In the Years When I Was a Father

Qi Xiangnan had a dream, a dream that was too real, with his past experience of the previous 18 years.

From the moment I remembered, I saw my father being more partial to his elder brother. He was clearly older than him, but he did n’t need to do any household chores. Even his father acquiesced to all the household chores belong to him. Even when his elder brother had something to call him, his father acquiesced. But after a few years of thinking, his father would spoil him more, and he was relieved.

Looking at the grieved child crouching in the corner of the bed and crying, Qi Xiangnan couldn't help but step forward to comfort: "Don't cry, dad actually cares about you. When you get angry later, he will know that you are alright ... … "

It ’s a pity that he could n’t hear the little one in his dream, but he still grew up in the track of his memory. Qi Xiangnan did n’t understand for a while, he used to blame his father, but when the father lay down to protect him and came to Beijing to fight for him, he Just put aside the previous resentment.

My father might have been wrong, but he has changed, why should he struggle with it anymore?

Moreover, he can feel that his father is more partial to him. His father and his elder brother worked hard to create the Southeast Food Group. In the eyes of outsiders, his elder brother is also in charge of the company. He neither participates in the company nor contributes much to the company, but His father divided most of the company to buy it as a fixed asset in his name. The eldest brother is adjacent to his villa, and the father still lives with him, which makes the eldest brother as the eldest son depressed for a long time ...

Qi Xiangnan couldn't help but wonder when he saw a little bit of growing memory. Is he still complaining about his father in his heart?

I don't know why he would recall his past like watching a movie at the moment, but Qi Xiangnan was not in a hurry. He might not be able to wake up until he is released.

Qi Xiangnan looked at the "memory" boringly and saw that he had beaten his elder brother for the college admission notice and wanted to laugh. That was the only time he had resisted him and beat him.

Seeing him sullenly heading forward, he couldn't help but get angry. Why did he "hypocritical" at that time, and even his father was lame for a month.

however--

The figure in the memory did not rush, he was knocked down and fell like a shabby doll, and he was lying in the middle of the blood covered with blood. No one came to him.

The driver in the memory stumbled to him, and the fellow villagers who passed by ran over, but he never saw his father.

...

His father and eldest brother finally came and asked him about his situation. They entangled with the driver. The driver could not explain clearly, paid the medical expenses, and left the car back to collect the money and pay them back ...

Qi Xiangnan stared at these pictures in a daze, but the reaction didn't come out for a while, why! This is clearly not the case!

The picture continued, he saw the heartbroken after he woke up, saw that the desperate he was sent home, was left alone on the bed, saw the short regret in the eyes of his father, and then more than a day After a day of disgust and disgust, his room became a place that the two could not avoid.

Finally, one day, his father was fed up with such a life, and he left the house with a word to his elder brother.

From then on he could not guarantee three meals a day, until one day he no longer suffered from the foul odor in the room and the hunger in his stomach, with his last effort, he hit the wall.

...

Qi Xiangnan was cold all over, and his body couldn't help trembling. How could this be the case! Why is this so!

Why did he feel the same despair that hurt the soul! That's not him! Not at all!

But there seemed to be a stubborn voice muttering that it was him, he wanted to wake up, he wanted to leave here, but he could do nothing but look at the people who died in the house.

No one shed tears for him, only the two liberated backs.

**

When Qi Xiangnan woke up again, he saw his wife standing beside him, his swollen eyes looked at him worriedly, and carefully wiped his face with tears.

"Brother Nan, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me ..."

Qi Xiangnan opened his mouth and seemed to use a lot of effort before saying: "It's okay, just a nightmare."

Shen Qinglan lowered his heart a little when he said that, and looked at the sad expression of the man, and then stepped forward to kiss his lips, "It was just a dream, all passed, do you know that you slept all day and night, You scared me to death, no more in the future! "

Qi Xiangnan listened to the complaints and nagging in his ears, habitually raised his hand to touch his wife's head, rubbed her hair, and felt the warmth under the palm of her hand.

"Are you hungry? Do you want to drink water?" Although Shen Qinglan likes men to look at her so dependently, she is even more worried about the man's body and takes the big hand from her head to kiss. She smiles and gets up with a big smile. Water, and then poured out the porridge warmed in the pot to cool.

"Drink some water first."

Watching the man obediently take the drinking glass, he hurriedly drank it. Shen Qinglan wanted to say that he was unwilling, he simply picked up the bowl and blew it, and tasted the temperature again. Porridge handed him.

Qi Xiangnan looked at his wife's movements without blinking, looking at the smile on the corner of her mouth, her cold heart finally got warm.

