Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

  Chapter 889 Marriage before love (28)

   Plop and plop, plop and plop.

  His slightly sandy voice is particularly confusing in this silent night.

   The gentleness between the fingertips, when gently stroking, makes people's ears slowly burn.

  Red, crispy.

  Yun Si's fingertips trembled slightly.

   After a long time, she slowly closed her eyes.

  The arm silently hooked his neck.

  A Yuan...

   I like her the most, A Yuan.

  She closed her eyes with gentle brows.

  A long time ago, Yun Si never felt how important love words are.

  When she was a heartless goblin, she felt that men in the world were all the same, smelly and obscene.

  In hell, there are many lonely ghosts who will stay together in twos and threes, form temporary partners, and hang around.

  Those male ghosts, with all kinds of sweet words, can always coax the female ghosts into elation and jealousy.

   There are still a lot of words that come out of the mouths of those nasty ghosts, which are basically naked teasing, which makes people sick.

  At that time, Yun Si felt that the kind of loving words between men and women were particularly disgusting and disgusting.

   Po Meng laughed at her puzzlement, and she scoffed at it.

  In her eyes, the relationship between men and women is just a reflection in the mirror, and the romantic affairs are not worth mentioning.

  In the past, she was extremely free and easy, extremely transparent, and she had never looked directly at any man.

only,

  She never thought that one day, she would work hard for a man, to make him say the simplest love words.

  She wants him to fall in love with her, wants him to surrender under her skirt.

  She had a particularly strong desire to conquer and possess him.

  I want to look at him who is covered in snow and pure white, his face is full of charming charm.

  I want to see only myself and no others in those pure and clear eyes.

   Even, she wanted to monopolize his most extreme tenderness.

  These are feelings she has never experienced before. They are very novel and intense.

  She likes him, just like a piece of art that is so perfect that it has no flaws.

   Want to possess, want to be completely exclusive.

  She is a free and easy person, she will chase after if she likes it.

   Rubbing in his peach forest shamelessly, and pestering him shamelessly, stepping on his bottom line bit by bit.

but…

  Many years later, when Yun Si thinks back on that time, she often thinks—if she had chosen not to pursue him, would she...wouldn't be so concerned about gains and losses?

  I don't know when, she began to feel inferior, became extremely sensitive, and also became... more and more timid.

  She is a flamboyant fire, but in the bottom of her heart, it has long been dim, leaving only ashes all over the ground.

  She began to care about other people's eyes, caring about other people's comments, and the undisguised mocking eyes.

  He was so perfect, as perfect as the only dazzling light in the sky, exposing all the cowardice in her heart.

  She began to become more and more restless, more sensitive, and more and more silent.

  The better he treats her, the more she hates herself.

   I hate my origin, my identity, and even everything about myself.

  In this way, all the emotions were tightly suppressed in her heart, she kept silent and endured it all the time.

  Finally, until that day, she heard him say that the flowers of the other shore are only mediocre.

  (end of this chapter)