I Just Want to Die

　　 Qinghe Houfu's heirs have always been thin, and in this generation there are only one male and one female.

　　 The man is Rong Yi, the sister-in-law of Qinghe Houfu.

　　 is Rong Lian, Rong Yi's sister.

　　Rongyi first knew the name of Princess Splendid from her sister's mouth. After Rong Lian went out to play, when he came back, he held him excitedly and described the style of the distinguished princess.

　　Looking at Rong Lian's envious look, he guessed under his heart that this princess should be a very public character.

　　 Sure enough, the next day he heard countless exaggerated versions of the restaurant incident. The most exaggerated rumor was that the princess would lose his head.

　　When Rong Yi first saw Princess Splendid, it was the day of the Lantern Festival. Rong Lian insisted on taking him with him. Since childhood, he has spoiled his sister, almost responsive.

　　All the noble ladies gathered in front of the gate, waiting for the legendary princess to arrive.

　　 When he saw the princess getting off the carriage, he felt his heart beating faster.

　　 The girl in front of her is twelve or three years old, with a beautiful face and elegant temperament. Dressed in a pale green shirt, embroidered hibiscus flowers at the corners of the skirt, wearing pearl hairpins, and white and tender cheeks like cream against the background of pearls.

　　Ronglian came to the ceremony and made a referral for herself. She turned to look at herself, a pair of clear eyes staring at herself, peach cheeks with a smile, a natural expression.

　　 He quickly stepped forward to salute: "Rong Yi please the fourth lady please."

　　 "No more gifts, let's go."

　　 The person in front of him had been ceremonial for a few weeks, his voice was crisp and sweet, and Rong Yi felt that the rumor was not credible.

After 　　, they went to the lantern festival together. The princess at the Lantern Festival is more naive than the gentle and polite when meeting.

　　 Watching her generously buy gifts for her maidservants, and making jokes with her sister from time to time, a few people laughed and made a group, his mood seemed to become more beautiful.

　　 He is not a childish boy who is indifferent to love. When he finds that his eyes will follow her unconsciously, he chooses to retreat in time.

　　 She is something he cannot think of.

　　When she saw her sitting alone by the window at the shipyard, her figure was lonely and seemed to be out of step with this world.

　　His legs, his hands, everything in his body went to her uncontrollably.

　　He wants to break this loneliness, he wants to integrate into her world.

　　 Hearing that she seemed unwilling to be given a marriage, he felt cold in his heart, did she have someone in her heart? I quickly thought about all the young people of school age in my head, and I didn't find someone who had a deep communication with her.

　　 thought of giving marriage, he inexplicably raised a glimmer of hope in his heart, not knowing if he was not on the list.

In the days after 　　, she and the younger sister played better, and went out for fun every day. He can only hold his emotions at the bottom of his heart, as long as he meets occasionally, he will be satisfied.

　　He thought he could control, who knows that as she grows up, he will become more and more uneasy, and he will be given marriage afterwards.

　　 She is not an ordinary lady, he has no chance to pursue.

　　 Until the moment when the marriage came down, looking at the expressions of sighing disappointment in the people in the palace, only he was overwhelmed by the ecstasy.

　　He pretended to be unmoved during the day, and regretted his career with his father and mother.

　　 Back to bed at night, snickering with the quilt.

On the night of the big wedding, Rong Yi lifted his head and watched this girl who had been thinking for a long time sitting in front of her. The red wedding dress, red lips and teeth, and the beautiful face looked better than they were a few years ago. A little dumbfounded.

　　 "Shizi?"

　　 Her crisp and melodious voice sounded in his ear, and he suddenly recovered.

"your Highness."

　　 "You and I are already a husband and wife, why are you so rusty, you call me beautiful, I call you Ayi?"

　　Rong Yi's heart beat like thunder and his face was hot.

　　 "This is not compliant."

　　 "There are only you and me here, we do not pay attention to these in private."

