There is a medical term called hallucinations and delusions syndrome, hallucinations and delusions, they influence each other, and the dreamlike picture becomes true when it falls in the eyes of the patient.

In front of the courtyard downstairs, it was lively.

The girl in the light-colored dress and the man beside her clasped their fingers tightly, and when they entered the courtyard gate, they reluctantly let go.

Shen Zhi illusion actually has no one else, only Cha Cha.

This layer of illusion is more real than reality.

He watched them joking and walking into the room, the warm-colored lights poured down, and the half-open door opened and closed.

By the way, she also turned off her voice.

Deeper and more revealing, the night sky seems to be creeping with a shallow layer of cold fog.

The sound insulation of the old house is not good, but the voice next door is not high.

The conversation can only be heard vaguely, and I can't always hear what they are saying.

However, a few words fell in Shen Zhi's ears very clearly.

"Engagement", "Good Thing" and "Marriage".

Vaguely, scratching his heart and lungs, standing on the balcony stubbornly until his legs and feet were numb, his fists were clenched and then loosened.

He is not indifferent, he is just powerless.

*

Although the two families lived in the same alley before, Yu Gu’s parents were busy at work and really hadn’t met Chu Qingying a few times. After they moved out, the two families had no chance to meet.

Yu Gu’s parents prepared a few small gifts, which are not valuable items, so they can stop thinking about it.

They spoke softly and politely, and Chu Qingying had a pleasant chat with them.

Yu Gu’s mother took the tea and smiled kindly, “My neighbor for more than ten years, it stands to reason that we should have come to visit long ago. It’s really too busy at work. No, I only found out about the two children today. I was happy, and didn't prepare anything that would make it to the table."

Chu Qingying had heard that her too old mother was a well-known attending doctor in a large hospital. She naturally had a good impression of the profession of a doctor. She also laughed: "I only learned about them not long ago. The child is older. We have our own ideas. It is not easy for us as parents to intervene. I look at Yu Gu as a good child, and I only hope that they can do well. I am a mother at ease."

"No, this kid in my family dare not say anything else. It is notoriously uncomfortable and will hurt people. If we are lucky in the future, Chacha can marry our house. No one will make her feel angry."

Yu Gu’s relatives here are very few girls. His mother was not a person who liked to deal with children, but when she looked at how she likes tea, she thinks this child is beautiful and well-behaved, and his mouth is especially sweet. Together, my mood has improved a lot.

The elders talked very happily, tea and tea and Yu Gu went leisurely.

The two quietly opened the gate and slid into the yard.

Riding the night breeze, the two of them sat side by side on the small swing, Cha Cha took a deep breath of fresh air, tilted her toes, she looked down at the long shadow drawn by the moonlight on the ground, "Why did you let you so quickly? Mom and dad come to my house?"

Yu Gu leaned on her shoulder gently, "I want to marry you home quickly, can't you?"

"My dad will definitely not agree so easily."

Yu Gu pretended to sigh, "It seems that I have to work harder."

Chacha heard that Yu Gu said that she was going to marry herself, but she was not disgusted in her heart, and began to worry about the future of the two.

She asked: "Do you have a house?"

Yu Gu: "Not yet."

Chacha quietly squeezed her little hand. In recent years, North City's housing prices have risen rapidly, and the better areas are more than 100,000 yuan per square meter. If it is a school district room, it is even more expensive.

If they want to get married in the future, they will definitely have to have children. When buying a house, they must always buy a better school district as much as possible.

But... how can Yu Gu have so much money!

He will only be an innocent professor in the future, and he should not be able to make a lot of money.

Although Chacha doesn't mind paying to raise money, she is afraid of hurting his self-esteem and afraid that he will not be willing to eat soft food.

Chacha said solemnly: "It doesn't matter, I will buy the house, and I will buy you a large flat with three bedrooms and one living room."

Yu Gu's shoulders trembled, enduring the smile that was about to fill his chest, "So there is such a good thing."

"You get out of the car and I get out of the house. It's fair." Chacha thought for a while, "As for the bride price, it depends on my parents. I can't be the master. They shouldn't be too much."

