Loftly Temptation

"Children, the second stop we go to eat delicious, I want to go to Nansha to eat seafood."

"OK, no problem. We'll go now." When I started the car, I kept pressing my hand gently on my thigh side, as if she was with a girl's tenderness.

Sometimes I think, when we all have, we often don't know how to cherish, but once we lose it, we find that when we look back again, everything is like things and people are not, and there is this kind of light between us.

"Children, you were very engaged in the conversation just now. Did you talk about something in-depth?" I am sorry to shake my head, yes, my expression, my face action are given too much discomfort.

"Sorry, I didn't do it well enough." As I said it, I shook my head.

"It's in the fishing port in front of us. It's delicious. Shall we have a good meal?" he said.

"Yes." I nodded.

……

Ordered a big meal of food, has been to my bowl clip, eat my mouth is full of time, suddenly gently wipe the corner of my mouth for me these traces, at that time I was still a little stupefied, looking back to see careful gentle after I had a deep touch.

"I'll do it myself." I'm a little moved, but I can't.

"Children, it's said that we should devote ourselves to the whole process today." when I said that, I didn't know what to say.

After lunch, I said that I wanted to go shopping, but I didn't think that her purpose was to buy me a gift. When I saw the wrapped shirt delivered to me, I was still touched.

After shopping, I didn't say the next stop, but I want to watch a movie with her. Today's show is "kiss of first love". Do you remember the heartbeat at that time? Looking back, that simple feeling has become the past!

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See eyes wet out of the cinema, she said such a word to me.

"Little friend, I remember my first kiss to you." My eyes with expectations and sincerity, for her, for this light feeling, I still hesitated for a moment, I dare not look at the eyes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I have an impulse to hold her in my arms, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I will unintentionally hurt her.

For a while, for a while, say.

"It doesn't matter, I understand, the first kiss is no longer, the first love feeling is no longer."

"Thank you." When I said that, she had a faint smile.

"Thank you." She would quickly adjust the state, and then let me a little unprepared, and then she said let me accompany her to have a pizza hut.

When this thing was in college, it almost became an expensive luxury.

All of a sudden, I thought of the picture of having a pizza hut with Susan.

"Lin Feng, do you still remember that in order to have a pizza hut, you played truant and worked as a part-time worker. When you think of me, you feel very great."

When it comes to this, time seems to be back to that time. That year, that day, in the Pizza Hut restaurant, Su Lin was very happy, but she was more moved. She just ate a little and left most of it to me. Although we were very poor at that time, we were very happy

This memory let me find those ignorant campus feelings. When I saw the person I knew cut a small piece of pizza for myself again, I laughed.

Then he said to me, this is a wonderful memory between us.

Out of the Pizza Hut restaurant, we walked for a while.

"Little friend, would you like to have a drink with me?"

I hesitated for a moment when I heard this voice, because I know the power of wine, and I know that drinking can make people do a lot of irrational things.

But in the end, when I put forward the topic of bar again, I didn't refuse, because we have come to the door of a bar, which says youth. Time's clear, let my heart have a lot of different ideas.

After we sat down, we ordered two large glasses of sake, 500 in size. I didn't say anything, because I knew that the wine was not strong, very pure, just like the first love. At this time, I laughed and looked at me seriously, as if looking for a kind of truth that I haven't seen for a long time.

"Children, do you believe in fate?"

Fate is a wonderful thing, people can never correctly guess.

People say that character determines fate. Indeed, character is like a mathematical formula. Different results will be obtained by inputting the same data into different mathematical formulas.

Is character innate or acquired. In other words, whether personality is innate or the influence of acquired environment is important.

A child was adopted as like as two peas grew up. She found that the child's behavior and temper were just like his mother's body. He was impatient and impulsive and did not learn the way of her quiet and gentle. It seems that the child has a complete character, and she has little influence on him.

