Mage Joan

Evelyn nodded gently, not trying to justify herself.

"The words you said when you first met us in Spider Valley, such as killing your teammates in a missed fight against rape, were they made up out of thin air, right?"

Audrey continued to press.

Evelyn nodded ashamedly and explained in a low voice: "I know that I am not a good person, and I don't want to be an enemy with you. I have to compile a story and get through.

"I have to say that this story is very exciting. We were all fooled by you."

Audrey sneered and then asked her:

"Considering your situation at that time, I made up lies for self-protection. I am not incomprehensible, but I can’t understand why, after we believe your lies, why don’t you leave as soon as possible and instead accept my brother’s Invite and follow us?"

"Evelyn, you are not the same as my confused brother. You are a very smart woman. Of course you know that a lie will be covered up with more lies. With us, you will show your feet sooner or later, but you Why take this unnecessary risk?"

"I... I don't know."

Evelyn's eyes were red, and her trembling voice cried.

"In fact, without you telling me, I also know that I should stay away from you as soon as possible, so as not to expose the lies."

"But at the time, I was fainted somehow. I couldn't bear to refuse Mr. Holden's invitation. I thought to myself that it would be fine to walk with you for a while. At the latest, tomorrow night, I will sneak away."

"But in the evening of the next day, I was shaken again, and finally failed to stick to the original plan. I thought it would be okay to stay one more day."

"In this way, day after day, the longer we spend time with each other, the more intense the torment that I suffer."

"Every night, when I was quiet, I was alone in the tent. I was always panicked, afraid that my lies would be exposed, and worried that the good image created in front of you would be torn apart, revealing the true face that even I myself hate. "

"Let's go, let's go! Evelyn, it's too late to go again!"

"I urge myself this way in my heart, but I can't take the most critical step anyway."

"Why is this?" Hailar couldn't help but ask, "Evelyn, you are not like that kind of indecisive woman! You should know how to do more for yourself, why not do it?"

"I'm sorry, Miss Hailar, I want to disappoint you."

Evelyn gave a tearful grin to the female swordsman.

"Before I met you, I also looked down on the indecisive woman, and felt that I was very detached and very rational. Now my thinking has changed. In fact, I am the kind of woman I once looked down upon."

"After a night of sleepless nights, the next morning, when I walked out of the tent with anxiety, I came back to you again, especially when I saw..."

Evelyn glanced at Holden with a blush, the meaning in his eyes was self-evident.

"My mood is immediately improved, and such a good mood will last for a whole day, making me even more reluctant to leave until the late night when I am alone."

"To be honest, I envy each of you. Listening to you talking about life in the sun, all kinds of interesting things on the university campus always make me fascinated."

"I really hope that I am also a human being and a college student at Midgard University, and live like you."

"Unfortunately I am not."

"Monsters like me, even if they can become humanoid, are not allowed to step into the university gate."

"I can only curl up in a dark corner, with a pair of eyes full of longing, watching you young, like a maggot in the gutter, looking up at the birds flying freely in the sun."

Evelyn took a deep breath and restrained the gradual hiccups.

"I once deceived the dwarf and lied that I was a female college student. This is probably a projection of my inner desire, and I can't really become my ideal. I have to deceive people with a disguised identity."

"It's certainly not good to swindle with false identity."

"However, honestly, I really like this feeling, as if not only deceiving others, but I myself also believe this set of lies."

"Audrey, in fact, Evelyn is also very pitiful, people will inevitably make mistakes, who can guarantee that they will not lie for life? Don't bother her."

Hailar couldn't help showing sympathy.

Miss Paladin gave her a blank expression and said lightly:

"Deception is not unforgivable, but how do you know that everything she said is not a lie?"

"Evelyn once lied to us once, who can guarantee that there will not be a second time?"

"Her acting is so clever that she is so deep into the play that sometimes she can't even tell the reality and lies herself."

"For example, at this moment, her tears and confession, whether it is a confession from the heart, or another act of emotional performance, who of you can be sure?"

Hailar opened his mouth and finally sighed, saying nothing.

Holden seemed to have something to say, but his sister's indifferent eyes made him shudder and did not dare to speak.

Joan watched with cold eyes, and inexplicably felt that he was an outsider and an audience watching the show offstage.

He is not totally indifferent to the grievances and grievances between his companions, but he does not experience such delicate and complicated emotions.

It's like a girl telling a boy how irritable and irritated she is during the menstrual period, uncomfortable, and very eager to hit someone.

The boy may not feel the same if he wants to break his head. He can only respond dryly: Will you feel more comfortable drinking more water?

As far as the psychological and emotional aspects are concerned, both homosexual and heterosexual, there are communication barriers that vary from person to person, light or heavy.

Joan’s obstacles are particularly serious in this respect, perhaps because he lacks some kind of mental function to feel and release “love”.

No matter where he is, there is always an invisible barrier that makes him feel like an "outsider."

Audrey’s dialogue with Evelyn, or “interrogation,” is more appropriate, reopening after a brief period of silence.

Audrey still took the initiative in the conversation, but the topic shifted to outsiders.

"Scholz said you are a "spider woman", what does he mean by that?"

"This... actually means literally."

"What is'literal meaning'? Hmm? You translate it for me, what is'literal meaning'!"

Audrey's aggressive questioning forced Evelyn to respond positively.

"I'm sorry, actually I'm not human, but... Warcraft in your human eyes, Metamorphosis."

Evelyn lowered her head and exuded her inferiority, wishing she could shrink into the ground.

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