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Chapter 36

All this time, I’ve been running away from responding to her feelings, using my inability to remember as an excuse.

Demiurge is doing me a favor.

Even though I understood this fact, I had no memory of the time when I was fond of Demiurge.

This is why I don’t know if I like her or not… I used to say such excuses and avert my eyes from Demiurge’s feelings.

However, even though memories and feelings are closely connected, it would be insincere to indulge in the favor of someone and make them wait forever.

Certainly, it takes determination to respond to someone’s feelings. It’s not something you can say no to immediately.

However, the moment you have the naivety to think that the other person will wait for you, can you say that you are exchanging your feelings on equal terms?

Does the more time you take, the deeper your feelings for the other person become?

No.

Isn’t the factor that deepens the relationship the mutual feeling is how much you respect the other person and how close you can be to their feelings?

Did I think about Demiurge’s feelings as I leaned on her?

Wasn’t I just trying to take my time to solidify my feelings?

In other words, I only think about myself.

It’s extremely unfair.

Of course, it’s not right to give a random answer.

But it’s even worse to be spoiled by the other person and only think about your feelings.

I’ve been such a bad guy…

So, I’m going to end this.

Before I become the real worst man I can be…

“Demiurge… I…”

I still don’t know… what it feels like to fall in love with someone.

But,

“To be honest, I still don’t know, if I like you… but.”

But when she was insulted by Titan, I felt really offended.

When we were running away, I couldn’t seem to bear the thought of she’ll get hurt.

I was very confused by the fact that she’s so straightforward in her feelings of love, but I was also happy in proportion.

“I felt comfortable with you. I was really happy to hear you say that you like me. But my feelings of liking you are still vague and ambiguous… even so…”

I’ll tell you.

I’ll answer you, without any falsehoods, for making me wait all this time.

“I’ll live with you for the rest of my life! We’ll be together, and I’ll like you! And in the end, I swear I’ll make you so happy that you’ll laugh all the way to the bank! And if we die in this world and part ways, and I’m reborn anew… I’ll find you, and I’ll always be there for you! And we will always protect the world tree and the world together, Demiurge!”

I didn’t know what I was saying anymore.

I’m probably a mess in many ways.

This is a word made up of everything I want to say…

I’ve never been with anyone before, and I know I can’t say anything cool, but my face is burning with shame, wondering if I couldn’t have done something a little better.

In fact, Demiurge looked up at me and pouted.

However, she came back to her usual self in a huff and softly called out to me.

“…My, husband… that’s… means… my feeling…”

“Yes. I accept all of your feelings!”

“―――?!”

When Demiurge heard my words, tears began to flow from her eyes.

The arm around my waist was untied and her small hand gently enveloped my cheek with both of hers.

Standing on her toes, Demiurge brought her face close to mine.

“Ah… husband. At last, you accept my feelings. Are your words not false?”

“Yes. I’ve made up my mind. Come be with me, Demiurge.”

“～～～～～!”

I’m sure that by sharing time together, I’ll fall in love with Demiurge.

No, I think I’m already on the verge of falling for her.

In the past, she and I clashed with each other with all our might, and since her awakening, she has been giving me honest feelings.

To be honest, I don’t know why Demiurge likes me so much, and I don’t remember how it all started.

But even so, I felt as if there was a definite seed of fondness for Demiurge inside me right now, waiting for the moment to blossom.

Maybe it won’t take much longer… for the heart to bloom.

Before I can regain my memory, I’ll fall in love with her again.

I could easily imagine such a future.

“Geez, husband…!”

“Eh, wai, whoa, whoa?!”

Suddenly, Demiurge pushes me in the chest.

It makes me stumble back in a big way and plunge butt-first into the fountain.

With a loud bang, I fall on my butt.

Then, Demiurge covered my shocked face.

“Husband, husband… I, I can’t take it anymore… I can’t hold it in any longer…”

“De-Demiurge…?”

She takes my hand and presses it against her breast.

The soft breasts are squished, distorting their shape.

My heart skipped a beat at the obscene sight.

“Here, see? My heart… is beating so loudly it’s killing me. It’s because of husband. He made me this way… No more, I can’t control myself anymore.”

Demiurge has a lustful color in her moist eyes.

Her overflowing breath is extremely hot, and in the palm that sinks into her chest, I can see the squeezed cherry buds gradually bulging, as if to show her excitement.

Yes… clearly, Demiurge is in a state of excitement… no, she’s in heat.

“I can’t take it anymore… I will now take husband’s first virginity and give him my first innocence. Is that okay? All, it’s all right, husband…!”

“………………yes.”

I nodded softly.

I decided to accept everything.

All of her feelings…

So, if you want to do the deed, I will not refuse it.

No… I don’t want to refuse anymore.

In the heat of the moment, the allure of Demiurge takes over all of my thoughts.

Demiurge puts her weight on me and covers my lips again.

I put my hand around the back of her head and deepen the kiss.

The kiss is thick, as if we are exchanging heat.

For a while, we kissed each other hungrily, but suddenly our lips parted and Demiurge lifted herself.

Then…

“Come, husband…”

―――With that last word, we melted into one in the forest.

We were both new to each other… and the pleasure that ran through our bodies led us… until the sun went down and the stars twinkled in the night sky.

We made love to each other. ‡

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“Hey, husband.”

“Mmm?”

As I lay there with my tired body, Demiurge called out to me.

She’s using my left arm as a pillow and smiling like she’s very happy.

“It’s so nice to have a body on top of another. It was as if our minds were connected along with our bodies… I felt so happy, I almost felt like I was going crazy.”

“Yeah, me too.”

I hadn’t imagined that skin-to-skin contact could be so euphoric.

Thanks to this, even though it was my first time, I felt like I had gone a little overboard.

“Are you okay? You’re bleeding, aren’t you?”

When the proof that I had taken her first time ran down my thigh, I was involuntarily distraught.

I was concerned for her, but Demiurge, with tears in his eyes and a smile on her face, was concerned for me.

“It’s a little tingly, but it’s a pleasant pain. Don’t worry about it.”

“I see… if you’re in pain, just let me know.”

“I’d say I’m fine, but… you’re a real worrier, aren’t you? Well, I’m glad you took care of me.”

I wrapped my hands around Demiurge’s waist and pulled her into a hug.

“Hey, Demiurge.”

“Mu. What is it, husband?”

To Demiurge, who tilted her head in my arms, I spun a pledge of resolve.

“No matter what happens in the future, I will forever be your ally, your sword, your shield. I will protect you from everything that threatens you and your world.”

“…Ah. I have high hopes for you, my husband. So I hereby pledge to you that my love for you will be eternal… No matter how many years pass, I will continue to love you, my husband. I promise.”

We pressed our lips together as if we were making a contract.

Our shadows overlapped as one in the nighttime forest.

When we parted our mouths, Demiurge looked at me lovingly.

I, too, can’t help but admire the pure silver maiden’s figure, illuminated by the moonlight streaming through the trees.

The little flower buds in my heart had opened up and were about to bloom.

AN: This is the end of the story.
Thank you very much to all the readers who have read this far.
…It’s a scene that clearly shows that they’re having sex But from here on out, it’s basically all “very” soft foreplay, and there are no sensual scenes in this story that actually depict a direct connection using hidden language.
You can think of it as something that is only on the level of what can be found in general books (gray area).
TN: This concludes volume 1 of this novel~
The next chapter will be volume 2.