I Like You

He quivered his fingers holding the ointment, and instinctively wanted to hide his wrist.

This is a habit he has developed over the years.

Since the scar left by his suicide, he has been afraid of being seen by this wrist.

He was not afraid of being known that he had committed suicide, but that the incident between him and Lin Cen would be known.

Or maybe he has been evading subconsciously all the time, escaping from the fact that it happened.

Even now that Lin Cen and him have settled their suspicions, even he and Lin Cen have started a new life.

He understands that this is his problem.

It has nothing to do with Lin Cen.

It was his mental illness that year that he still hasn't recovered completely.

Jiang Su's wrist pulled back, and he stopped abruptly.

He seemed to be competing with himself, struggling and shaking for a long time, and finally he showed his wrist openly in front of her.

He slowly screwed the cap of the ointment back, trying to keep his tone as steady as possible: "Why did you wake up?"

Lin Wei stared at his white wrist for a while, then moved her gaze to his face, "I'm going to the toilet."

Jiang Su nodded: "Then you go."

Lin Wei turned her head and walked to the bathroom. Within two steps, she thought that the bathrooms in this hotel are all frosted glass, and they are not soundproof at all.

She stepped back and returned to Jiang Su again: "I think you should go out."

Jiang Su looked at her for unknown reasons, and then realized what she meant.

He smirked, "I've kissed you, so I'm afraid I will listen?"

Lin Wei: "..."

Lin Wei stared at Jiang Su blankly for a few seconds, rolling up her sleeves.

"Alright, I'll go out." Jiang Su pulled the towel on his body and threw it aside, and walked out naked in front of Lin Wei's face.

Lin Wei was dumbfounded.

As the bathroom door was closed, Lin Wei gritted her teeth and gave a sound, and opened the toilet compartment door.

When Lin Wei came out, Jiang Su had put on her pajamas and was leaning against the bedside looking at her phone.

She lifted the quilt, and got inside and wrapped her body tightly.

When she saw Jiang Su at the door of the bathroom, she lost her sleep at all. She turned around, faced Jiang Su, and called him: "Jian Su."

Jiang Su put down the phone and looked at her: "Huh?"

Lin Wei didn't speak, but her eyes fell on his wrist.

Jiang Su usually wears a wristband or watch after taking a shower.

It's rarely empty on the wrist.

Even if I was alone with her, I never had it.

But at this moment, his wrist is empty.

Having known Jiangsu for four years, Lin Wei seldom talked to him about his wrists. She knew that it was his taboo and knew that it was a hurdle he couldn't cross.

And she didn't mention it, because she didn't want to uncover his scars.

Lin Wei swallowed and returned her eyes to his face.

His expression was calm, not like he forgot to wear a wristband or watch.

She pursed her lips and tentatively pointed at his wrist: "That...when did you get it?"

Jiang Su turned his wrist and glanced at the tattoo on it: "On the day you slept all day."

No wonder she woke up once that day and the room was empty.

It turned out he was out to get this thing.

Lin Wei thought for a while, then asked, "Can I see it?"

Jiang Su lightly "hmm" and stretched out his hand in front of her.

His tattoo is nothing special to Lin Wei.

Because this pattern was drawn on his other wrist with a marker on the first day she came to Beijing in the year after the college entrance examination.

SUV letters, and an arrow, two hearts.

It's pretty tacky.

The arrow is a bit wide and pure black, just covering all the scars on his wrist.

However, it was tacky to be tacky, Lin Wei still found it pleasing to the eye, "Why did you suddenly think of doing this?"

Lin Wei squeezed Jiang Su's hand without letting it go, and raised her head: "Do you want to cover up the scar?"

Jiang Su saw the little girlfriend pinching his hand and shook his head: "No."

"Why is that?" Lin Wei thought about it for a while, and asked with a smile, "I want to learn the scenes in those TV dramas and novels, and leave a mark of ours?"

After a pause, Lin Wei said: "Student Jiang, I didn't expect you to have the potential to act in idol dramas."

Jiang Su laughed and rubbed her thumb lightly on the back of her hand, as if thinking about how to tell her. After ten seconds, he said: "There is a reason for this, but Not at all."

He didn't think about it at first.

It was when he heard her call with Song Jin that night that he had this idea.

Over the years, no one has felt sorry for him. Jiang Yongzhi loves him, he has to admit it, but the way he loves makes him painful.

She is the only one who loves him.

He is also the only one who believes in him unconditionally.

His life itself turned into a tragedy at the age of sixteen.

And her appearance reversed his ending, abruptly turning the tragedy that had already seen the ending into a comedy.

He didn't think so much before, it was that night that he began to look back at the past and began to reflect on their bit by bit.

He found that the girl he loved was really wronged on the way along with him.

He thought that he could love her to his bones, love her day by day, and love her so much that he would give her his life willingly because she was also loving him with his life.

Jiang Su flashed his eyelids, pinched Lin Wei's fingers, and said in a very light tone: "There is another reason that I want to come out."

"Get out completely."

"I'm thinking about it, Weibo, I plan to sign up for the student union some time later, and try to get you a boyfriend who will get you the student union chairman's ID card in the second half of the semester."

"I plan to go rock climbing next year. If you want to learn, I can teach you."

"Did I tell you that the robots were very good at my junior high school. I will try to see if I can learn from the mathematics and computer departments of our school."

He should come out.

His little girlfriend dragged him desperately for so long, he had to come out.

She can't always work hard, he will do nothing.

What's more, she is so good.

He has to be the best, best, and best to be worthy of her.

Lin Wei didn't really understand what he meant at first. After all, her boyfriend wanted face and was always stingy.

After hearing it, she understood.

Very satisfied and very proud.

It was like seeing my son suddenly very sensible and motivated.

Lin Wei was amused by her own metaphor, and then thought of the first words he said to her the first day he met her.

I always feel like what happened just yesterday, four years have passed in a blink of an eye.

"Jiangsu?"

"Ok?"

"Do you remember the first sentence you said to me?"

"Um... remember."

"How long are you going to press on me... I thought you were teasing me at the time, and I was still wondering if I should punch you... Then I realized that you were referring to the workbook, and you know that I am right to you? What is your first impression? It was Bai Jian who told me that you slept all morning and never went to the toilet. Then I came out of my mind at that time, your kidneys are very good." Lin Wei said Talking and laughing: "Your kidneys are quite powerful."

Jiang Su also laughed.

"Jiangsu?"

"Ok?"

"What is your first impression of me?"

"..."

"Talk about it."

"..."

"Overnight."

"...Mine." Jiang Su couldn't bear it: "This girl belongs to me."

PS: Ooo, today I really wrote a lot of words seriously! ! ! ! ! When Weibo asked Susu which female celebrity he liked, someone said Chen Enci, did you see Qin Yao's knife? !