Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

  Chapter 664 Guilty Shackles (33)

   "You want to say, why do I have to kill them so cruelly when they have no vendetta against me?"

  Mr. Shen showed a vague smile.

   "Because I'm angry."

  Yun Si looked at him, "Angry?"

   "I'm angry because I can't find what I want."

  The feeling of being unable to speak out and grasping something that is about to come out is really terrible.

  He wanted to find the part he lost, but he couldn't find it.

   So ah he was very angry.

   He was so angry that he needed to use some means of venting to calm his anger.

  Yun Si was silent for a while, looking at his expression, a vague answer seemed to emerge in her heart.

   "Mr. Shen said that he wanted to find what he wanted. Then you surrendered yourself and entered Tesmera Prison, was it also for this reason?"

   "No." He tapped the sofa cushion, but his eyes stayed on her.

  Tightly, as if stuck with glue, they will not leave for a moment.

   "No?" Yun Si was somewhat unexpected.

   "Then why did you surrender yourself and go to prison?"

  Myra analyzed that he wanted to pursue another kind of stimulation, or he wanted to find some inspiration for crimes among so many mental patients.

   Now it seems that it is not what he analyzed.

   Mr. Shen in front of him looks calm and breezy, his eyes are strangely gentle,

  "Because I feel that killing people can't be a substitute for my inner satisfaction, I want to stop."

  He still retains his rationality, even a trace of humanity.

  The reason why I want to go in is because I don’t want to kill anymore and I’m tired.

   On the other hand, his heart was so empty.

  He desperately wanted to hold on to the lost part of himself.

  “I entered Tesmera Prison because I felt that there, I could find the part of myself that was lost.”

   "So, I settled down there."

   Yun Si hesitated, "Wait, you mean, you think you'll find it there?"

   "Is it just because of an intuition that you are willing to surrender?"

  Mr. Shen was sitting there, with his hands crossed and placed by his legs, the corners of his eyes were slightly upturned, making him look a bit cold, weird and gentle.

  He hummed gently, which was regarded as a response.

  Yun Si: "Then, the part you've been looking for, have you found it now?"

  When she said such a sentence, Yun Si actually already had the answer in her heart.

   It's just that she wants to confirm whether it is true or not.

  Mr. Shen didn't speak, and looked at her quietly, his eyes were extremely gentle, and also had a bit of frightening fanaticism.

  He was smiling with his lips raised, his finger bones were slender and delicate, and his fingertips were dotted with transparent white.

  Just sitting there is as pleasing to the eye as a painting, elegant and calm.

  He didn't answer the question, and the living room fell into an inexplicable silence.

  Yun Si was not in a hurry, she looked at him, waiting for his answer.

  The afternoon sun is quiet and bright, and the strands of light are like soft golden threads, bringing warmth.

  After a long time,

  When the wind from the balcony gently blows in and blows a corner of the drawn curtain, the man speaks.

  The clear voice seems to take away all the heat in summer, leaving only a comfortable coolness,

   "I think, I found it."

  (end of this chapter)