I, holding a long sword in my hand, only know one move

"Don't be afraid, wife, I'm here to save you!"

As the flickering light curtain in front of him dissipated, Cheng Rang found that this place seemed a bit familiar.

Isn't this the place where I was before I entered the arbitrary door for the first time? There was an explosion there and I didn't bother to care...

It seemed that this was not an ordinary level terrorist attack. The moment Cheng Rang appeared in front of Isabella, the sword in his hand was unsheathed.

The people from the other world holding all kinds of heavy weapons and strange-shaped biological and chemical weapons in front of them also wore uniform clothes.

"Ah...it's the guys from the Skeleton Gang. Didn't I remember that we just arrested their boss before?"

"Let!" Isabella, who held up the shield, looked at the back that appeared in front of her, and suddenly felt relieved.

"Hey, wifey! Long time no see~"

"Hey...didn't you just leave not long ago?"

The snow-white sword energy slashed out behind Cheng Rang as he smiled and turned around to say hello, neatly slicing all the thugs carrying weapons in half.

This group of gangsters who had been fighting with the HLPD for about ten minutes were all wiped out in just a few seconds after Cheng Rang appeared.

An understatement, no waves.

Chapter 3 The unbearable weight of life (3500)

After that, they got rid of the entanglement of the police and walked home hand in hand.

"It's really troublesome... I obviously helped them solve the vicious incident, but they still insist on holding on to me who acted bravely for justice."

Cheng Rang complained softly to the HLPD who wanted to take him to the police station after that, but Isabella remained silent.

"Isa, what's wrong with you?"

"Ah, nothing!"

Isabella shook her head, looking worried.

"You seem to have something on your mind, why don't you tell me?"

She seemed to be considering how to speak, and then said: "Dear... I always feel like you have changed a lot after not seeing me for a few days."

"Eh...really? How do you say it?"

"You wouldn't have killed anyone in front of me like you did today."

More than just killing, it was simply a massacre without any fancy, simple and efficient, without any intention of showing mercy.

It is true that people from other worlds have tenacious vitality, and even if some are cut in half, there is still a chance to save them. Cheng Rang would often hold back like that and throw the subsequent mess to the HLPD group.

But today, under the protection of Isabella for the surrounding people and police officers, none of the gang members who could only be said to have attempted crimes survived, and they all died on the spot.

It was at that moment today that Isabella suddenly felt strange to Cheng Rang who greeted her with a smile on his face.

"Of course, I don't mean to blame you for what you did! Because some of those people will indeed face the death penalty after going to prison..."

Isabella held Cheng Rang's hand tightly.

"But this is the first time I feel that you seem to be numb to this kind of thing. Is this my misunderstanding?"

Isabella's words were very tactful, but Cheng Rang could still hear the meaning behind her words.

Cheng Rang's eyes revealed a heavy sense of exhaustion, and his straight back slowly relaxed.

Looking at the stone paved ground under his feet, Cheng Rang said slowly: "I'm sorry... Can we go home and talk?"

"Yeah, of course."

Isabella immediately nodded in agreement, took the initiative to hold Cheng Rang's arm, and leaned against him gently.

...

When they returned to their new home, Isabella had tidied up the room. A clean and tidy home always made people feel at ease as soon as they entered the door.

"Oh, it's very clean~"

"Hey, thanks for the compliment. Do you want something to drink? By the way, are you hungry? Do you want me to make something for you?"

As soon as she entered the house and changed her shoes, Isha happily prepared to get busy, but Cheng Rang held her back and shook her head.

"No, I want you to stay with me."

"Huh? Of course!"

Isabella pulled Cheng Rang to the sofa with brisk steps, sat down first, and then patted her legs with a smile, gesturing for him to lie down here.

"Come, lie on my lap~"

Cheng Rang did as he was told and climbed onto the sofa.

"Then I'm welcome!"

A girl's knee pillow can always bring people an excellent sense of happiness and healing. As the faint fragrance and warmth wrap themselves up, Cheng Rang closes his eyes with satisfaction, and even feels a little dissatisfied with the status quo, willfully He hugged Isabella's soft waist with his hands.

"Ah, wife, you are so wonderful...!"

As Cheng Rang spoke, he rubbed his head against Isabella's soft belly, then greedily took a sip of her delicious fragrance, and let out a contented sigh.

"What's wrong? I suddenly acted like a child today. I just went through a battle and I haven't taken a shower yet."

"It doesn't matter, you smell good no matter what."

"Hey~ is it true?"

"Um."

This behavior made Isabella giggle twice, and then Cheng let

You could feel her hands gently stroking your hair.

"Isa..."

"Um?"

"I like you...I love you."

The girl raised her hand to tuck the golden hair that had fallen down from her face behind her ears, smiling beautifully.

"I know, I love you too."

"But, today I just went to the association, and Mr. Stephen commented on me, saying that I was an unfit husband."

"There is such a thing, but Mr. Stephen is clearly not married yet."

"So! Really?! That's what you mean!" Cheng Rang responded while gently poking Isabella's waist with his hand, causing her to giggle and twist her body to avoid it.

