I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

Late at night.

Lu Yuan lay in the hotel tossing about and couldn't sleep.

At first he wanted to go to bed earlier by counting sheep or counting numbers, but then suddenly he found that not only did he not fall asleep while counting, but he became more and more awake.

The brain works incredibly well.

He simply turned on the light and sat on the bed looking at the ceiling.

How is this divided in terms of psychology?

This is insomnia!

Is insomnia caused by insomnia...

The cause of insomnia is...

What does the book say?

correct.

It turned out to be...

Lu Yuan began to analyze and analyze himself over and over again according to the content of the book.

Then he suddenly realized that insomnia is a serious problem!

The deepest reason for my insomnia is because deep in my heart is caused by fear and then I myself began to suffer from gains and losses?

Why should I worry about gains and losses...

Could it be that today's unsuccessful recording made me doubt my talent? This is the source of anxiety?

It makes sense after thinking about it. I seem to have really begun to doubt myself.

So what is the result of self-diagnosis?

Ok? The result is insomnia caused by anxiety?

Pooh!

Wait, am I anxious?

What am I worried about?

Lu Yuan suddenly felt that the self-analysis answer was too nonsense.

I have made so much money now, and I have such a beautiful girlfriend. It costs hundreds of millions of dollars to talk about cooperation with others, so I am worried?

I should be happy?

wrong!

I still haven't analyzed it clearly, I have to analyze it again!

Ok!

I understand that before, whether singing or acting, Lu Yuan found that he could always immerse himself in that very good state easily, and then perform extraordinary.

But in the daytime, I felt it was wrong, and I couldn't immerse myself in it anymore.

Obviously standing in the recording room, everything is exactly the same as before.

but……

Some of the deepest flavors are completely different.

So I have never figured out why this is, and something deep in my mind must be thinking about why.

After Lu Yuan looked back for a while, he suddenly!

There is a problem with hypnotism!

Correct!

The most fundamental reason is not that I am anxious, but that my so-called self-hypnosis is useless for me!

Why is it useless?

Ha ha!

My cerebral cortex has been safely adapted or immune to my so-called self-hypnosis, so if you want to self-hypnosis again, you have to increase your hypnotic ability, otherwise, the more hypnotized, the more difficult it will be to adapt.

In addition, I seem to have to work hard to consolidate my knowledge, and strive not to rely on these messy things to deal with in the future?

After tossing and turning into the middle of the night, Lu Yuan finally became clear.

I will see Dr. Shen tomorrow and ask her about some psychological aspects.

This fart is a big deal!

call……

Lu Yuan yawned when he thought of this, and fell asleep faintly.

……………………………………

Is it really going to pass?

Is my past suitable?

Do I really have a problem?

After getting out of the car and seeing a villa in front of him, Shen Lianjie hesitated silently.

He fell into the self-torture of human nature.

He was considering whether to enter.

Mental illness is an unspeakable illness, and if you really confessed to this Doctor Shen, then as a great director, how embarrassing it would be...

Standing in the same place, Shen Lianjie found himself hesitating more and more. After all, the pride that had enveloped Shen Lianjie from a young age did not allow Shen Lianjie to confess his inner thoughts and fears to strangers.

This gave him a feeling of being weak.

but……

After thinking of the insomnia these days, Shen Lianjie knew that if he really didn't find a way, then he would not improve in the following days. Maybe if he kept letting it go, the psychological shadow would become more and more serious!

Especially after the ups and downs of "Dream Traveler", Shen Lianjie discovered that Lu Yuan had completely become his own nightmare.

There are real ways.

That is, I can really beat Lu Yuan in the movie.

But win against Lu Yuan...

How to win?

Win from the movie?

What a joke!

As soon as Shen Lianjie closed his eyes, he remembered Lu Yuan's appearance. Somehow, Lu Yuan's figure was like a mountain on top of his head, breathless.

After thinking of the word Lu Yuan, he remembered his failure!

He found that he couldn't muster any courage to face Lu Yuan formally now.

Forget it...

Go in and take a look!

Maybe……

Is she really as good as Mr. Xu said?

After hesitating again and again, Shen Lianjie finally took a long sigh of relief and walked towards the villa.

There is a feeling of being put to death and then reborn.

……………………………………

"Director Shen, I already understand your general situation. I think you are suffering from a very serious anxiety disorder. This anxiety disorder has kept you from insomnia until now. Anxiety disorder is not a major problem, as long as you can let go of something. , Just take a good rest." Shen Fangfang carefully observed Shen Lianjie's appearance and finally nodded and said a result.

"Doctor, do I need to prescribe any medicine?"

"Drugs can indeed relieve your insomnia, but they can only relieve insomnia, and cannot cure insomnia fundamentally. I hope you can open your heart and tell me the cause of your anxiety...for example, what is it, or is it? Because of who..."

"This..." Shen Lianjie looked at Shen Fangfang and suddenly became very alert.

"Director Shen, you are in fear, and at the same time, you dare not face your fear?"

"A little……"

"I can roughly guess that the reason for your anxiety is because of your "Dream Traveler". Based on your experience in the past two years, I have discovered a very interesting thing, that is, in the past two years, since the start of "The Capital" , You have been failing and experiencing the bottom of your life... I think you want to prove yourself, but you find that no matter how you prove it, you can only prove your failure."

