45 – 17. Is it spring? Is it spring? -3

‘What should I do now…’

From noble mtl dot com

My mind became complicated.

I walk around the park looking for an excuse, but there is no way I can find one.

What kind of excuse can you make after spitting out words that are so close to a confession?

Besides, I listened to it all.

If I told you it was a lie now, you wouldn’t believe me.

‘If it goes on like this…’

If we keep going like this, won’t we end up as trash that showed favor to high school students?

I let out a deep sigh due to my never-ending worries. “Are you okay?” There is a voice asking.

The owner of the voice was, of course, Noah.

He is still looking at me with a red face.

My conscience ached.

I felt how much Noah, who became like that after hearing those words, loved me.

I decided to ask Noah directly.

“…Hey, Noah.”

“Yes.”

“Did you hear what the uncle said?”

“…Yes.”

I chose my words carefully.

“…I’m sorry Noah. I didn’t expect you to hear. I didn’t mean to embarrass you.”

“Huh? No! It’s okay! I’m just… A little embarrassed, that’s all.”

Noah said this and waved his hand.

With an expression that says it’s really okay. But you can still feel the heat in your eyes.

As I was wondering what to do with that, I sat down on the bench with the guy.

It looks quite good to talk quietly.

“Noah, can you forget what you said earlier?”

“Forget…?”

“Yes, I think you made a mistake. I’m sorry.”

Noah silenced her. The eyes turned towards me…I can’t read them.

She seems to be sad about something, or perhaps she is still full of desire.

It may seem like an irresponsible thing to say, but it does.

“I’m sorry.”

I have no confidence in seeing Noah at all.

When she turns her head, a small hand comes up onto mine. A touch of warmth.

“Mister.”

“…”

“Oppa…?”

“…Why.”

“Do you remember what you told me before?”

“What?”

Noah holds my hand and says.

“There are people who are stuck as deeply as a thorn and cannot be forgotten. There are people who stick in so deeply that you like them so much that they are hard to fall out of.”

“…”

“Maybe my brother is that kind of person to me. Forget it, it was a mistake. It hurts every time I hear things like that from you.”

“…”

“I guess it’s the same for me too.”

“…Noah?”

“I can’t forget my first love either.”

Noah turns my head slowly. Then, a voice comes out along with its sweet scent.

“I like you, oppa.”

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There was a girl.

She was a poor girl. Her mother died giving birth to her, and her father was bedridden.

She was a poor girl who was hated by her friends and eventually turned her back on the world.

But the girl had a big secret. The girl was a magical girl. A magical girl who flies in the sky and spreads dreams and hopes in a splendid way!

That’s why the girl laughed. Because she has to shine, because she is a magical girl.

After hearing the whisper of starlight, the girl became ‘Iris’.

Many people praised her. Cheers and shouts, cheers and applause. But the girl was still in pain.

Because what they were seeing was not the poor girl ‘Nanoa’, but the magical girl ‘Iris’.

But the more I did it, the brighter I smiled. Because it had to be that way. If Nanoa had no value in existence, she should have existed in the world as Iris.

No matter what happens, I will smile at the world. Noah lived his life thinking like that.

Until I met a very strange man.

It was a very tiring day when I met him. He sets out to subdue the pinwheel monster, exhausted from hard part-time work.

He made an impression from the beginning. Aren’t you calm and calm as you look at the monster’s attack? Aren’t those deep eyes where you can feel something?

But that’s it. Noah forgot about the man, thinking that he was someone he wouldn’t have any reason to be particularly concerned about.

…No, I almost forgot.

I met him again at a convenience store late at night.

He was staring with tired eyes. He felt uncomfortable with that, and for the first time in a long time he was angry.

Just when he was questioning the fact that he did not back down, he soon found out.

The fact that the man was looking at the girl Nanoa, not the magical girl Iris.

It was a strange feeling.

Not being praised as Iris, but comforted as Nanoa.

Noah felt a strange warmth from that appearance. As it was, it was a feeling Noah should have always enjoyed.

The man’s arms were always warm. He sometimes did mischievous things, but even those had the power to make you smile.

It was especially nice when I stroked his head. If you think about it, it was truly maniacal behavior, but Noah liked it.

It’s been a long time since I was cared for like that.

It wasn’t just that. The man willingly provided shelter for Noah. If you’re in pain, run away, if you’re tired, you’ll run away, if you’re sad, you’ll run away.

A shelter that will accept you even if you run away at any time.

One year like that.

During that one year, the man slowly seeped into Noah, like his clothes getting wet in a light rain.

It was a coincidence, a coincidence again.

But what happened after that was no coincidence.

The man approached her, and she opened her heart to him. It is too unfortunate to dismiss them as mere products of coincidence.

So Noah thought.

Even if the meeting started by chance, if it continues, it is ultimately fate.

If coincidences continue, they eventually become fate.

In the end, he entered deep into my heart.

Because it took over a piece of his heart.

The man has become better.

Thinking about his own feelings, Noah had no choice but to admit it.

‘It’s love.’ Do.

“…Uncle.”

Noah opened his mouth and called him. The place where they were sitting was a bench. A bench under a streetlight with no one around.

It was a man who received Noah’s words.

“Noah, why are you doing this?”

Noah’s heart pounded as he heard his voice. He couldn’t think of anything to say.

After hesitating for a while, the girl held his hand tightly and said.

“I like you, oppa.”

“…”

“I really, really like you oppa!”

“…”

“How are you… Oppa? Do you like me?”

I have never resented his self-cursing vocabulary as much as I do now.

Couldn’t there have been a better word? Couldn’t there have been something more romantic to say?

Even if I think about it, I can’t pick up the words that came out.

Noah waited for what the man would say.