"Don't worry, I still have the money to marry you." Yu Gu said.

When he said that, Chacha just listened casually.

Half an hour later.

The parents talked about the same, and Yu Gu’s parents were too embarrassed to interrupt, and they were ready to leave before they had finished talking.

Before leaving, Chu Qingying said: "You can come as a guest often when you have time."

"Okay, you don't have to be annoying us."

"how could be."

They didn't know about Chu Qingying and Jiang Chengzhou, so they said casually: "I will pick a Chacha the other day when the father is here, and I will come back."

Chu Qingying said, "The marriage is indeed...and I have to ask him what he meant."

The reason why Yu Gu's mother was so anxious was because Yu Gu said that he wanted to marry Chacha before graduating from university.

They thought it was too early, but the son seemed to be unable to wait.

Without their knowledge, Yu Gu even looked at the wedding room in advance.

Large flat floors in high-rise buildings in the city center.

The baby room is available in the master bedroom and the second bedroom.

In the past few years, he has worked on projects with his mentor and has also made a lot of money. In addition to his usual investment, he does not need parental support, so buying a house is more than enough.

He is optimistic about the house, but Chacha has not seen it. After all, it is the place where the two of them will live in the future, and she has to let her see and feel like it before buying it.

Yu Gu thought about everything very thoughtfully, and kept all the unexpected variables in mind.

On the way home, Yu Gu's mother couldn't help but ask: "Are you so anxious to get married? Don't regret it?"

Yu Gu is categorical, "I don't regret it."

"Marriage is not as beautiful as you think, and it is not as easy as falling in love. Chai, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea are trivial things every day. Can you really stand it?"

"I can bear it." Yu Gu said, "Mom, I really want to marry her."

They are about to be in their senior year.

After two semesters, you will have to face graduation. At that time, you will say that you are not big, and that you are not small. What about getting married?

"Okay, you know, mom, isn't this what you want? It's just that you can't rush, every step is indispensable."

"thanks Mom."

She had never heard her son say so much to herself, and she was also blessed with tea.

Thinking about it this way, her liking for Chacha rose another level.

Yu Gu added: "It's just that in terms of the bride price, I still need my parents to help me."

After buying the house, the balance in his bank card was almost zero and there was no extra money.

"You are my son, can I still miss you from the bride price for your wife?"

But my son is good, and they don't need to buy a house or car.

*

Chacha watched them leave, until her back turned into a dot in her eyes, she reluctantly retracted her gaze and closed the door.

Collect all the dried clothes from the clothes rail, hold the clothes in his arms and take a shower upstairs, planning to have a good sleep.

Opening the door, Cha Cha was taken aback.

Shen Zhi didn't know when he crossed the balcony, turned to her side, and entered her bedroom.

Cha Cha didn't have a good face, "You go back."

Without taking any action from Shen Zhi's feet, she broke into her room without authorization, and presented her master's style: "I'm thirsty and want to drink water."

Cha Cha vigorously opened the floor-to-ceiling windows on the balcony, "Go out."

Shen Zhi is like a deaf man, especially shamelessly holding up the water glass on her table and drinking her water.

Chacha felt that his brain was sick, and ran to her room in the middle of the night to get nervous.

Shen Zhi's eyelashes were drooping, with an unhappy expression, and his brows were enveloped by a touch of sadness.

There was no expression on his face, he just looked up at her.

Cha Cha was staring at his scalp numb.

There is a good saying.

The unavailable is always in commotion.

What is lost is always the best.

Cha Cha used to like these light-colored eyes, but now I really don't feel anything left.

In fact, in her bedroom, she and Shen Zhi have done many things.

Secret kiss and hug, secret tryst with an adult behind his back in the middle of the night, I didn't do anything less.

But in each case, he didn't have any emotions when he did it, it was as faint as a dead lake.

Reluctant when kissing.

Hug and no temperature.

Sometimes she was bold enough to kiss him, and Shen Zhi just let her sit on the chair indifferently, then cover her eyes with her hands, and drop a kiss, like a gift from the master to a plaything.

