I'm the Heroine, but I Want to Hand That Role Over

Then I, rather, distanced myself from Lotus.

Be careful not to be unnatural.

It's almost an intermediate test.

Even so, I don't get into studying.

I wonder why. This has never happened before.

It is often blurry if you notice even when you are studying.

I don't know what happened, me.

We then welcomed the announcement of the results of the interim test.

My result is 10th. I've never been in double-digit order before.

When I saw the results, a surprised flying bird asked me.

"What's the matter, Kagura Tree? You're ranking lower than usual. Didn't you take first place?

"Yep. What's going on...? I don't know either."

When I smile weakly, the flying bird looks worried.

A lotus look enters my sight.

When I saw the results, Lotus looked surprised and looked at me.

I disguise myself as a subtle breeze to avoid becoming unnatural and turn away from Lotus.

At that time, I felt like Lotus had a wounded face, and the pain ran like a needle had stabbed me in the chest.

I was summoned by Misaki-san.

Even though I said they called me in, it's a tea party that's the norm.

This is our tea party.

Line up the treats I recommend and entertain Misaki in my room.

"That's a very cute room."

"Thank you. It's my mother's hobby."

My room is an adorable design for a girl hobby.

When I was born, it seems my mother strained and prepared it.

I hear he ignored my father's opinion that he prepared it as soon as he was born, but that he was too quick to care.

My mother is too strong. And my father is too weak for my mother.

But I admire my father and mother's conjugal relationship like that.

Why, we're both close.

She's adorable and I like the design of this room, but it's time to make it an adult design.

Yes, I told my mother, and once again, she strained and is currently planning to change the pattern. My opinion is sad that there is no room for it to go in there. Even though it's my room.

Well, my mother has good taste, so I'm sure she'll make it something I like.

"Hey, Rinhua. What Yabuki-kun said before...... is it true that Yabuki-kun is Rinhua-san's first love?

Misaki-san asked in an intriguing manner.

I was expected to be asked, so I smiled and nodded.

"Yeah, it's true. At an early age, there weren't many boys around me that were close to my age, and they liked Kai, who was the closest thing to me. I'm sure you were in love."

"Well."

"When Kai moved to Italy, he made a big decision and confessed, but he couldn't get back to me. Kai just said 'thank you'. That's all."

"Well, I can't believe you made a confession and didn't get a response... that's terrible"

"I thought it was awful at the time, too. Now, it's a good memory."

Misaki-san, angry as she was, made me smile as I miss her.

About Kate is a thing of the past. So that you can understand.

And for a while we talked about no other love, but Misaki-san occasionally talks, trying to say something.

And when the conversation broke off, I cut it out.

"Hey, Rinhua. Have you seen anything lately?

I set aside only a moment and immediately answered.

"- No, nothing"

It must have been answered naturally.

Because there's nothing there. Because that's true.

I'm just avoiding lotus sight for my one-sided convenience.

"Since about after the cultural festival, I wonder. Somehow, I feel something like a wall between Rinhua and Soyuki... I don't know if it was my fault."

Sharp. Watch closely.

I just smile.

This is a matter of my feelings, and I must not annoy Misaki-san.

"Do you care about the play? Then don't worry, I gave you a sermon."

"Thank you. But it's really nothing."

"Rinhua-san... I wonder if I can count on you"

"Huh?"

I flatter Misaki-san's words.

"Rinhua seems kind of annoying these days. Sometimes talking should make it easier. Am I too reluctant to even talk?

"Misaki... that's not true"

"Mr. Rinhua... No, let me call you Rinhua. Rinhua, don't hold me in alone. I may not be able to do anything for you, but I can listen to you. Hey, please, don't hold me in there alone."

"Mi, Saki... thank you..."

I meditate my eyes and let myself sort out my feelings.

Then I followed suit and spoke to Misaki-san.

That I was aware of Lotus View in that play.

That I decided to distance myself from Lotus View to calm my feelings.

Sometimes I talked as much as I could, although there were some things I couldn't put into words well.

Misaki-san asked quietly.

"... yes. Well, considering how Rinhua feels right now, that's probably the best part."

"... Yes. But I'm not going to be forced to avoid it. Would you say you want to be more objective for what you've been too close to…"

I don't know what I'm capable of.

Misaki-san snorts at me like she knows.

"Yes. If Rinhua wants to do that, I think she should. But, Rinhua. Remember. Lotus player Yuki is not as sweet as you think."

"What do you mean...?

Misaki-san didn't answer the question, she just smiled.

I wonder what that means? I didn't know Lotus was not a sweet person.

I know you're not a sweet person.

"While you're at it, I think you should keep your mind organized. More than that, hey Rinhua?

"Yes. What is it?

"Please call me Misaki. And I don't even need a salute. Make it normal, like you talk to a vegetable?

"Huh. But the..."

"Rinhua?

"Yes. I don't know..."

Ok, trying to say, Misaki-san has been staring adorably, so I rephrased.

"... Okay, Misaki"

That said, Misaki-san laughed glossy like a large circle of flowers.

Misaki is too beautiful, it's hard.

I'm happy to be friends with someone so beautiful and kind.

Although I still have problems, I wish I could give my heroine role to Misaki-san and graduate with a happy ending.

To do that, we have to do something about that heckle first.

I was determined once again to do something about the heckle.

And I started plotting a hectare regeneration plan in my head so that I could escape the problem with Lotus.