My Destiny Illustrated Book of Shape Moon

What kind of person do you want to be when you grow up? The brown-skinned Southeast Asian girl has a bright smile, which contains Emiya Kiritsugu's first love.

But she was already dead. After taking the drug that turned her into a Dead Apostle made by Noriken Emiya, she was purged by the Holy Church and the Magic Association.

The girl turned into a Death Apostle handed Emiya Kiritsugu a silver dagger and begged him to kill her.

But Emiya Kiritsugu fled in shame.

Because he failed to kill the girl he loved, the entire village fell - this disaster almost established the values ​​​​of the life of the magician killer named Emiya Kiritsugu.

Ms. Natalia? Is Ms. Natalia here?

ah……

This time, the man finally stopped.

The crack in my heart no longer bleeds, and the wind blows, making a hollow echo.

After the Death Apostle-turned-village was wiped out, he was adopted by the bounty hunter Natalia.

She accompanied Emiya Kiritsugu through his youth, watching him transform from a brat into a gloomy, cold, dry-eyed hunter.

In the last mission, in order to eliminate the Death Apostle Bees on the plane, Emiya Kiritsugu used a blowgun-portable surface-to-air missile and shot down the death flight before the plane landed.

Even though there was his most beloved teacher on this plane, the woman he had been with for more than ten years.

After countless midnight dreams, Emiya Kiritsugu finally realized what he had lost.

——He has already regarded Natalia as his mother.

It's strange, Emiya Noriken, Xia Lei, Natalia...didn't they all come out?

Yes, they were all killed by me.

The ghosts of the past stretched out their hands towards him, trying to drag him into the unfathomable abyss.

The thin man stood among the crowd, looking so lonely and shaky.

It’s fake, it’s all fake, they are all dead, how can they be alive in this hotel.

Everything could only be someone's malicious ridicule to him, or it could be said to be an arrangement made to slow down his pace.

But even though he knew this, Emiya Kiritsugu couldn't change anything. He regarded himself as a scale to measure good and evil, but one end of the scale was constantly being weighed down by heavy weights, while the other side was tightly held down by the man himself. .

That creaking thing is more than just the scale itself?

Each name turned into a hidden hint, as if foreshadowing some kind of tragic ending.

So, what comes next is...

Miss Irisviel? Is Miss Irisviel von Einzbern here? Death flipped through the famous list and slowly read out the next name.

Yes, even his beloved wife will be killed by him...

Yes, I'm here.

A voice as sweet as a lark sounded behind Emiya Kiritsugu. Irisviel held her cheek, her red eyes full of doubts:

It's weird, I didn't book a room at the Hyatt Hotel? But this is my name, um, is it a mistake?

As if aware of Kiritsugu's disbelieving look, the beautiful woman stuck out her tongue and clasped her hands together in embarrassment: I'm sorry, Kiritsugu, I couldn't help but ran over in the end.

Beside her, the man in a suit took a step forward: This is not Irisviel's fault. I did it on my own initiative. I should bear all the fault.

But at this time, Emiya Kiritsugu didn't care about this. Looking at the woman he loved deeply, his lifeless eyes gave out a little light.

Under the astonished gazes of Irisviel and Emiya, Emiya Kiritsugu took a step forward, opened his arms, and took the initiative to hug his wife, hugging one of the few ties in this cold world.

After a long time, there was a muffled sound.

Thank you,.

Arturia raised her eyebrows and the dull hair on her head swayed slightly.

This was the only time her Master thanked her, but he was not happy at all.

Her intuition told her what kind of bitterness, blood and tears were contained in this thank you.

What has this man... experienced in the past?

On the other side, Irisviel also noticed something strange about Emiya Kiritsugu.

They had embraced each other briefly before, but no matter which time, her husband only tried to suppress his emotions, as if he was afraid that he would be addicted to something and be unable to extricate himself.

But this was the first time that he hugged her without any scruples and snuggled into her arms.

Kiritsugu, he is very fragile now,

Due to the unique sensitivity of artificial humans, Irisviel quickly came to a conclusion.

Different from the fragility when Illya was born, saying I am not qualified to hold this child with a painful look on his face, the fragility at that time was firm because the man named Emiya Kiritsugu knew what was going to happen in the future. Whatever you do, what will happen, but the pain caused cannot be undone.

But this time, the fragility is empty and broken, as if the despair has been denied even its own meaning.

It is precisely because of this that it is even more profound.

If I decide to leave everything and run away now - Ellie, will you come with me?

After a brief moment of tenderness, the man raised his head, and the words he spoke made Irisviel freeze in place.

Why are there no comments? Your comments are my source of happiness. How can I practice this!

Chapter 60 Timed blasting, hotel collapse

Irisviel had never seen such an expression on her husband's part.

The desperate expression was like that of a wounded and frightened child, who seemed about to burst into tears. The person standing there was not a highly skilled magician killer at all, but a weak and timid man.

Kiritsugu, you-

Irisviel could feel his chest trembling, and her husband's once strong and reliable wrists were now as weak as a child clinging to a loving mother.