　　Rong Yi called out the name that he had been thinking about, but he didn't dare to pronounce it.

　　He was extremely satisfied, he didn't want any meritorious career.

　　Unfortunately, Rong Yi’s happy days ended after Rong Shu’s birth, and his son was his rival in his last life.

　　Although he knew clearly that A Jin did not love him, he still couldn't integrate into A Jin's world after trying for so many years, but this situation was expanded to the extreme after Rong Shu was born.

　　Ajin put his heart on the child, alienating him even more.

　　 He was even uneasy in his heart, he always felt that something would happen.

　　 On this day, he wanted to talk to his best friends and friends as usual. The friend jokes that he is a wife and slave, and he eats his son's vinegar.

　　 While he was arguing with his friend, his attendant broke in,

　　 "Yeah, there is an emergency in the house, please go back and see."

　　Rongyi's uneasiness became reality, and he hurried back to the house immediately.

　　 When he opened the door, when he saw Ajin hanged on the beam of the room, he only felt cold all over his body, and his whole body blood coagulated.

　　 He and several servants rescued Ajin. His trembling hands gently tried to breathe in the arms, and the weak breath under his nose made the blood in his body begin to circulate.

　　 Fortunately, he has not lost her.

　　After being treated by the doctor, A Jin slowly recovered. Rong Yi looked at the usual clear and flexible eyes, and now only the weak and desperate left.

　　 He only felt that a knife was inserted in his heart, and the pain could not be remedied, and he could no longer bear to cry on her shoulder.

　　He has always known that A Jin's character seems to be gentle and easy-going, in fact, in his bones is a very strong woman.

　　He knows it clearly but does not take good care of her, Rong Yi feels extremely guilty.

　　 This matter is extremely fermented, and the emperor also took the opportunity to weaken the power of Hou Mansion. Her mother had no way to return Rong Shu back.

　　Rong Yi looked at the mother and son and made a decision.

　　 He knelt in front of his parents to plead guilty, and voluntarily moved to Princess Palace with Ajin's mother and son.

　　The princess lived in the princess's house, and the rules have always been the same. However, after the change of the dynasty, where the princess lives after the marriage, the royal family is not very much in charge.

　　 Ajin forgave them that Houfu's heir was thin and did not propose to move to Princess Palace. UU reading book www.uukanshu.com

　　 This happened now. Rong Yi was determined to move to the Princess Palace. He didn't want to lose Ajin anymore.

　　 Madam Hou dropped the tea bowl angrily: "You are a filial son, do you know what you are talking about. If you move to Princess Palace, it means that it has nothing to do with Hou Palace!"

Rong Yi knelt on the ground and said with red eyes: "Mother, since ancient times the horses have moved to the princess's palace! We can't take it for granted because of A Jin's compromise. Today the emperor has blamed him for such a thing. , If something else happens in the future, can Houfu really live with it?"

　　Hou Ye was also tossed for several years old, the hair in his ears had begun to fade, and he yelled angrily:

　　 "Madam! Don't make trouble anymore, Yi'er is right about this matter."

　　 Lord Hou is naturally not Mrs. Hou Zhai, he sees much longer,

　　 "Anyway, Rong Shu is surnamed Rong, and he is our son-in-law. This will not change. It’s the same wherever I live, I’ll find a good day to move in with the princess."

　　 Since then, Rong Yi and Jinxiu moved to the residence of the princess, without the disturb of outsiders, and the relationship between the two also became better and better.

　　Rong Yi found that since Splendid came back from the ghost gate, his character became much softer, and the incompatibility of his body disappeared.

　　 His eyes became warm and sincere, and he no longer gave him a sense of alienation.

　　 This is a good thing, isn't he what he wants.

　　 But when the night is quiet, he always remembers how she smiled and smiled when she was young.

　　 When they first got married, she would always look at him calmly, reflecting his figure in her eyes, but the bottom of her eyes was calm.

　　 Although she is very good now, Rong Yi still feels that something is missing, maybe it is an illusion.