Marvel: I Have Severe Mental Disorder

After listening to Nick Fury.

There was a strange color in Natasha's eyes. She frowned and lowered her head. Her face was suddenly divided into two halves, half sad and half joy.

She murmured with a weird laugh, Hee hee hee... the red house... the red house... I'm the black widow... the black widow... no, I'm the clown... I'm the new-born clown... ...who am I?

Hee hee hee... I'm a black widow, I'm not a clown... I'm not a black widow... I'm a clown...

Hee hee hee... the red house... where is the red house? What exactly is the red house?

Hee hee hee... what the hell am I?

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This weird laughter, coupled with the intermittent murmur, was like the screaming of the devil in hell, extremely strange, extremely harsh, and it didn't look like a sound that a human could make.

It was an indescribable, untouchable, unspeakable, unspeakable confusion and fear.

Natasha raised her head suddenly, stared at a pair of red eyes, and stared at the agents in the room. She was in a crazy state, and roared hysterically: Who am I?

Who am I?

Who am I?

Facing Black Widow's eyes full of confusion and madness, a layer of cold sweat broke out on Nick Fury's back, but he did not choose to escape and retreat, he chose to directly look at Black Widow, as if he had no emotion The icy machine, he asked in a cold voice: Natalia Arianovna Romanova, you are an agent spy trained by the Red House, you are a cold and ruthless weapon, in order to graduate smoothly, for the sake of To be able to survive, that day, you killed all your companions with your own hands, you killed all your friends with your own hands! That day you chose to be a black widow!

But now you have a second chance to choose, whether to kill us with your own hands, change from a black widow to a clown, or get rid of the clown's shadow and become a senior agent of S.H.I.E.L.D. Natasha again!

You have already carried an unrepayable blood debt on your body, do you still have to carry another one?

Nick Fury questioned with a cold face, put his right hand into his trouser pocket, and clenched the loaded pistol in his trouser pocket, which was a pistol that could fire at any time. His finger was already on the trigger, the muzzle was aimed at Black Widow, and as soon as she made a rash move, the bullet would shoot out of the muzzle and hit her head.

Nick Fury will never allow a little danger, and this danger itself comes from S.H.I.E.L.D. itself. This is a big joke, this is a huge shame, and this is absolutely intolerable to him.

Listening to Nick Fury's cold and ruthless words like knives, Natasha only felt a tingling in her heart, a pain like a burst in her head, and bloody faces appeared in her mind.

Some faces are smiling, some are sad, some are fear, some are anger, some are panic, some are hatred, some are relief... She was very familiar with every face, she knew every face, Natasha stared blankly at those faces, a huge sadness swept her whole heart like a tsunami.

Unconsciously, a lot of tears poured out of her eyes. She wanted to make a cry, but it got stuck in her throat and couldn't make it out. She was so sad that she lost her voice.

Tears streamed down his cheeks, not even on his lips.

The beautiful makeup was also smeared by tears, forming an extremely chaotic oil paint. The lipstick on the lips spread out to both sides, and the bright red blood-like color spread to the roots of the ears little by little, looking like a big smiley face.

Natasha finally made a sound, but the sound was not a cry, but a strange laugh,

She whispered in despair: Jie Jie... the kindest Ellie... hee hee... the most beautiful Beina, the most temperamental Sarah, the cutest Lilia, the coldest Irene, The most irritable Sanna, the most hated Kelly, the most timid Jesse... Lanny who no one loves...

Then, countless whispers sounded in her ear in an instant.

Natasha, my best friend, kill me! Ellie, I really don't blame you, I'm very happy to die in your hands, it's better than dying in someone else's hands, you must live , you want to leave this hell, you really want to see the outside world... Will it be as cold outside as it is here? Is it the same for children as big as us outside? Live with my share and help me Look at those views...

This is the kindest Ellie.

Woooooo, Natasha, please, please let me go! I'm not a threat to you at all, am I? Please, Jesse really doesn't want to die...

This is the timidest Jesse.

Natasha, we have competed together many times. This time it must be you who died. I, Sanna, are the last one who can survive!

This is the most irritable Sanna.

Natasha, you're going to live the rest of your life in pain! You're going to be as unloved as I am for the rest of your life! I, Lanny, will be waiting for you in hell!

This is the unloved Lanny.

Natasha, it's really cold here, colder than Erin's body, we are good friends, but I've dragged you down, we don't have a grain of food. And I've been injured in the last battle, My body can't hold it anymore... Only one person can survive in this icefield, so please eat me, Natasha... You must live...

This is the cold Erin.

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Natalia Arianovna Romanova, congratulations on your coming back alive, you have become the best spy in the Red House, and you will get the title of Black Widow!

This is the ruthless general.

Natasha knelt on the ground in great pain, clasped her head with her hands and slammed her head on the ground, her forehead turned red, she cried out loudly: I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... Na Tasha didn't mean it...Natasha really didn't mean it...she didn't want to kill you...

Seeing this, Nick Fury couldn't help but sigh, and finally succeeded, stable, stable this time.

Black Widow's current state is already normal, she will definitely get better, she will definitely wake up.

She will wake up, wake up before the Joker fireworks.

The time for S.H.I.E.L.D. is really running out, with only fifty-two minutes and forty-seven seconds left.

Nick Fury, who knows the weaknesses of human nature, is very aware of the weaknesses of Black Widow. Black Widow's weakness is her name, the red house.

There was her past buried there, it was the biggest scar in her heart, it was a wound she would never dare to face, and it was a wound she would never dare take the initiative to tear.

That red house was the place she feared the most in her life...the place she admired the most...

Every successful senior agent will be a patient who has suffered serious psychological damage. They all have serious mental illnesses... They all have a past that they can never face... They all have stories they can't tell...

The best way to defeat fear is to replace it with a deeper fear.

The best way to establish worship is to re-establish a new god for her.

In the process of self-hypnosis, Black Widow fears the clown, and worships the clown, breaking her rules little by little, and gradually loses herself...

She has gone mad, really mad, and no longer knows who she is, but she still has the most primitive fear in her heart, the hell called the red house, and the name she bears...

Nick Fury is worthy of being the famous king of secret agents. With his insight into the weaknesses of human nature, he only thought for a moment and found the best way.

This is the best way, but also the most violent way, using fear to shock fear, awakening the past in Black Widow's heart that she has been reluctant to face, and awakening the most primitive fear in her heart.

Use this most primitive fear to shatter the darkness and shadow brought by the clown.

Is this why Nick Fury ended up choosing Black Widow for this hypnosis?

It is because Black Widow itself has enough potential to become a clown, and there are enough primitive fears to escape the clown's fear...