I, holding a long sword in my hand, only know one move

At this time, Cheng Rang's voice sounded in his mind, and he shared the memory scene with him and explained to Leticia:

"That child is Lina..."

"Save me, and whom I will save."

Chapter 34 The body hiding madness

For several days, Letitia played the role of a loyal bystander without saying a word.

Whether there were good or bad humans in this world, or the squeezed children of the curse, or the angry, chilling, or heart-warming things that happened, Letitia did not express a word of opinion.

It wasn't until the scene in her memory was covered with white light and she returned to this enchanted city that she silently exited Cheng Rang's memory.

The green light of the time curse was extinguished in her palm. Cheng Rang opened his eyes and looked at Leticia in front of him - there was no expression on her face.

"How about it?"

As Cheng Rang took the lead in breaking the silence, Leticia closed her eyes, kneaded her forehead vigorously, slowly squatted on the ground, and kept taking deep breaths.

"Are you OK?"

"No, I have something to do..." Leticia's voice was hoarse for a moment, and she immediately cleared her throat and said: "Although the Time Curse Key Heart is said to be a spell that can read memories, there is a price to pay. In addition to symptoms similar to those of schizophrenia, one of them is that the emotions are completely shared with the person being read.”

"Then you should feel very uncomfortable."

"Of course I feel bad!" Leticia suddenly stood up from the ground, grabbed Cheng Rang's collar excitedly and shouted: "Because you are a madman, madman! A complete madman!"

Crystal tears kept falling from Letitia's eyes as she roared, her voice choked, and her strong empathy almost destroyed her at that moment.

"That's why I asked you for help." Cheng Rang raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Leticia's cheeks and lowered his voice.

"Do not touch me!"

But Leticia's reaction was unexpectedly big. She slapped Cheng Rang away, let go of her hand holding Cheng Rang's collar, and kept retreating until her back hit the bookshelf hard.

Leticia always thought that Cheng Rang had a good personality. Although he was careless, he could also be serious and gentle at times.

But at the moment when the memory merged with him and the emotions completely merged, Leticia's spirit was suddenly torn apart by the huge negative emotions in the heart of this man named Cheng Rang in the gloomy world, and she was caught off guard.

If it weren't for the fact that Leticia, as an immortal, has astronomical experience in regulating emotions and has had her will destroyed by countless taboo knowledge, if she had been replaced by another person, I'm afraid she would never be able to come back. coming.

Cheng Rang, this man, appears to everyone as just a shell.

A "body" bound by oneself and another existence [system].

He is a madman!

No, to be precise, he was once a complete lunatic.

Anxiety, tension, anger, depression, sadness, pain, loneliness, madness, death... He has all of these, experienced them all, and even more than these.

The time they are intertwined, each of them must be calculated with at least "tens of thousands of years" as the time unit. How incomprehensible is this? !

Why is he so strong? Why can this guy possess the ultimate sword intention? Why can he reach the gods in a mortal body?

Letitia has always had this question about that crooked guy, but now this question has been answered when she "escaped" from Cheng Rang's memory.

Leticia could only run away, trying her best to escape.

Because - what is needed to achieve the ultimate intention of the sword: talent, sweat, blood, rebirth, death, he has experienced them all and not just once, but thousands of times!

What he was peering into was only a very short memory, so short that it only lasted a few days.

But in Leticia's eyes, this is simply torture, it's Ling Chi, it's the most desperate provocation to the most desperate, craziest, and dark things in people's hearts that want to break free at any time. .

In that world, he kept telling himself: Never kill, never kill, never kill!

That is the most stubborn light and hope that still exists in this man's heart.

He also wants to think of himself as an ordinary person.

He kept trudging and moving forward in the hell and quagmire of negative emotions.

That is the soul of an ordinary person named Cheng Rang, a soul who keeps taking steps towards the light, never declares defeat, and bears the "price" corresponding to the huge strength.

Go on, go on, go on.

[To take on the title of "The Strongest Sword God" is an extremely pure and heavy responsibility. 】

Because I have experienced the saddest pain, I am gentler than anyone else. Because I have seen the most crazy darkness, I yearn for the light more than anyone else.

He is the sword god, he is Cheng Rang, and he is also an ordinary person.

A great everyman.

.......

At that time, when he was on the verge of emotional collapse, he found himself and wanted to seek help from himself. He smiled and said to himself: "Can I hug you?"

Leticia kept wiping the unstoppable tears from her eyes, and she kept asking herself questions: How could this guy still laugh at that time?

How could he... still laugh as nonchalantly as before? !

"I'm sorry." 10. 20.0 3.7 .992

Leticia's eyes widened, and she looked up in disbelief at the man in front of her who suddenly apologized to her.

"Did it scare you?" Cheng Rang's tone was still so gentle and apologetic.

Suddenly, in Cheng Rang's suddenly surprised expression, Leticia rushed into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Only Leticia, who is also an immortal, can understand what kind of torture the man in front of him went through in that empty void.

Only Leticia, who is also an immortal, can know how much effort it takes to maintain such a shell, just a shell.

Leticia, who has lived for millions of years, chose to use forgetting and sealing methods to keep her reason and original intention at the critical point that she could bear.

Even so, at the moment of being spied on, the attacker's brain can burst...

But what about him?