Shen Zhi looked at her and said, "You can't get married."

He seems to be accustomed to using words that start with no words such as "don't", "no need", "no", etc. to order her and instruct her.

But she is not his dog, so why should he listen to his love?

"You can't control it." Chacha pushed him from the bedroom to the balcony. In order not to disturb the mother on the first floor, she deliberately suppressed her throat, "You can rest assured, I won't invite you if I get married."

Cha Cha still can't do things like marrying an ex-boyfriend, and neither of them is pleasing to the eye. It is true that there is no need to look for bad luck on each other's day.

After saying this, Chacha locked the French window door, grabbed a corner of the curtain fabric with his fingers, and pulled the curtain tightly, blocking the light inside.

The moonlight quietly passed through the clouds and smoke.

Shen Zhi returned to his room. After taking a few pills, he sat at the desk. The lamp was too long and the light was not very bright.

He carefully took out the little book he was holding in his arms. This was the diary he had just seen in the Cha Cha room.

A diary that was thrown into the glove box.

The habit of tea and tea has not changed. Throw all unnecessary things into the cardboard box, then put the cardboard box in the corner, and wait for the next day.

He is lucky.

Before she threw the carton away, she found the contents of this box.

Miscellaneous, all related to him.

Shen Zhi only took the diary, and his instinct drove him to stretch out his hands and steal her memory like a thief.

The book is locked.

Shen Zhi looked at the naive book with small color patterns on the table, and unexpectedly lost the courage to open it.

Shen Zhi knew the password, or he could guess the password.

He tried to adjust the number to his birthday, and sure enough, the pediatric code lock opened with a click.

Shen Zhi didn't open the book right away. On the one hand, he also knew that it was immoral to peek at other people's thoughts. On the other hand, there was a voice in his heart that kept urging him.

Shen Zhi is on both sides of morality and desire, vacillating.

His fingers have been pressed on the shoddy cover, the fingertips moved slowly, and he slowly opened the diary.

There are a few naive words that come into view-

[Fourteen Years Old/Chu Tea/The Secret]

Pink marker pen, the writing is a bit crooked, and a small love heart is drawn at the end.

The first few pictures, nothing unique, recorded the little things that happened every day.

Suddenly, from a certain date.

In this diary that records trivial things, on a certain page of paper, there is an extra name-Shen Zhi.

Fourteen years old, still so early.

Shen Zhi couldn't even remember what age they were in the first grade or the second grade?

He racked his brains to remember, however, the more profound and clear memory of his junior high school began on the day Jiang Miaoyan transferred to school.

The gray sky has color since then.

Regarding Chacha, he couldn't think of any special memories.

For a few pages, his name was written all over it, stroke by stroke, serious, not like scribbling.

He continued to scroll down--

【September 6/Sunny/Happy

I heard that you write down the name of the person you like, and you can firmly bind him]

[September 17/Yin/Sad

Shen Zhi seems to have a good relationship with his new tablemate. 】

[November 24/Snow/Sad

He set off fireworks for Jiang Miaoyan. 】

[January 27/Snow/Sad

He forgot my birthday and my heart was broken woooooo(), but he certainly didn't mean it. 】

【March 4/Fine/—

I want to grow up, I want to grow tall, I want to be beautiful quickly, why is it useless after drinking a lot of milk? Why is he..... Can't you look at me more? 】

【April 7/Fine/—

I still like him. 】

Only less than one-third of it turned, Shen Zhi could no longer stand it anymore, his vision was blurred, and the water mist was dim.

He took two breaths, and took out the cigarette case, his hands trembling horribly, and he couldn't turn on the lighter.

Shen Zhi never knew that her bitter secret love had started so early.

Shen Zhi closed his eyes and rubbed his painful temples. He kept comforting himself that he heard the vague words tonight. As usual, they were all auditory hallucinations.

That's all fake.

Everything is fake.

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Shen Zhi: The self-deception of China's Got Talent Show!

See you tomorrow

Mingyue is more than a little bit of nonsense like a cake

Column for rent again

Now or never!

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