The man thought for a while and stroked Noah’s head. Noah had a feeling for that action.

“Oppa, I really like Noah too.”

“…”

“Not yet, though.”

It was a clear refusal.

“I knew…That would happen.”

“Noah.”

“Is it because I’m a child?”

The man nodded his head.

At that sight, Noah’s eyes were burning brightly.

“That’s right. You’re still young. Look around the world more, meet more people-“

“I know even though I’m still young!”

“…”

“Even if I look around the world, I know that you are the only one who does this to me.”

Haaa, the man sighed.

“Noah. What do you want?”

“…Evidence.”

“Evidence?”

“Yes. Just like you said, I will become a more adult. As an adult, I will look at various worlds and decide whether my brother is really the best person for me.”

Noah took a breath and continued speaking.

“So, brother, please leave evidence as well.”

“…”

“Until the day I make my choice. Proof that you will wait for me.”

It was a kind of suggestion.

I will wait, so you should wait for me too.

Noah knew very well that this was far-fetched. But she couldn’t help it.

If this feeling does not change over time, and there is another woman next to that man.

If that really happens…

Noah felt like a black snake was wriggling inside his heart. Itchy, painful… She was gloomy.

And she thought.

She was liking that man more, more, more, much more than she thought.

“Hmm…”

The man’s eyes rolled back and forth.

It seemed like he was looking for some kind of method.

Noah suggested a direct method for him.

Sigh.

Noah holds out his hand, showing the back of his hand.

“How about kissing the back of your hand?”

“…What?”

“Why, kissing the back of the hand also means an oath, so I think it’s okay.”

“No, that’s…Ha…”

The man began to hesitate.

“Noah, the other thing-“

“No. Are you a bad adult? Are you taking advantage of children?”

“I’m not a bad adult, so I don’t want to do something like this…”

“I don’t know. If you don’t do it, you’re a bad adult.”

“…Ha. Noah, if you do this, I’ll be in real trouble.”

“I don’t know!”

Noah turned his head, still holding out his hand.

There seemed to be no will to back down.

The man had no choice but to lift Noah’s hand and bring it to his lips.

A warm feeling spread across the back of Noah’s hand along with a clicking sound.

This was the evidence.

“Noah… With this, I have become an unscrupulous criminal who kissed the back of the hand of a minor?”

“…”

“Give me this for now, okay?”

“…What if.”

“Huh?”

“If I don’t change my mind later and say I like you, where do you plan to do it?”

Noah’s eyes became wet. Just thinking about it made my heart race. I was out of breath, as if I was going to collapse at any moment.

“…Let’s go back.”

“hehehe. I’ll be looking forward to doing it on the lips then.”

“…Haa…”

The man sighed and walked ahead, and Noah followed behind him.

‘I must wait until then…’

Because this feeling will never change anyway.

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‘Kaaa!!’

‘Oh, the comment wasn’t bad? It was a bit cringy, but it was standard.’

‘Be quiet, b*tch. ‘Because I really want to die now.’

I screamed inside.

I committed it.

I ended up committing it.

She blew a kiss to a minor.

‘Now it’s over…My dignity as a human being…’

You put your hands on a minor. Even if I was taken to prison right away, I had nothing to say.

“hehehe…”

Actually, I kept smiling, probably because I was happy.

How long does that guy plan on laughing?

Really, the heart of a girl in her prime was something that could not be understood.

“What good is a man like me…?”

“It’s not good just because you’re an old man.”

“Then?”

“…I’m glad he’s a cool and good person.”

It was a comment that clearly felt like a joke.

I don’t know why, but for a moment it looked like Noah had sprouted fox ears.

I was afraid of the future.

Wouldn’t Noah sway me?

Maybe…

‘Noah won’t attack…?’

Noah couldn’t stand it anymore and said, ‘Grrr…I can’t stand it anymore!’ If you attack while doing so.

…Oh my God.

Please don’t let that kind of future come to pass.

I returned to my dorm, praying earnestly in my heart.

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…Taehwa was afraid.

His friend’s condition.

“hehehe…Ehehehehe…”

“…”

“…hehehe…Oppa…”

What on earth happened?

What on earth happened that made the guy who said he was going for a walk come back with a breakdown?

Even more than that, my brother.

What kind of wind blew and suddenly called me like that?

‘…What should I do…’

Taehwa began to worry when he saw that.

It was because I had to go to work soon.

There was a cell phone in her hand, and a text message had arrived.

She is her and Noah’s homeroom teacher. It was a text message from her.

[Taehwa. Noah didn’t send me a reply as scheduled by today. Could you please ask for me and let me know? I’m sorry she seems like a burden.]

I heard that Noah had not sent a reply yet.

I wonder if anyone will participate in the class observation ceremony.

“Hey…Noah.”

“hehehe…Huh?”

“Well…We have an observation class. Is there anyone who wants to come?”

“hehehe…Oppa…”

“Huh?”

“Oppeo will come…”

Oppa… You’re talking about uncle.

“Uh…Yeah, okay. Sleep well.”

“…Yes~”

Taehwa sent a text message from under the blanket.

[There is an uncle who is close to Noah. That person is leaving.]

You probably know Noah’s family circumstances, so you probably know this much.

‘Ugh…’

Taehwa closed his eyes while listening to Noah’s still laughing sound.

I was thinking of going to sleep quickly.

But the heart.

“hehehe…Oppa…”

Page. Sigh.

“Oppa… Um… Ah… The place where your lips touched… hehehe…”

Page. Sigh. Side. Side.

“…Huh, Taehwa? Why are you in our room?”

“Sister, please let me sleep here…”

“Nothing can’t be done, but…Suddenly?”

“I think Noah is crazy!”

It was quickly broken.

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