It’s No Use Calling Me Mom

      Qu Qingyue went to study biology.

    Qu Qingyue clarified the path she wanted to take in the future when she was in the third grade of elementary school. She wrote in the essay "My Ideal": "My ideal is to grow up to be a scientist, and I want to develop more and cheaper drugs to help those who are sick."

    The origin of this ideal came from her friend Tian Tian who was suffering from leukemia.

    The old man Qiu is used to being domineering. Doing charity is like managing a business. He wants everything under his control. Qiu has long-term fixed-point donations to several charities. It is necessary to know where the money is spent, so every year he randomly selects a family member with an accounting audit team to check the accounts of the donated institution.

    In that year, the old man ordered Qiu Qingqing, Qu Qingyue was ill and could not go to school, so he followed his mother to check the accounts. This time, the review was a charity organization whose purpose was to help single mothers start their own businesses. I met Tian Tian here.

    Tian Tian used to have a happy home. She remembers her father, mother, grandparents, and a lot of people who loved her, but all of this was lost when she was in kindergarten and middle school. .

      Unlike before, she was diagnosed with leukemia.

    Tian Tian, ​​who was transferred to the ward, was very flustered, because the patients who lived in the same ward as her, whether they were younger siblings or older siblings, were all bald, big heads, pale, and looked very strange. Tian was a little afraid. She felt that her mother was more afraid than she was. Her mother hugged her tightly and kissed her while shaking: "Baby, mother loves you, and mother will always be with you."

    Tian Tian spent her middle class, senior class and first grade in the hospital, her mother became more and more haggard, but her father never appeared since she was hospitalized, Tian Tian thought When my father was gone, I asked my mother, "Where is my father? Why didn't you come to see me?"

    Mom told her: "You will spend money in hospital. Dad is busy earning money, so he has no time to see Tian Tian."

    Tian Tian was finally discharged from the hospital when she was in the second grade of primary school. She was very happy, but her mother was crying. The sadness of her mother would drown Tian Tian, ​​and she was transferred directly from the kindergarten to the hospital. Tian Tian, ​​who grew up in the children's ward here, is too simple. She doesn't understand why her mother is so sad. Isn't it a good thing that she is discharged from the hospital? She can meet her father now.

      in a narrow room.

    Although Tian Tian has been discharged from the hospital, her condition is not yet healed and she cannot go to school. Her mother delivers milk in the morning, goes to work in a dental clinic during the day, and sets up a street stall in the square at night. She is very busy. There is no time to accompany Tian Tian, ​​Tian Tian's partner is a lot of picture books and picture albums.

    Even though her father has only called Tian Tian a few times over the past few years and never visited her, Tian Tian still misses her father and can't sleep. She wants to go home to find her father, but her mother does not Agreed, and said to Tian Tian with tears: "Tian Tian, ​​it turns out that the house is too far from where my mother works, which is inconvenient. Living here is convenient for my mother to go to work, and it is also convenient for you to go to the hospital for follow-up visits. We will live here. house, okay?"

    No, the house is dark and damp, there is no balcony, the refrigerator is buzzing all day long, there is no range hood in the kitchen, only an exhaust fan, she can hear everyone walking by in the corridor Clearly, there are always small bugs in the corners.

    Tian Tian misses her father, misses her pink princess bed, misses the beautiful bear wallpaper on the wall, and misses the big sunny balcony at home, but her mother's tears also make her feel distressed, she promises So my mother continued to live in this little dilapidated house.

    But in the end, she was unwilling. In order to earn more wages, her mother had to work overtime at the clinic on weekends. Tian Tian took a piece of money that her mother put in the drawer and went out. She wanted to go home and go to Find Dad.

    When she was in the kindergarten class, the teacher taught the children to recite their home address and the phone numbers of their parents. Tian Tian stopped a taxi, and Tian Tian who was sitting in the car was so worried about herself Her home is too far from where she lives now. What if she doesn't have enough money to pay for the car?

    What she did not expect was that her home was not far away, and the taxi driver only charged her fifteen dollars. After getting off the car, it was the gate of the community, the security guard box, the electric gate, and even the huge rockery standing at the gate of the community was exactly the same as she remembered.