In the quiet ward, the man was drinking porridge bit by bit, making the only person present, Shen Qinglan, satisfied and reassured. Until she took the empty bowl, she suddenly remembered that she had not told the father-in-law that she had woke up.

"You are waiting here first. I will go to my dad's office to make a phone call. My father-in-law is very worried about you."

But before she turned around and left, her hand was caught by the man. Shen Qinglan wondered and looked at him with some doubt.

"First ... don't fight, maybe they have fallen asleep."

Shen Qinglan is puzzled. It ’s just a little over ten o’clock. It ’s not even time to go to bed when she ’s fair. She did n’t think about it. Shen Qinglan let go of the man ’s hand naturally. , I ’ll tell him back soon. "

Qi Xiangnan didn't speak anymore. When his wife left in a hurry, she lowered her head and pondered for a while, looked at the unique patterns of the ward, and got up and got out of bed.

When Shen Qinglan came back, he saw the man standing quietly by the window and looking out the window.

"What are you looking at?" Surrounding the man's waist from the back, Shen Qinglan pressed his face against the man's back, thinking that the man finally woke up and put down the stone in his heart.

Surrounded by the warmth behind him, Qi Xiangnan was finally able to break free from the memories that were replayed over and over again, turning around and holding his wife tightly in his arms, closing his eyes and not talking.

**

Although I heard that his son's health was no problem, Qi Sheng came to the hospital early the next day.

Entering the ward and seeing his neatly dressed son, Qi Sheng walked over, looked at his face carefully, and said, "Are you all right, do you want to go home now?" I couldn't help but touch my son's Head.

It's a pity that the little son who used to obey his actions suddenly turned his head suddenly, leaving Qi Sheng a bit unresponsive.

What's wrong? Do you think he didn't stay by his side last night? Coquettish?

Qi Sheng didn't care, watching him and said again: "This time your leader will give you a few days off? When you go home, your dad will make more delicious supplements for you."

Unfortunately, this did not make the younger son happy, he was still very silent.

Qi Sheng was puzzled and couldn't help looking at him and asked, "What's wrong with you today?"

Qi Xiangnan didn't want to answer. Even at the moment, he was holding on to repulsion and disgust. His left hand in his jacket clenched his fist quietly, and he used a lot of strength to suppress the abnormality.

After talking, he couldn't hold it anymore, and turned directly to leave, leaving Qi Sheng with a puzzled look. The pain and resentment that flashed through his young son's eyes just now made him see clearly. What happened to him? And this is the first time the younger son turned around and left without a word in front of him.

"Host! Host! The target person's soul has been detected to have abnormal fluctuations!" Suddenly silent 277 spoke for a long time.

"Abnormal fluctuation? What do you mean?" Qi Sheng encountered this kind of thing once, or when he was performing another subject task, when he encountered one because the obsession was too deep, the soul thought broke through the restraint of world consciousness, and recovered The memory of the previous life.

Could it be that the youngest son has also restored the memories of his previous life?

"277, hurry and verify clearly!" Qi Sheng was anxious.

"Well, the host, after repeated confirmation by the system, the target person has indeed restored the previous memory, and the task difficulty has increased. Please host the host to adjust the task plan in time!"

Qi Sheng rubbed his eyebrows and recalled the plot. Qi Xiangnan was too stubborn to die in the past, and his father and brother were too indifferent to him, so how can he not hate it! The hatred was too deep to make him recover his hidden memory by passing out this time.

Things were too tricky, so that Qi Sheng, who had decided to go home, didn't know what to do for a while. To say that Qi Xiangnan hated the most should be "him". At this time, go back and dangle in front of him.

Qi Sheng frowned, looked at the empty ward, raised his hand and touched his wallet in the jacket pocket. The documents, bank cards and money were all there. Qi Sheng thought about it carefully and decided to go to other cities during this time. Come on, give Qi Xiangnan some time to buffer, maybe he can calm him down.

After making a good decision, Qi Sheng simply took out the old-fashioned mobile phone he carried with him, made a phone call to his eldest son and young daughter-in-law, and told them that he had something to go to the field.

Qi Xiangdong couldn't think of the reason why his dad protruded out when he received the call. There was nothing in the company that required his dad to go out in person. Why did he suddenly leave?

"Dad, what happened? Where are you going?"

"My personal thing, don't worry about it."

Qi Sheng hung up the phone when he finished speaking, but remembered Qi Xiangdong, one of the parties, and smiled unintentionally. I went out to hide for a while, and you should bear it for the first wave of anger.