If character is born, it can only be made up and improved. Life has its own track, that is fate. People have their own standards. They can break through themselves, but it's hard to break through their destiny. Only until the end, how can anyone know what their destiny is? Therefore, we must concentrate on our life and work hard. Otherwise, the time will come. When we look back on our life and know our destiny, we can't face it calmly.

People should be open-minded when they are alive. They should not use too much energy to think about life and death or things that individuals can't think about. Instead, they should devote their life's main energy to their own work and places where they can give full play to people's subjective initiative. As Mao Zedong said, everyone has his own stage of social existence, but everyone can not surpass his own objective stage. Whoever surpasses the objective stage will overturn. However, everyone is not completely idle, in their own objective stage, they can also perform majestic live drama. Therefore, we must firmly believe that the darkness of the world can not make a candle lose its brilliance. I took the wine glass and gently rippled under the light for a while. I believe in the word fate. There are more or less reasonable factors in life, so I can't deny it“ Well, I believe, how to ask about this topic. "“ People's birth, aging, illness and death is an irresistible natural law, which is not transferred by people's will. When and where a person was born, what family he was born in, how his parents were, how old he lived, what kind of work he did in his life, whether he was rich or poor, when he died, where he died, how he died, and so on, are all beyond his control. All of this, the individual can neither choose nor predict. Only by following the fate, in fact, so is love. I think it's all fate. " There is something I can't understand in my words. The music of the bar rings slowly... It seems to add some music to our once pure relationship, and there is something called helplessness in my eyes. The crystal clear eyes let me understand her inner desire. At that time, I was not controlled by myself, although we were sitting opposite, But a little distance between us can't be separated from each other's restless heart. Our palms naturally scratch her neck. My lips slowly move gently. A feeling of electric shock, just because it's too sudden, familiar and shocking. After drinking this 500 cup of sake, she walked out of the bar and never thought that it would be like today. Then we went back to the apartment building where we lived and still didn't get off the car. She looked at me and said“ Lin Feng, would you like to sit up for a while? It's a little late, too I think that's probably the best reason, because I'm afraid of some collision between two hot bodies“ Just a moment. It won't take you too much time. " It's not easy for me to say that. I agreed, and then we went into the room, sat down, and soon poured me a cup of scented tea“ Lin Feng, come on, have some tea. " I nodded, and then we sat on the sofa and chatted“ Lin Feng, try this flower tea. " I can see that it's made by heart. The petals scatter regularly. A faint fragrance is just like the fragrance on the body. It's fascinating. I tasted it gently, and it was very sweet. I had never drunk this kind of scented tea“ It's delicious. I have your thoughts in it. Thank you When I say this, I suddenly sprout a very strange energy. We just look at each other like this. A famous person once said: "a person living in the world is like a stone in a cement mixer. It can't help running.". That's the truth. For example, people born in China in the 1940s and 1950s wanted to be the boss, OK? They wanted to be a doctor, OK? There were no such things in those days. But can people in this era be changed? When they have these things, they are all old, they have spent most of their lives, and the times have changed. Can they complain about their untimely life? Isn't it fate? Suddenly, they feel a little hot on their face and put their lips close to her. The hot breath from her mouth is a very fresh breath, an interactive heartbeat, a new experience... But, but, at this critical time, I know what to do. ", No, no, we can't go on like this. " I have a strong sense of guilt for Xiang Lan. At this moment, I completely did not know the circumstances forced to push away, and then when she reacted, we were stunned. Then I saw a dull look into the bathroom, closed the door, for a long time, she came out, "sorry, I just lost control."“ Lin Feng, I was too embarrassed just now. It should be me who said I'm sorry. I shouldn't do this. I shouldn't... "I felt at a loss“ No, it's none of your business. I'm too impulsive. I'd better go back first. " There was a moment's silence when my voice fell down, and she would say it after a pause“ You'd better take a bath. " When I nodded my head, I went into the bathroom I cleaned my hair clearly, took care of my hair for a while, then walked out of the bathroom, only to see a smile on me.