    Today is the weekend, there are many grandparents and aunties in the community taking their children for a walk in the sun, Tian Tian even saw a few familiar faces in memory, she was very happy Now, she ran home like the wind, excitedly ran to her own unit, pressed twenty-five, the elevator opened, and she turned right in the direction she remembered, 2501 is her home.

    Tian Tian ran over and knocked on the door, knocking, knocking, knocking, but no one opened the door.

    Dad must have gone to work overtime to earn money just like her mother. After all, it costs a lot of money to see a doctor. Tian Tian is a little frustrated. She should call her father in advance and come back.

    Tian Tian hesitated, should she wait here for her father to come home from get off work, or rush back to that small house before her mother gets off work? She numb her legs on the floor mat at the door and didn't think about what to do when the elevator rang and Dad came back!

    The moment she saw her father, Tian Tian was stunned. Her father was accompanied by an aunt and a little sister in her arms!

      Weeping bitterly, when her mother took her hand and was about to leave, she ran to the door of her room and took a look.

    The original beautiful bear wallpaper has been replaced with the pattern of My Little Pony, the pink princess bed has been replaced with white, Tian Tian’s favorite pink gauze tent is gone, the corner of the original tent There is a small slide for children.

    This room no longer belongs to Tian Tian.

    "He doesn't want me anymore, because wanting me means spending all the time, a lot of money, and as long as I don't die, the money will continue to be spent." Twelve-year-old Tian Tian calmly explained to nine-year-old Qu Qingyue: "He is just an ordinary white-collar worker and doesn't earn much. If he spends all his money on me, he can't live in a big house and live a good life."

    "Then your disease is incurable? Can't leukemia be transplanted with bone marrow?" Qu Qingyue was not as calm as Tian Tian, ​​her nose and eyes were red from crying.

    "I'm not worthy of the type, there is only a 1 in 10,000 chance of a leukemia patient being matched with the type in the bone marrow bank. I'm not that lucky." Tian Tian shrugged: "Even if the type is matched. I don’t even hope to have surgery, because my mother has no money, not even the money to keep me in hospital, she works three jobs now, and the money she earns is not enough to buy medicine for me.”

    "The money earned from three jobs is not enough to buy medicine?" Qu Qingyue was surprised. Yesterday Qiu Qingqing took her to the hospital to see a doctor. The doctor prescribed three days of medicine. She felt nauseous every time she ate it. It cost less than 300 yuan in total. She thought the medicine was cheap.

    "Yeah, anticancer drugs are very expensive, look at this." Tian Tian took out a medicine box from her small backpack and showed Qu Qingyue: "This is the medicine I take The most expensive one is a ten-day supply, and it costs 5,000 yuan to buy it. My mother has no money, so I can only take two boxes of this medicine a month at most.”

    Qu Qingyue stared at the medicine box and mentally calculated how much Tian Tian would spend to buy medicine in a month, Tian Tian also stared at the medicine box and said quietly: "It would be nice if the medicine was not so expensive, so that she would not have to After doing so much work, I worry a lot of times that before I die, she will die of exhaustion."

    Two new friends who just met sat head-to-head on the bench in the waiting area, staring at the medicine box, a skinny middle-aged woman came over and touched Tian Tian, ​​who was wearing a peaked cap. Head: "Tian Tian, ​​mom's business is over, we should go."

    Tian Tian and her daughter walked away holding hands, Qu Qingyue slipped into the office where Tian Tian's mother just came out.

    The staff of the charity organization told Qu Qingyue that Tian Tian's mother was called Cao Jing, and this time she came here mainly to accept accountability.

    Cao Jing is a dentist, all her conditions are in line with the aid standards of this charity, she submitted a plan to apply for an interest-free loan of 800,000 , this money is enough for her to open a smaller dental clinic, but unfortunately, during the preparation process of the dental clinic, Cao Jing misappropriated part of the money for his own use - let her daughter live for a month 's hospital.

    "The materials she submitted can prove that she really sent the money to the hospital. Given the difficult situation in her family, we will not hold her accountable. No interest will be charged to her." The staff smiled at Qu Qingyue very gently: "We are a charity organization after all, and we still need the humanistic care that we should have."

    Qu Qingyue breathed a sigh of relief: "That's great, the clinic can make money when it opens, so she can buy medicine for her daughter."

