher, to collapse just because of her.

This is really unimaginable.

at the same time.

Judging from Kushida's words, she just wrote the secrets of everyone in the class on her blog, and then they were found out and exposed each other. The stability of the class immediately collapsed, and the connections between people were instantly severed.

Horikita was speechless. They were obviously in the same school. Although the classes were different, Kushida's class was really... complicated.

Because in order to explode, apart from the fuse, there must also be a fait accompli.

Therefore, cuckoldry, pregnancy out of wedlock, disgust, pretense, hypocrisy, and confession are all gathered in the same class.

Somewhat outrageous.

It made Horikita-san feel like she was hearing about things from another world.

After talking about such dark history, Kushida remained quiet.

She wasn't worried about what Horikita and Oreki would think of her.

Rather, in fact, she was not worried at all that Oreki would lower her opinion of her. From the beginning, she was discovered by the other party while kicking the railing, and then during the subsequent small island exam, she was taken to the room of the staff guarding the island and provided her with A chance to vent your emotions by kicking the stakes.

These are all concerns about her performance.

She felt that Oreki might have seen through him from the beginning.

So how would he react now that he knew all about her past?

And Oreki-san’s reaction…

Oreki-san's brows seemed to furrow.

Then he shook his head slightly.

"I thought it was like the past," Oreki-san said. "This kind of black history is worthless."

“Contacting others, gaining other people’s secrets, and being reused and trusted by others is a satisfying feeling, but it also means it will bring pressure.”

"If you want to win the favor of others, you must act like the type they like, and then you have to refute your own preferences. This is a very tiring thing."

"There is also such a dark history, even if it is mastered by a first grader, it is meaningless."

"Because." Oreki said. "No one will believe it."

"Your image in running this school... well, not too bad. Plus, you are friends with Ichinose, so she will help." Oreki gave the solution.

That is to make Kushida deny the past.

"But I didn't expect you to be so stressed," Oreki-san said.

"The railing is no longer hidden. I found that a lot of people go there, so I can't let you continue kicking the railing and scolding Horikita."

"You have to choose another way to vent your emotions," Oreki said. “A safety that also won’t make the mistakes of the past again.”

In Oreki's view, Kushida's mental endurance is lower than previously expected, so now that new students are entering, she is about to explode.

Then you have to vent. And how to vent needs to be considered.

but.

"Kick the railing and scold me?" Horikita was still focusing on Kushida's dark history, but suddenly his brows furrowed when he heard this unfounded remark.

"No, you didn't do it in front of her?" Oreki looked at Kushida strangely.

"You didn't tell her?" But Kushida also looked at him with a strange tone.

The two looked at each other.

And Horikita-san really came to his senses.

She looked at Kushida with an unbelievable look, "So, after you came to this school, when you kicked the railing, did you scold me? Is this how you vented your dissatisfaction?"

"Do you hate me so much?"

"..." Oreki.

"..." Kushida.

Indeed, compared to them, there is an innocent person here now.

Chapter 223 She should have chosen green for her hat in the first place!

"..."

Horikita Suzune was not in a good mood when she found out for no reason that she was being kicked down the railing and yelled at him.

So she said nothing.

And Kushida was actually in a bad mood.

Although today I finally talked about the dark history of the past, it is reasonable to say that I have been relieved.

but.

But Suzune Horikita found out about kicking the railing and scolding her.

In other words, she was hated by Horikita Suzune.

This shows that there is still a gap between the two, and Kushida has the goal of revenge in the future, so the relationship with Horikita is so stiff now, which is really hard to handle.

"Anyway, now that we've talked about it, there's no problem." Oreki-san said, "Kushida's dark history is here."

"As for this, as I said just now, as long as Archangel Ichinose is on your side, there is no need to worry."

"And you also helped her in her incident, right?"

"So she owes you a favor." Oreki-san said, paused, and added, "Actually, Ichinose will help you even if you don't have to repay the favor."

"Eh?"

Kushida blinked slightly when he heard this.

because.

What does it mean that Ichinose will help her.

And this is where Kushida is very dangerous.

She is stupid.

Oreki-san updated his evaluation of her.

However, an explanation was given.

"Because Ichinose-san is like an archangel. She is a person who wants to help others and everyone has a harmonious atmosphere."

"It's like the current exchange meeting between first-year and second-year students. If used well, first-year students can be used as weapons."

"But she didn't."

"She was just conveying goodwill unilaterally," Oreki said.

In other words, Ichinose is too kind.

In this exam, it is obvious that as long as the freshmen are treated as human beings and used as tools to harvest the bamboo shoots that spring up after the rain, they can make money, but Ichinose and the others did not consider this aspect at all.

And this is Ichinose's unique kindness.

On this point, Kushida agrees.

After all, in Ichinose's dark history, she stole the hairpins from the store. She realized her mistake and was very painful. In addition to being taken by her mother to the store to kneel down to punish her and return the hairpins, she also closed herself for a period of time. .

No more going out.

This is self-punishment.

And this kind of thing...

It was incredible to Horikita-san, but among Kushida's friends, there were also classmates who stole money from their parents, and that was not the ideological struggle that Ichinose had to go through.

Instead... he just stole without any hesitation and didn't feel scared until it happened.

The fear is not knowing that you have done something wrong, but the fear of being punished.

So Ichinose is indeed an admirable person.

And such Ichinose would indeed help her without any hesitation.

only.

"If Ichinose goes against his heart——"

Kushida still knew that he had done something quite excessive. So I am very worried about being exposed, because once exposed, all the interpersonal relationships around me will collapse.

And if Ichinose supports her here, then he is helping her cover up.

Perhaps even Ichinose had to do something against his will.

"You actually worry about such a thing." Oreki glanced at her in surprise and then said. "Then let me ask you, in your dark history, was it your subjective intention to cause the class to collapse?"

"..." Kushida.

"I'm not an idiot. Why should I destroy the relationship that I finally built?"

"So have you ever hurt others?" Oreki continued. "For example, you deliberately want to obtain other people's intelligence and then attack others."

"Forehead……"

"That's not the case," Kushida said thoughtfully.

As she said before, she just discovered that she had this advantage that others did not have, so she continued.

I didn't think about getting money from other people, or anything else.

It would be better to say that in order to gain distance from others, she actually helped them a lot.

For example, Sakura-san was very introverted when she came to school, and without her help, Sakura-san would not have been able to be included in the class.