Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

It was like one knife after another, stabbing into his heart capriciously, over and over again, making his wounds unable to heal. They could only fester, rot, become rotten and smelly, and hurt to the point of numbness.

It hurts, it hurts a lot, but he doesn't seem to feel it anymore - he can only feel the dull pain coming from him in a daze.

The numb and cold heart will suddenly become alive and beat violently, like a new life, when he sees her smart little expression.

I want to become hot and hot again, but soon, just for a moment, the sharp stinging pain pierces in again, pierces hard, and pokes a big **** hole, making my heart become still and pale again.

　Breathing is still, and the suffocating feeling of being strangled in the nose comes with the backlash of the extremely suppressed emotions.

His hanging cold fingertips trembled silently and trembled, and his dark eyes, as silent as dead water, were misty, as if covered with an extra-thick layer of shear fog.

There is a lot hidden, indescribable, sad, sudden, and unexplained. Everything... is forced to be collected, wrapped, and hidden in that calm and comfortable skin.

There is nothing you can do, and you can't do anything. You just need to stay the way you are now.

 This is what he should do, and it is also his final responsibility.

 Just raise her up...

 When she grows up...

 He watched quietly, his hands that were shaking with coldness tightening silently.

 He ​​was somewhat unable to breathe, and the numb pain seemed to drag him into the endless abyss, soaking him, making it impossible for him to escape no matter what.

 The nasal cavity was blocked and the teeth were chattering. He looked at her face for a long time and never made a sound.

There is no emotion on his face. He is as calm and indifferent as ever, like a soulless doll.

Yun Jinnian raised her little head and looked at him eagerly, her eyes begging for help, her hands clasped together, and her voice soft: "Okay? Dad, promise me, okay? Nian Nian promises that she will finish her homework before tomorrow. No delay—"

"what ever."

As the two words came out lightly, he moved his eyes and stopped looking at her. He turned around and left, his back was clear and cold as before.

Yun Jinnian was left alone, sitting where she was, stunned, blinking her eyes, feeling a little confused.

 After staying for two seconds, I finally realized a little slowly, Dad is...

accepted?

Her eyes lit up instantly, and she was so excited that she almost wanted to jump up.

At first she had no hope, thinking that her father would not agree.

 After all, her father was always so strict, and he told her to finish her homework without asking for a break.

I didn’t expect it—my father was unusually easy to talk to today.

 It seems that she chose to mention it today, which was an extremely wise choice.

I do n’t know if I was too good -looking, I got a kind little guy, and I lost my pen and started to be lazy again.

 Sitting still, he leaned on the desk, crossed his legs, and began to think about what to do on Lin'an's birthday.

 It was a rare day off without studying or doing homework, so she had to cherish it and not waste a single minute.

The gorgeous villain immediately began to come up with all kinds of ideas in his mind.

Thinking about it, my little feet crossed up and swayed, like a naughty little bully.

Her mind was full of ideas. After thinking for a long time, she suddenly remembered -

 “Elbow!”

 Her big elbows!

 She began to swallow and her eyes brightened.