I Just Want to Die

　　 Ajin opened her eyes, and the scenes she saw made her a little dumbfounded.

　　 Loess-faced walls, ruined roofs, old leaky windows, polished windowsills, uneven kang, and blankets underneath were patched.

　　Looking on the ground again, a broken wardrobe with a height of one person, the cabinet door can no longer be closed. With the wind leaking from the roof, it is closing and closing, making a "squeak" sound. There is also a small square table with missing legs, and the stone replaces the struck legs.

　　 There is also a small fuel lamp on the table, and there is a shelf at the doorway, where the only intact object of the whole family is the washbasin.

　　 It's not an exaggeration to describe the whole house with the four walls of the apprentice. A Jin closed his eyes again and asked Sanqi to give her the basic plot.

The client is a 16-year-old girl named Fang Zhaodi. The little girl had a bad life. She gave away her father at the age of ten, sent away her mother at the age of 14, and gave away her life when she was sixteen. Three brothers left alone and left alone.

　　In this darkest age, adults are extremely difficult to live, let alone children. It didn't take long for Zhao Di's three younger brothers to find her for reunion.

　　 The client's wish is simple. He hopes to raise the three younger brothers into adulthood and watch them start a family. It can be said to be a model of a good sister in the world.

　　Ajin supports the amount, it seems that this is an extremely time-consuming task.

　　 The original owner's body is too weak, A Jin barely propped up and sat down. Withdrawing a trace of energy to enhance the original owner's physique and feeling the body's strength, A Jin went down to cook breakfast for the three children.

　　 came to the kitchen, opened the cupboard, and left only a small bag of sorghum rice, a few pieces of sweet potatoes and a small bowl of corn grits.

　　 This food is not enough for Ajin to have a meal for himself, let alone take care of three children, or even to send and receive food until autumn.

　　In these days, it is all about earning work points. The more work points, the more food is divided. It depends on the small arms and legs of the original owner.

　　The three younger brothers are still going to school, and they have Zhaodi’s own labor force.

　　Ajin added hot water to the pot and boiled it, then poured a small half bowl of corn grits into the pot. There was too little corn grits to make porridge. A Jin picked one of the smallest sweet potatoes, cut them into three pieces and threw them in.

　　 A reluctant meal was finished, and the burning grass was used up.

　　After a morning, Ajin already knew that it was a time of nothing, no food, no cloth, no electricity, and no fire grass!

　　 Fortunately, it is already the tail of the 1960s, and it will be much better in the 1970s.

　　 "Sister, I went out to pick up some grass and come back!" It is the second brother Fang Jianfu, who is already twelve years old.

　　Fang's parents firmly believe that children can only stand out when they study, so no matter how poor the family is, they send four children to school.

　　 It's a pity that they died early, Zhao Di had to drop out of school to feed three younger brothers.

　　The second son saw that there was no grass and went out to pick it up. He was dragged back by Ajin: "After eating, I went to school. When I came back from school, I picked up some points on the road."

　　 The second child frowned and said, "Now don't pick it up, what cooking do you take at noon?"

　　 Ajin pressed him to sit at a small table with no legs, and filled him with a bowl of corn grits soup and a piece of sweet potato: "Hurry to eat, so many words, I picked it myself."

　　 After speaking, he entered the room and called the third and fourth children to dinner.

　　 The third is called Fang Jianyun, 9 years old, and has just entered the second grade.

　　 The fourth elder called Fang Jianman. He was only 7 years old this year and had not started school yet.

　　The children of the poor family had been in charge for a long time. Although the two children were young, they had already dressed themselves.

　　Ajin gave them a bowl of corn grits in turn.

　　 The second son looked at Ajin and said, "Why don't you have sweet potatoes! Eat mine!"

　　 said that he allocated the sweet potatoes in his bowl to Ajin, and the other two also reacted at this time:

　　 "Sister, eat mine!"

　　Ajin called back the sweet potatoes again: "You are so many things, eating yours, I just hungry just to eat first."

　　 The second child looked at her suspiciously: "Really?"

　　 A Jinbai gave him a glance: "Really, eat fast."

　　 There was not much food, and after a few bites, the second child put down the bowl and said to Ajin:

　　 "Sister, I don't study anymore! I will work for you to earn work points, otherwise we will starve to death."

　　 said Ajin: "Yes, but finish junior high school."

　　The second son reacted violently: "I didn't study well, and it was useless to learn, it might as well help you earn points!"

　　 "No! Father and mother said, you must finish junior high school!"

　　 After a few years, I resumed the college entrance examination, maybe I can continue to attend the college entrance examination.

　　The second son said, "That's your eldest sister, let's go to study. You are okay to learn, better than me!"

　　A Jin looked at him contemptuously: "How much strength you can have, and you will really starve to death by your home. The summer vacation is about to take place, and the autumn harvest will be closed, and some will wait for you to do the work."

　　The second child has mentioned this matter several times, and he was blocked every time.

　　After eating, Ajin packed up the pots and pans, and the three brothers took the quilt out of the house and hung it in the yard, and it would be delicious as time went on. UU Reading www.uukanshu.com

　　 There are only two quilts in the family, one for Ajin and one for three brothers. There are no pillows, they are all pillows on their clothes.

　　Don't take off your clothes when the winter is cold, squeeze in a group to warm up and sleep.

　　 Packed up, A Jin drove the two big ones to school, and took the small ones to the brigade to earn points.

The original owner was young, with little energy, and the work assigned to her was also easy. The work points were naturally very small. In order not to owe the team's work points, the original owner took a small part of the food. .

　　 Even if you can change a penny, it’s good, even if there are fewer mosquito legs, it’s meat.

　　Ajin went to the ground, still doing the job of the original owner, sowing seeds and weeding after others. The fourth son has already picked up the twigs of hay and is ready to go home and cook.

　　After five minutes, Ajin became familiar with the process, and began to speed up the speed of seeding. After a while, he caught up with the person who was digging in front.

　　Pit pit is the old man in the village, Uncle Fang: "Oh, Zhao Di is very fast today, is he getting better?"

　　 "Much better, uncle, work hard, you can send more when you distribute food."

　　 "Hey, then let's go on, you can keep up."

　　 "Good, I must keep up with you."

　　Brigade assignment is based on the strength of the body, the original owner is weak, and naturally the old man with the match.

　　 Uncle Fang would be a little tired. He wanted to stop and wait for Zhao Di. After turning around, Zhao Di stood behind him and looked at him.

　　 "Uncle, tired, let's change, I plan the ground, you will sow the seeds and rest."

　　 Uncle Fang looked at her suspiciously: "Are you all right? Are you tired?"

　　 Ajin said with a smile: "It's alright, I'll come."

　　 said that he took over the tool in his hand and began to plan the ground.