"Why? Why did you choose to bear it all on yourself?!"

"Why don't you choose to forget?!"

"Why!"

Cheng Rang listened blankly to Leticia's trembling question in his ear, pursed his lips, and smiled helplessly -

"Because before that, there was something I definitely don't want to forget."

"That's something I, as an ordinary person, don't want to forget no matter what."

Those answers are in the dreams created by the resonance blue, in the memories mentioned when reminiscing about the past with the sea-dwelling girl, and in the deepest part of existence called "heart".

It is the bits and pieces of ordinary life, the place he wants to go back to most, the sound of TV commercials echoing in the small room, the aroma of food coming from the kitchen, the sound that he has been waiting for countless hours and wants to hear again. The cordial call to arrive.

is home,

It's family affection,

It is the place where the person who loves me more purely than anyone in any world is waiting for me to go back——

Only by never forgetting [original intention] can you always achieve success.

Cheng Rang said calmly: "So even if I have to bear all this..."

"I will never choose to forget again."

"Because I once forgot...but the moment after I forgot the name of the person who loved me...I regretted it."

Leticia hugged his body tightly and was already sobbing.

Cheng Rang still patted her back gently to comfort her, and said: "It's okay, it's okay...Thank you for understanding me. In this way, you can share some of the pressure..."

"Besides, you are the God of Curses, right? What do you look like holding me and crying like this? A child?"

Leticia immediately hugged her tighter, made a choked voice of dissatisfaction, and corrected:

"...accurate!"

Chapter 35 “God” never cries

Leticia hugged Cheng Rang tightly and huddled in his arms and cried like a child who had been wronged for a long time, even disturbing Danterian who was reading in the distance.

After all, the bookshelf maze is eerily quiet. If such a clear and plaintive sobbing keeps vaguely echoing in the ears for no reason, no matter how you think about it, it will make you feel a little dizzy - and you will not be able to read the book in your hand.

Although the only reason Danterian was disturbed was the last one...

"What's wrong with her? Lost in love?"

"Darian... I think it's best not to joke around at times like this."

Danterian ignored Cheng Rang who smiled bitterly and stretched out his hand above the bookshelf. The two phantom books that Letitia had just flipped through were automatically pulled out from the bookshelf as if in response to her actions, and were flipped through.

"Fortunately, there are no signs of damage, otherwise I would kick you out. I really don't know what is in your mind that has lived longer than me. How many times have you warned me not to use the fire element in the bookshelf? Conjuration——"

"You, a black-haired, red-eyed little brat, talk a lot. Even if I fill this place with fire, you still have the confidence not to burn a page of the book. Who do you think I am!?"

Ah, my head hurts...the two cute and venomous lolita, black and white, started bickering again.

But it seems that there is a saying, hitting is kissing and scolding is loving?

"What are you talking about, little brat!? Then who are you? The old white-haired witch who wants to compete with me for sweets every time!"

"I...."

"Okay, okay, can you stop arguing? I suggest you two just get married.

Is marriage okay? "

"Who would marry this (that) idiot (idiot)!" x2

"..."

The two lolita looked at each other fiercely, and then said in unison:

"Don't imitate me!" x2

Cheng Rang looked up to the sky and sighed.

In the end, Danterian still didn't kick the two of them out - in front of the last snacks stored in Cheng Rang's backpack.

Even Cheng Rang himself was thinking: We are all thousands of years old...Why are girls with this kind of loli appearance really as cute as lolita who have not grown up?

The black-haired girl, whose mouth was full of sweets and was chewing with her cheeks, sat on a chair, raised her hand and muttered: "Close the door when you are doing things, don't let me hear that idiot making noise again."

"Hmph! Thank me for not blowing up this shabby place of yours - ugh!"

Cheng Rang grabbed a piece of butter bread and stuffed it into Leticia's mouth, then walked first to the room that Danterian had opened for the two of them in the maze: "Okay, stop talking and let's go."

The conversation between the two gradually faded away in the empty corridor. It wasn't until their figures disappeared around the corner behind the door that Danterian swallowed the food in her mouth, gently turned the pages in her hands, and read with concentration. stand up.

She whispered softly, as if reciting the words in the book:

"May all those who are lost find the light that guides them forward."

.....Even if there is an abyss behind you and darkness ahead...

But the sky will always be bright, even if there is no sun.

.....

The exquisite carved wooden door closed silently behind him, and the lock automatically clicked down. The pattern on the door began to surge, eroding around until it merged with the wall.

A long series of incantations began to be chanted by Leticia, and layers of seal-like barriers began to be reinforced on the surrounding walls, floors, and ceilings.

"Lin Curse Four - Lin Curse Eight - Lin Curse Sixteen..."

"Thirty-two...."

"sixty-four...."

....

Until Article 512 of the Lin Curse.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Rang asked.

"Just in case, if the space-time rift torn when traveling through the world does not close on its own, these defenses can prevent Xiao Dan's bookshelf from being pulled into the chaotic flow of time and space like jelly in front of a vacuum cleaner."

Leticia put down her hand, "Well, if there is an accident, this will only be enough to delay her for a few seconds~"

The several layers of superimposed Lin curse protective walls made a steady buzzing sound, causing slight ripples like calm water waves, covering the space around the two people tightly.