Italian First Love Diary

【240】

I used to ask Mr. Ling to come out to play. At that time, I was not too young and liked to follow my cousin and learn from them to go to the bar to buy beer. The amount is not much, basically just to have fun, just give up with a few sips.

Perhaps it was Ling Jun who had a crush on me at that time, and he was basically on call, and he was not as cold as before, shouting rejection three times, so unkind.

I used the wine bottle in circles, and I got Ling Jun. I chose the truth.

Someone asked him: "Ling Jun, do you like grass lanterns?"

I am embarrassed, and I have some expectations deep in my heart-what if you say so? This public confession, how am I going to end?

Mr. Ling glanced at me, not knowing what he was considering, and refused: "I don't like it."

I'm petrified on the ground, so I think about it, the relationship between me and him, a good friend, has not yet risen to the point of lover's love.

But it is also false to say that it is not lost. That kind of strange feeling is not clear, and when his voice falls, it will linger and be entangled.

Enough playing, returned home in a muddled manner. Mr. Ling called, hesitated for a while, and said, "I lied to you before. I like you very much."

"like me?"

"Well, the kind of a friend." Ling Jun paused, adding this explanation, not knowing what he was worried about.

Whether it's a friend or a lover, he doesn't hate me and he makes me excited enough.

【241】

Mr. Ling made a small move, every time he curled up to sleep beside him.

If he wakes up on the way, he will stare at me for a long time, and then subconsciously stroke my head to coax me to sleep.

I was rather embarrassed and asked him: "Why do you do this?"

"Hmm... I always feel that touching your head will avoid nightmares and you will sleep better."

Is that so? I always feel very gentle!

【242】

Thinking of the past, I was playful and refused to study until the exam, so I insisted on going to Lingjun's house to play with him.

Ling Jun broke his heart and said in a vicious voice, "Go and study!"

I fight and roll: "I want to play, I don't want to learn!"

"Don't resist!"

I asked pitifully: "Then you don't want to see me?"

"I don't want to." Mr. Ling has no room for discussion, I can only save the country by curve, "Then do you want to eat apples?"

If you want to eat, I'll bring it to you, and stop by your house to play.

"I don't want to."

"What about cookies?"

"Nor!"

"Then what do you think?"

Ling Jun sneered, "I want you to study!"

"Oh." Jiang was still old and spicy.

【243】

When I first fell in love with Ling Jun, there was always a kind of hidden mentality that a child ate candy. So the evil voice threatened Ling Jun, we must conceal our two love affairs.

When I went out to play together, a lot of people came, because my cousin was also there, so I kept my ears off and stayed with others to avoid Ling Jun.

Ling Jun stood on one side and watched quietly without speaking. It's just that he is very depressed even after a long distance.

I remember that once it was New Year’s Eve, Ling Jun did not spend the Chinese New Year with his family, but chose to go out with us in the middle of the night.

Let's go to the skating rink first. Ling Jun has no experience with this, and he fell to the ground after barely sliding a few steps, and his knees seemed to be broken. At that time, I was afraid that others would care about the relationship between me and Ling Jun, so I could only look at it from a distance, and would not even be a leader.

He didn't say a word, and soon stood up again by himself, and continued to learn skating skills alone.

Maybe I still have expectations for me, thinking that after this, I will always remember that he is still there, remember that he is my boyfriend, and I will always talk to him to soothe his emotions.

But that time, my bad guy did it thoroughly.

I met relatives on the way, and I was afraid that my cousin would reveal the close relationship between me and Ling Jun, so that others would notice. So he instructed Ling Jun coldly: "You should go home alone."

"A person?" Ling Jun frowned, unbelievable, and asked again.

I begged him, "Yes, my situation is wrong here. I don't want them to know our relationship, so I can't let others notice any clues, understand?"

I know how pitiful Mr. Ling is-obviously it's the New Year's Eve, and I have to run out to accompany me halfway. As a result, I did not sympathize with his intentions, but let him go home alone in the cold wind. It's something that can't be tolerated by individuals.

But he endured it, he should have made full preparations before falling in love with me. With immature people like me, there are always some hardships.

Ling Jun's back figure drifted away in the dark night, and gradually disappeared from his vision.

Even if he was wronged and reborn, he still went home alone as I wished.

Now I think back to the past, still vividly. I am very guilty, and also very grateful to Ling Jun who has accommodated my shortcomings all the way. If he hadn't been patient enough, perhaps this first love would have died like most people.

I asked Mr. Ling: "I used to go out to play with you, I would deliberately alienate you, will you feel uncomfortable?"

"At that time, I had a little inferiority complex. I was wondering how shameless I was? To be disgusted by you? But it is just a moment of anger. I know what you are worried about. It is false to say that you are not uncomfortable. You are obviously mine. , But talking to others, it is inevitable to be jealous."

I chuckled, "Why are you so cute? Then if I go out now, I will alienate you?"

"You can give it a try," Ling Jun sneered, "however you are alienated outside, you will be cleaned up when you come back."

"..." The Great Demon King Zero Surely changed, becoming domineering and inhuman!

The author has something to say: Mr. Zero really has changed a lot...