    "Her clinic probably won't be able to open." The clerk sighed: "She broke the agreement and spent a lot of aid money, and the remaining money is not enough for her to open the clinic, and Because of her breach of contract, it is impossible for her to lend money from our institution. Now what we do with her is to recover the rest of the money she spent. As for the money that has been spent by her, we will entrust the bank with it. Debited directly from her account."

    "Isn't she out of money?" Qu Qingyue asked dumbly, "How to deduct it?"

    This is horrible! Whether Cao Jing is paying salary or borrowing money to transfer money, as long as there is money in the account, it will be automatically deducted. Can Tian Tian still have money to buy medicine?

    Thinking of Tian Tian's bare head under the peaked cap, her swollen face, the dry Cao Jing, and her hand that was placed on the peaked cap, where the knuckles were bulging and the veins appeared, Qu Qingyue slapped it hard A trembling asked the staff: "Aren't you a charity organization? Can't you help them?"

    Looking at the anxious Qu Qingyue, the staff sighed and shook her head: "Because it is a charity, the transaction of every fund must be more clear and clear. In fact, many single mothers are faced with Cao Jing We are in the same predicament, but we are a specialized organization that helps single mothers start their own businesses. It is really impossible for him to use the venture fund to use this hole. There is no way. I have helped Cao Jing contact the Leukemia Children's Relief Foundation, but, There are more monks and less porridge, so it is estimated that Cao Jing can get very limited help."

    Qu Qingyue was born and grew up so big, surrounded by rich and rich towns with flowers, living in a villa area, going to aristocratic schools, all food, drink and clothing, the most unhappy thing is that her sister is a little bit I hate it.

    She never knew that there would be children in the world who would be ruthlessly abandoned by their fathers because of illness, so ill that their hair fell out and their whole body was swollen, but they couldn't even afford a box of medicine.

    The school has also organized donations to the poor children in the mountains, but she has never seen it with her own eyes, and the "poor children in the mountains" is just a symbol. Qu Qingyue couldn't take it anymore, she developed a high fever at night and had bizarre dreams.

    In her dream, she became Tian Tian. She was in pain but had no money to buy medicine. She turned around and took a lot of money to buy medicine for herself. Saying your illness costs too much money, I don't want you anymore, she was kicked out of the house, with nowhere to go, she curled up in the school stairwell, which was wet and cold and bugs crawling on her , took a big bite on her swollen arm.

    Qu Qingyue woke up in the hospital sweating profusely. She looked at the drip needle tied in her arm and begged her mother to help Cao Jing and her daughter.

    In the course of interacting with Cao Jing's mother and daughter, Qu Qingyue met and met more cancer patients like Tian Tian who couldn't afford medicine. In the cancer hospital, Qu Qingyue understood one thing There are a lot of people who can't afford to take medicine or see a doctor.

    Mother's strength is also limited, can she help Tian Tian and all the patients who can't afford medicine? With this knowledge, Qu Qingyue strengthened her ideal for the future - to be a scientist, to develop better and cheaper medicines, so that more patients and the poor can afford medicines.

    With the ideal Qu Qingyue thriving in her studies, she never fell out of the top three in the grade every time she took the exam. Under the pressure of her excellent grades, Qu Qingwan, who was mediocre in her studies, was even more unbearable. , Every exam is the countdown, causing Qiu Qingqing to worry a lot.

    Qu Qingwan loves to perform at all times, and presses Qu Qingyue everywhere. Qu Qingyue is indeed not as good as her. , without her, she will please adults, and she can't even make friends—whether it's a friend in the same community or a classmate in the school, everyone likes Qu Qingwan more.

    Only learning, Qu Qingwan can't overpower Qu Qingyue no matter what, Qu Qingyue is very happy, more attentive to learning, and harder.

    Qu Qingwan went to three vocational colleges with more than 300 points. Qu Qingyue was admitted to the Department of Biological Sciences of Qingda with a high score of 718, comparing her annoying sister to scum.

      Sweet love, she has never met.

    Qu Qingyue, who is dedicated to studying + doing experiments + writing papers, sees the students in pairs on campus in a rare gap, and she will also look forward to envy and make a voice of "I really want to fall in love" .

    Her dream came true when there was only half a semester left in her junior year. After the winter vacation, she went to Beijing to return to school and met Yang Mingyu at the airport.

    The Yang family is also the top of the business circle in Jiang City. Qu Qingyue has known Yang Mingyu since she was a child, but she has never played together, because they are not the same people.