"Hey, it's very itchy, don't make trouble~"

Cheng Rang stopped what he was doing, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

"But... Isa, I think Fantou is right. I always focus on other things and ignore you. I squander your trust and love for me willfully because I feel that you don't will leave me..."

"But feelings are only meaningful if they go in both directions. I feel like this...I'm sorry for you."

Recalling the rare time when Isabella got angry at herself, she said to herself with red eyes: I just want you to be my hero... Is this considered willful?

My heart couldn't help but be torn gently by that feeling of guilt.

"I'm sorry, Isa..."

The hand caressing Cheng Rang's head stopped, turned over, and looked at Isabella who lowered her head in front of her.

There was a bit of smile in her blue eyes, but more of it was relief.

"Don't you think it's too late for you to say such things to me now?"

"Ha...haha...indeed."

Cheng Rang's eyes glanced aside disobediently, and he raised his hand to scratch his nose guiltily.

Even so, Isabella still accepted his proposal and became his wife.

The young and beautiful girl entrusted the rest of her life to herself. It must be said that this is a very big trust.

Feeling that his heart was wrapped in warmth, Cheng Rang felt that he was very happy now, as if he was lucky.

Isabella sighed helplessly, and then said: "But I can understand you to a certain extent now, so it doesn't matter. Since I gained the power to protect others and chose to follow your footsteps and join Lebra, I I have a deep understanding of how difficult it is to save the world with one person's power. In the past, I didn't understand how heavy the responsibility was on you, but it seemed a little willful."

Isabella pinched Cheng Rang's cheeks and gently pulled them to both sides. Looking at the expression that became funny in her hands, she couldn't help but laugh again, and continued: "Master once told me that this building In the city, things like before happen all the time as usual. It is impossible to take care of everyone. As a person with a greater mission and responsibility, I want to be a hero who saves people. , you will inevitably encounter trade-offs.”

"I don't have as powerful an ability as you, husband, but when I try my best to protect other weak people, I can also feel firsthand the way they look at me."

"There is gratitude, the weight of responsibility, and even incomprehension and doubt... It is really not easy to be a hero in everyone's eyes."

"So, I really admire you who can do all that...even save other worlds."

Isabella leaned down and kissed Cheng Rang's forehead gently.

"It wasn't until then that I realized... you have always been my hero, the hero of everyone who needs to be saved... the hero I love."

"You are really an amazing person! Thank you for all your hard work."

Her soft hair exuded a unique shampoo fragrance, and when she gently swept Cheng Rang's cheek, she felt an itching sensation, which made Cheng Rang feel that his heart was also being tickled.

Cheng Rang looked at the beautiful girl who smiled at him. She was his wife.

The happiness and touch of being trusted and understood unconditionally made him feel sour in his nose.

"Isa..."

Cheng Rang raised the back of his hand to block his eyes, confessed to his lover in front of him, and told her everything he had done in that world.

.......

"I don't know if what I did was right or wrong... I saved that world, but was that really salvation?"

The kind of multiple-choice questions that almost torture human nature, that is, kill one person to save two people, kill fifty people to save a hundred people...

Those hundreds of millions of lives taken away by their own hands...

"In order to save that desperate world... I want to save those children, I want to save more people, and I want people to understand each other... But that is too difficult for me."

"I can't understand the complex nature of human nature, nor can I see through people's hearts... I can't even weigh the evil consequences or almost half of my life, which one is more serious - so I can only make the simplest choice."

Isabella listened silently to Cheng Rang's gradually choking voice. She felt the pain and blinked hard.

He closed his eyes and felt the same feeling of being unable to breathe in his chest.

Cheng Rang raised his trembling left hand in front of him.

"At the time, I just wanted to do that, but I didn't imagine the consequences at all."

If Leticia hadn't repaired everything after that, the world that had been arbitrarily wiped out of more than half of its life might not have been able to continue to function normally, and it might have even ushered in an even more desperate extinction in the end - all those who died after that, All will be innocent lives.

Perhaps the weight of hundreds or thousands of lives cannot crush me.

But what about millions, tens of millions, hundreds of millions?

That's just too much...

Along with the cause and effect entangled with those lives, I can only feel numb to the disappearance of life in my hands, and even begin to feel unfamiliar with the weight of life.

That unbearable weight...

"I'm afraid that I will turn into a monster."

Neither human nor god...

It's just a monster that is so powerful that it can easily destroy the world, but no one can stop it.

He uses his own will to judge right and wrong and do whatever he wants. If such a powerful force continues to be used unscrupulously, no matter how strong the will is, it cannot stop it.

One day, the killing that made me numb to life from the beginning, and this powerful power, will swallow me up.

"I don't want to be a hero who saves the world... I just want to be... an ordinary person who wants to go home...!"

"How can I use this powerful power on the right path? I don't know...!"

Isabella gently held the man in her arms and cried loudly, showing the most vulnerable side to her without any reservation. She silently patted his cold body, using the weak temperature in his body, bit by bit. passed on to him.

"It doesn't matter...you've done enough."

"It's okay...if you don't know what to do, just don't use it for the time being. You can protect many people with only a small part of your power, right?"

Isabella continued: "Although it is very difficult and selfish to make a choice about this kind of thing, there is no way around it, so it is not your fault. You just need to follow the instructions in your heart That justice, just make every choice without regrets."