My Return to Life

　　 My return to life text volume cannot be summed up with any adjectives. Thank you for the upcoming 2020. I really didn’t think about writing an annual summary at the beginning of Happy New Year.

　　 At the moment when 2020 is about to pass, as a literary hobby worker, I suddenly have some desire for expression beyond the topic.

　　 Actually I am a person who is not good at summarizing.

　　 This is also the reason why I have not made much progress or even regressed after writing 7 million characters in a broken bowl.

　　 In the first two or three months of the serialization of this book, I effectively imitated other excellent writers to write monthly summaries.

　　 But after being criticized by the reader's grandpa by name accidentally, it was basically cancelled.

　　 Compared with the situation described in the book, I myself am more eloquent, not independent, and worry about gains and losses.

　　Recognizing counseling is actually a normal choice...

　　 The year 2020, which is about to pass, is my lowest point so far, and I can hardly use an adjective to sum up its failure.

　　 In the well-known epidemic at the beginning of the year, I left my home on the morning of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year in order to get me back to my working city faster.

　　 The situation was not that serious at that time.

　　 After returning to the city where I work, I feel quite fortunate, because I will not be unable to work due to ‘personal reasons’...

　　 It’s just that I soon face the risk of unemployment.

　　 Litigation risks arising from overdue bills and so on.

　　Of course, it can be accepted under the general environment.

　　 can't be specific to me personally this little thing.

　　 To be honest, this year has been the busiest and tiring year in my life so far, from falling asleep at two o'clock in the beginning to three, four, four and five in recent months.

　　 What is quite dramatic is that the busier the busier, the more tired you will be, the less you can get a harvest, such as money.

　　 also inexplicably resented bad life, bad luck, and why in the early morning.

　　 Yeah, why? Why should you work hard?

　　 There is no rule, law, or other standard that says that hard work must be rewarded. Only the chicken soup that has been boiled for a long time will say that.

　　 Looking back at the past 27 years of life, this year I cannot use any adjectives to describe the failure.

　　 is always facing various dilemmas, or, should be called a prison.

　　 people...

　　 No matter what, you have to find an excuse for yourself to continue going down, and you still have to live.

　　 Originally...

　　 I thought that looking back at the past year on the last day of 2020, my heart must be full of negative emotions such as resentment, dissatisfaction, and anger.

but……

　　 After simply taking the failure of this year, I found that I am very grateful for the upcoming 2020.

　　 Because this year told me that life is always full of hope.

　　 People should always have hope for the future and life.

　　 For example, no matter how bad the situation is, I still face so many problems so far, I have persisted this year.

　　 Thank you 2020.

　　, at least, I should be grateful for 2020.

　　 This book probably happened to be the beginning of 2020.

　　 began uploading on February 6, and has updated a total of 2.7 million words so far, with an average of more than 8,000 words per day, setting a record for personal updates and writing the longest personal book.

　　The results have also maintained an unsurprisingly mediocre level.

　　 This book made me gradually discover and accept my mediocrity.

　　 made me understand that mediocrity is not shameful and unacceptable.

　　 I am a member of thousands of ordinary people, and will spend this life mediocre and ineffective.

　　 This is not surprising.

　　I work hard just to live a little more decent occasionally.

　　 is enough.

　　 No matter how difficult life is, it is a journey that belongs only to individuals...

　　 Thank you to the readers who have accompanied this book to this day in 2020.

　　 Thanks to those readers grandpa who encouraged me when I really couldn't keep going and wanted to give up this book.

　　 Thank you to all readers who have rewarded, subscribed, and voted.

　　 Thanks to all the leaders.

　　 Thanks to all the big guys who have booked.

　　 also thank all the big guys who have spent 2 cents or more on this book.

　　 Every bit of your support makes me feel that I am not so alone in writing.

　　 Finally, thank you readers, grandpa, for all your efforts in 2020.

　　………………

　　 At this moment, the lanterns are on, thousands of families are reunited, and the new year is coming.

　　 wish:

　　 Dear readers, everything goes well in 2021, happy and healthy.

　　 wish:

　　 Dear readers, live a good life, peace and joy in 2021.

　　 wish:

　　 Everyone is happy and happy!

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　　 I love you guys, what are you — broken bowl