"Um... yes." Shen Lianjie nodded and then glanced at other places.

He dared not look at Shen Fangfang.

"Well, you are a very proud person, so your pride does not allow you to be in a state of failure for three days or two... But you can't succeed... Logically speaking, "Dream Traveler" should be you The more successful movie is that, even though "Dream Traveler" has gone through several twists and turns, the box office ended up earning no matter what, and the word-of-mouth is also quite good...has been much better than your first two movies...you It should be tentatively satisfied... People's unhappiness stems from greed. Although greed is the power of human progress, it is necessary to stop appropriately..."

"Stop properly, accept your fate?"

"Not to admit fate, but to take your time...I don't know much about making movies with you, but I know that many things are not happening overnight..."

"how to say?"

"I mean……"

Time passed little by little.

Shen Fangfang looked at Shen Lianjie.

Little by little, she sorted out the anxiety in Shen Lianjie's heart.

Shen Lianjie was at a loss from the beginning, and then slowly became calm, seeming to be a little clear.

About two hours later, Shen Lianjie let out a long sigh of relief.

"Guide Shen...you should get a good night's sleep...you are too tired..."

"I... can't sleep, as soon as I close my eyes, I am... very anxious..."

"Come on, Director Shen, you lie here first... I think of a way to make you hypnotize..."

"Ah...that..."

"Relax, don't be so vigilant, just let you sleep, and won't ask you about your privacy. If you are vigilant in your heart, you won't be able to ask anything even if you really hypnotize you."

"Oh."

"Come on, look at my watch... You came into a world, and then you were very empty, without any worries, without any anxiety..."

"Ok……"

Shen Lianjie's eyelids trembled.

Then slowly closed his eyes. After about a few minutes, Shen Lianjie closed his eyes...

Just as Shen Lianjie had just gone to sleep, there was a knock on the door outside the house.

………………………………

"Mr. Lu, tell me what's wrong with you..."

"I'm a bit anxious lately..."

"You? Anxious?"

"Yes, I'm a little anxious. I suffered from insomnia for most of the night yesterday..."

"Most of the night? Do you suffer from insomnia?"

"Yes, I'm here now to ask you about hypnotism. I found that the set of things I taught myself needs to be upgraded..."

"I can't teach you, your thinking is different from other people's. Even if I teach you, you will definitely use it in some bells and whistles..."

"What bells and whistles, am I this kind of person?"

"Then tell me, what do you want to do to learn hypnotism..."

"I want to be hypnotized..."

"???"

"I now find that my body seems to be in a little condition, I can't be hypnotized..."

"You just want to hypnotize yourself as simple as that?"

"Hmm...Yes, I find it harder and harder to be hypnotized. It may be something that the body produces immunity, so I wonder if I can improve hypnotism..."

"You said it's getting harder to be hypnotized?"

"Yeah... hard."

Shen Fangfang stared at Lu Yuan.

I don't know why I feel so upset suddenly.

She thinks Lu Yuan is questioning her Shen Fangfang

"You sit down."

"Ok……"

Lu Yuan sat opposite Shen Fangfang, and then he looked at Shen Fangfang in silence.

"Look at..."

"Looking at this watch, I know..."

"Don't interrupt."

"Oh."

"Come, now, you have entered a world, in this world..."

"This set doesn't work...really..."

"After you say, don't interrupt and follow my voice."

"Ok."

"Now, you have entered a world, and then, what do you see in this world?"

"..."

"What did you see? Talk..."

"Doctor Shen, I was a little sleepy at first, but after being hypnotized by you, I found myself more and more sober."

"..."

………………………………

"Cooperate."

"I'm really cooperative."

"you……"

"Doctor Shen, I really can't do anything...or else, let's change the way?"

"..."

"Lu Yuan, are you challenging my patience?"

"I really didn't..."

Half an hour passed.

All of Shen Fangfang's forehead was sweat.

Lu Yuan's eyes were so clear, instead he stared at Shen Fangfang.

She closed her eyes.

She changed several hypnotic methods to try to hypnotize Lu Yuan, but the more hypnotized, the more awake Lu Yuan was, which was of no use at all.

Then, the more she looked at Lu Yuan, the more she looked like a smashing place.

Lu Yuan was bitter.

A look of helplessness.

at this time……

Shen Lianjie in the next room twitched.

At first, he dreamed that he was riding a horse on the prairie and flying away happily.

But not why, the horse's voice is getting more and more wrong.

As the horse's voice became more and more wrong, he found that the sound of the wind blowing in the distance was also wrong...

then……

He suddenly saw the beautiful sunset in the sky, which turned into a human face.

then……

He saw Lu Yuan.

Then the whole world was Lu Yuan's voice.

When Shen Lianjie woke up, Shen Lianjie let out a sigh of relief.

This nightmare is really...

Then, he got out of bed and prepared to wash his face...

However, when he walked out, his pupils shrank instantly, and his heart stopped beating instantly.

"Wow! Director Shen... I haven't seen you Director Shen, how are you doing recently? Huh? Why did you become so haggard? You still sweat? Come on, wipe it...Ah? Director Shen? What's wrong with you? fainted?"

"???"