If I - Kiritsugu hugged Irisviel so hard that it hurt, and asked in a hoarse and weak voice in her ear: If I decide to abandon everything and run away now - Ellie, are you willing to go with me? ?

This was probably the question that Irisviel could never imagine that Emiya Kiritsugu would be able to say.

Ilia...what should we do with the child in Winter City?

I will go back and take her out, and kill anyone who gets in the way. The man's answer was urgent and concise, proving his firm will.

In the days to come... I will invest everything I have on ourselves. I am willing to use all my life just to protect you and Illya...

At this moment, Irisviel finally understood how far the man in front of her had been pushed. Before they arrived, someone seemed to have used mysterious methods to completely destroy the warrior's firm mind and body.

He is not the Kiritsugu of nine years ago, not the killing machine who is as sharp as a hound, as ruthless and sharp as the blade of a bullet, and who trains himself to the limit. He has changed so much that he has become fragile and worrying.

Irisviel knew what had changed him - that was his wife and daughter, impurities that would never have gotten into Emiya Kiritsugu's life.

Before coming to Winter City, Emiya Kiritsugu had nothing to lose. Even the heart to feel pain no longer existed. That’s why he could be so ruthless and cold-hearted. In order to pursue the unattainable dream of saving the world, Decisively give up and sacrifice.

What Kiritsugu needs to do now is to get himself back in time. But turning back time made his soul wail. The changes of ten years were too profound. The existence of Irisviel and Illya allowed Emiya Kiritsugu to find a bond in the world again.

The original killer who devoted himself wholeheartedly to his ideal is no longer there, replaced by a man who has a weakness and can no longer remain cold.

Emiya Kiritsugu's resistance showed his weakness. Right now, he was already trying his best just to maintain himself, and he had no energy left to accept it, nor did he have the inclination to think about how to coordinate his relationship with the King of Knights.

Irisviel's chest felt tight. The man she loved was in such pain, but she couldn't save herself. Because the one who tortured Kiritsugu was none other than himself.

If Kiritsugu agrees, then their future will definitely develop in a different direction, whether it is good or bad.

However, Irisviel just smiled gently and spoke as if she had penetrated her husband's soul:

Can we escape?

You can escape. It's still too late to leave now. Kiritsugu answered immediately. But this sentence did not come from an existing belief. It was just spoken in words in order to force myself to believe in an extremely slim hope.

you're lying. So Irisviel refuted him, denying him gently but cruelly.

This sentence is a lie. Emiya Kiritsugu, you will never escape. You will not forgive yourself for abandoning the Holy Grail and being unable to save the world. You will definitely become the first and last sanctioner and kill Emiya Kiritsugu. Si’ this existence.”

The man in his arms was silent.

Is he crying? Or let out a silent whimper?

Because he himself knew very well that he had no other choice.

The Iron Curtain had fallen, and the moment they stepped into Fuyuki City, there was nowhere to escape.

After realizing this, something seemed to break.

Instead, a new belief coalesced in Emiya Kiritsugu's heart.

Ah, yes, we can't escape anymore.

Gently but irresistibly pushing away the embrace, what was revealed in front of Irisviel was the cold and careful Magician Killer again.

At least before fate comes, please allow me to struggle a little more.

Speaking in an extremely sarcastic tone, Emiya Kiritsugu led Irisviel away, and then took out a BB machine, but this old-fashioned machine neither vibrated nor made a ringtone. The receiving signal went through a The modified line is fed into the detonation tube connected to the C4 bomb.

He pressed the last button without hesitation.

Accompanied by a thunderous rumble, a blinding cloud of fire suddenly enveloped the hotel.

Although the explosion was not large in scale, the sound of the explosion did not even reach outside the deserted hotel.

But instead of the sound of explosions ringing in the night sky, there was the eerie wail of steel and concrete tumbling against each other.

The hotel collapsed!

The high-rise hotel, which was more than 150 meters high, remained upright and collapsed as if it was being sucked into the ground. Because all the outer walls collapsed inward, no debris burst out, only the dust generated by the collapse engulfed the surrounding streets.

Thanks to Emiya Kiritsugu's superb blasting technology, by destroying load-bearing walls and key pillars, the Hyatt Regency Hotel was pressed inward due to its own weight, achieving complete destruction.

There were no redundant arrangements, and the impact on the surroundings was minimized. Even the sound was almost silent. Only the collapse of a 150-meter-high building can prove how proficient Emiya Kiritsugu's blasting technology is. And scary.

However, the man who caused all this did not even look at the explosion. His coat was blown up by the strong wind caused by the falling building. He walked among the crowd, surrounded by the sobs of frightened children, and the mother beside her hurriedly comforted her. children.

But such a scene could no longer shake Emiya Kiritsugu's footsteps.

He walked forward indifferently, watching the crowds running back and forth. When the wind pressure finally subsided, he lit the cigarette in his mouth and made a call.

Maiya, how is the situation over there?

There was no movement on the 32nd floor until the end, and the target did not escape out of the building.

very good.