My Empress is My Bad Girl

When Yun Dai returned to the dormitory, Ji Tangtang was lying on the deck chair on the balcony.

She was wearing a pure white cotton nightdress that went all the way to the ankles, wrapping her slender body. The long black hair was messy, like a waterfall, sloping down, almost hanging to the ground.

She lay on her back, motionless.

There was only a small night light in the dormitory, emitting a dim yellow light.

Yun Dai thought she was asleep, and walked over lightly, only to find that she hadn't slept.

She opened her eyes and stared at the dark blue sky without blinking.

The night sky in early autumn is clear and clear, and the distant stars twinkle faintly.

Ji Tangtang looked at the sky quietly, her eyes were not focused, she seemed to be looking in front of her eyes, and she seemed to be looking far away.

Yun Dai squatted beside her and said softly, "Tangtang, if you're going to catch a cold lying down like this, go back to the house."

Ji Tangtang hummed, and after a long while, she slowly sat up.

Seeing the worry in Yun Dai's eyes, she smiled slowly: "Actually, I suddenly found out that it's good to stay here."

"Aren't you feeling bad?"

"It's uncomfortable. But maybe I can try to ignore any feeling in my body." Ji Tangtang's voice was light and low, like babbling, "I was looking at the sky just now, as if my soul had already flown out, away from my body. . At that moment, I didn't seem to feel any pain."

Yun Dai's eyes were sore: "Tangtang, it's all my fault. I hurt you."

Ji Tangtang stared at her blankly and said softly, "Sister Yun."

"Hey."

"Sister Yun, are you back?"

"..." Yun Dai didn't know what to say.

If she doesn't have those memories, she is not her sister Yun at all.

Damn, why can't she remember?

"Sister Yun," Ji Tangtang said again, "Actually, I thought you were going to jump into the sea and commit suicide. Since I followed you, I was going to die with you. I didn't expect you to be gone, but I didn't die. Think, this is your punishment for me."

"What?" Yun Dai looked up blankly.

"You don't want anyone to know where you're going, but I'm not obedient and have to follow you. You're angry, aren't you?"

"Tangtang, she... won't blame you. She will feel very guilty and hurt you like this. You used to be able to live happily and comfortably in Northern Qi and Han Yu, but now..."

"Han Yu?" Ji Tangtang froze for a moment, then shook her head, "No, I don't love him, not at all."

"But Zhao Yuanjing said, you are married..."

"Do you have to love to get married? But at that time, I thought I should experience the feeling of getting married. Later, I didn't want to be someone's wife, so I left naturally."

"Ah... Han Yu is a little pitiful."

"He is an eminent monk, he can see it openly, and he will not be sad." Ji Tangtang's eyes gradually returned to clarity, and his babbling became clear and normal.

She stood up, went back to her bed in the room, lay down, pulled up the quilt to cover it, and said, "Sister Yun, I figured it out."

"Thinking about what?"

"I'm not going back."

"why?"

"If I want to go back, I'm forcing you to restore your memory. I shouldn't do this, it's too selfish." Ji Tangtang never showed a pale and thin face under the quilt, "Since I'm here, I'll have a good time with Sister Yun. together."

"But your body..."

"It doesn't matter." Ji Tangtang closed her eyes, "It counts as long as you last."