    Yang Mingyu is cheerful and outgoing, and with his high-level appearance among ordinary people, he has attracted a group of men and women to surround him since he was a child. For people, Qu Qingyue is never willing to take the initiative to approach .

    Because any friend she wants to take the initiative to interact with will become Qu Qingwan's good friend in three to five days, and after seven or eight days, the other party will only play with Qu Qingwan and alienate herself, including All her blood cousins ​​were like that.

      It's just a matter of talking about three or five.

    I ran into Yang Mingyu at the airport, Qu Qingyue just nodded and said hello, but Yang Mingyu was very enthusiastic and followed her to ask questions.

    The two of them happened to be on the same flight, but they belonged to different cabins. Because of Tian Tian, ​​a friend who was short of money, Qu Qingyue would never spend money to enjoy it. The plane ticket was in business class. In order to sit with her, Yang Mingyu deliberately changed his first-class seat to Qu Qingyue's neighbor.

    The voyage was more than two hours, and the two chatted very speculatively. When they landed, they exchanged V letters. Yang Mingyu, who was also in college in Beijing, started to go to Qingda University to play with Qu Qingyue the next day. .

    After half a month, Yang Mingyu revealed her heart to Qu Qingyue. Qu Qingyue wants to fall in love, but as a biological science dog, she has endless classes and books every day. Completed experiments, endless papers, she has no time to fall in love, which is really a tragedy.

    Yang Mingyu was very considerate of her: "You don't have time, I have it. I am doing an internship in my senior year. The company I do internship is always my father's friend. I have a lot of time."

    Yang Mingyu chased after her very closely. Calling good morning and good night every day was just a basic operation. It was not uncommon to wait downstairs in the morning to deliver her breakfast. Every night, I will come to Qingda to accompany her to study at night.

    Giving flowers and gifts Qu Qingyue didn't care at all, this company made Qu Qingyue's heart unceasingly, so during one of her menstrual periods, after Yang Mingyu handed a cup of warm brown sugar **** tea, Qu Qingyue nodded and agreed Yang Mingyu's pursuit.

    This year's May Day three-day holiday coincides with the weekend, making it a small long holiday, Qu Qingyue decided to go back to Jiang City, she has not been home since the New Year, and her mother complained about her Several times.

     Knowing her plan, Yang Mingyu immediately said that she would go back with her, Qu Qingyue was very sweet and hypocritical: "Aren't you busy writing your internship report recently? I really don't need you to accompany you. I can do it myself."

    "How can I rest assured?" Yang Mingyu held Qu Qingyue's suitcase with one hand, and gently pushed her forward to change the boarding pass with one hand around her waist: "You Little fool, what should I do if I was deceived on the way?"

    "I scored more than 700 points in the college entrance examination. My teacher has already booked me as his graduate student. Am I a fool?" Qu Qingyue's eyes widened.

    "Okay, okay, you're not a fool, you're a college bully." Yang Mingyu gasped with laughter, grabbed the hood of Qu Qingyue's sweater and rubbed her hair in a mess: "I'm making trouble with you. You can't even hear it when you're playing, and you say you're not stupid, you're not stupid, little fool."

    The perplexed Qu Qingyue finally understood the fact that "little fool" is just a nickname, she stepped on Yang Mingyu's AJ sneakers in anger, and argued: "You Stupid, you are stupid!"

    The two were noisy and boarding the plane. The flight attendant stood in the aisle and began to demonstrate the use of seat belts and oxygen masks. Qu Qingyue and Yang Mingyu are both frequent flyers, and they have long been aware of these precautions However, in the chest, neither of the two of them watched the flight attendant's demonstration seriously, and each was busy.

    Qu Qingyue took out the eye mask and earplugs from her backpack and put them on. The two-hour flight was enough for her to sleep for a while, while Yang Mingyu took out the earphones and plugged in the mobile phone, ready to take off After that, I started listening to the song. The flight attendant finally finished the demonstration. She walked over a few steps and bent down and smiled at the two of them and said, "Yang Mingyu, Qingyue, long time no see."

    Qingyue, who was wearing earplugs and took off her glasses, couldn't hear or see what the stewardess said. She took out the glasses she just took off and put them on, looked up, and was instantly stunned , This flight attendant is Qu Qingwan.