I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies

The early spring sun was warm, and a beam of light shone on the stainless steel ball on top of the flag. The reflected light just flashed the girl's eyes, and she squinted slightly.

There are many students walking in twos and threes on the playground as a necessary ritual for digestion after meals. No one is playing football on the football field. Instead, some students are sitting or lying down lazily, chatting.

On the plastic runway, two girls walked leisurely and slowly.

"Oh, you don't know... Yi Yang went to compete. Some competition venues were set up in schools in other provinces, so they had to take some leave." Wang Sangning smiled and said to Deng Wenxiao next to him.

Deng Wenxiao put his hands behind his back, lowered his head slightly and looked at the white line of the runway under his feet. He tried to step on the line with every step. If he accidentally stepped on it, he would be dissatisfied.

After listening to Wang Sangning's words, she raised her head slightly and said, "That's it..."

"Um."

"Sang Ning, they should win the game, right?"

Wang Sangning was slightly startled and shook her head: "How do you put this? There is no such absolute thing in sports. Although everyone, whether as classmates or alumni, hope that they can go far, but competitive sports, Luck, status, etc. are all very important. Although they have worked hard and put in sweat, his opponents are the same..." After a pause, she laughed and said, "So no matter whether they win or not, they are all worthy of our admiration."

"Sang Ning, it's a pity that you don't practice sports anymore."

"Hey……"

At this time, Deng Wenxiao noticed the horizontal line under his feet and was slightly startled.

Wang Sangning tilted her head: "What's wrong?"

Deng Wenxiao pointed to the thread on the ground: "It's nothing, I've already walked around."

Wang Sangning looked left and right and saw no one on the plastic lawn nearby, so she said, "Let's sit there."

"Um."

The two sat down together.

Deng Wenxiao looked at Wang Sangning, his eyes flowing.

She observed that Wang Sangning's subconscious sitting posture was very different from hers.

Wang Sangning sat cross-legged, with her hands resting on the ground very comfortably. Her posture was like that of a boy, but she didn't have any of the roughness of a boy. She felt both relaxed and heroic.

Then I noticed that I subconsciously curled up and sat down with my legs together, my knees hanging in the air, and my hands naturally hugged my calves.

Wang Sangning said: "Tell me about it."

"Ah?" Deng Wenxiao was slightly startled.

"Tell me how you fell in love with Yi Yang."

Only then did Deng Wenxiao react, his face flushed, and he thought for a moment before saying, "How should I put it...actually, it's probably just an impulse."

"The first time I noticed Yi Yang was at the end of the military training. Didn't we take a group photo together? The first time I had an impression of him was the person in the photo... well, how should I put it, with others? The boys are very different. All the other boys are grinning, but he is the only one who smiles and has beautiful eyes."

"Hehe, he is actually handsome, right?"

Deng Wenxiao's face turned even redder. She held her own face in her hands and wondered why she was telling Wang Sangning these things. Not to mention that today is the first time I have dinner with her, and more importantly, she is a girl that Yi Yang seems to like...

But she just had the urge to confide these secrets to Wang Sangning.

There was something about this girl that made her feel at ease.

Sighing slightly, forget it, just follow your heart.

"Later, my eyes always followed him unconsciously. I don't know if he noticed it, but his every move could affect my emotions."

"I admit, part of the reason why I like him is because he is very handsome, or in other words, I was initially attracted to him because of this... But after observing him for a long time, I was attracted by his temperament."

Deng Wenxiao looked at Wang Sangning silently and whispered: "Don't you think, he has a very calm temperament... How can I put it, he is very different from the boys of the same age around us."

Wang Sangning thought for a while and nodded.

"Every time he looks at me, he turns me on for a long time."

Deng Wenxiao's eyes were fixed on a white line on the football field on the ground. He pulled a piece of plastic turf and played with it. While recalling, he said: "After I started paying attention to him, I always listened to him consciously or unconsciously. I found out about him, that he is from Qinghe County, that he joined the debate team, that he can play basketball, that his best competitive subject is chemistry..."

"I don't know when it started, but everything about him became clear in my heart. It was as if we had known each other for a long time. I was obviously an observer, but it seemed that I was really involved in his life..." Deng Wen Xiao threw away the piece of plastic grass in his hand, put his two index fingers in front of his eyes, standing side by side, and said, "It's obvious that there are two parallel lines in life, but it seems that... they have intersected." The two index fingers pointed at each other. The tip nodded lightly.

Wang Sangning listened silently, her eyes moving, and it was hard to tell what she was thinking.

"I also know that there must be a big difference between him in my heart and the real him. He may not be so perfect, but in my heart, he is the most special existence."

Deng Wenxiao gently put his head on his knees, hugged his calves with both hands, tilted his neck and asked Wang Sangning: "Sang Ning, have you ever had someone you like?"

Wang Sangning was stunned for a moment and thought for a moment: "Well... to be honest, I probably have, but not as specific as you."

"What a true answer." Deng Wenxiao smiled and said, "I also had a crush on a boy in junior high school, but it was not so specific."

"I can't control this emotion, can you understand?"

"Well, that's understandable."

"I'm sure I like him, but I'm afraid that he knows, and I'm afraid that he doesn't know."

"During the sports meeting, he won first place in running, and then he stayed by the track to cheer for his classmates."

"The sunset that day shone on his face, and I thought it looked very beautiful. Suddenly I had an impulse. I wanted him to know that I was always paying attention to him, so I bought a bottle of drink and asked Luo Ying to give it to him. "

Wang Sangning asked curiously: "What then?"

Deng Wenxiao smiled and shook his head, "He didn't accept it."

"Later, I changed my hairstyle..." Deng Wenxiao shook her hair gently and smiled and said: "At first I had a ponytail, and then I untied the ponytail, thinking about this change. It can get a little bit of his attention.”

Wang Sangning showed an unexpected expression: "Hey... It seems like this. I forgot that you had a ponytail when you first started school."

Deng Wenxiao's eyes became warm: "Sometimes I also fantasize, if he also likes me, what will it be like after we are together?"

"I would give him lectures or study a difficult topic together. When I changed seats every week, he would help me move a heavy table, or he would take me to a basketball game. I would tell him when he was tired. When he was walking, he ran over in panic and handed him a bottle of drink, and then the brothers next to him started making noises, and they made a fuss..."

"He would gently hold my hand and hug me gently. When he was participating in the basketball game, I would wait for him outside the gym. When I went to the math competition class, he would wait for me outside the classroom."

"By the way... he can play the guitar and sing, and I can play the violin. Maybe one evening in the afternoon, the two of us found a music cafe with our own instruments. The boss saw us and invited us to perform on stage. So we played a gentle song together, and strangers in the audience sent us their blessings."

Suddenly, the smile on Deng Wenxiao's face disappeared.

"However, I knew that I had probably never appeared in his life. Thinking about this, the more I thought about it, the more unwilling I became. I began to try to let a little bit of myself appear in his life, so I edited some random thoughts into text messages, Send it to him.”

Wang Sangning looked at Deng Wenxiao blankly and blinked.

Deng Wenxiao smiled self-deprecatingly, glanced sideways at Wang Sangning, and said, "Am I being particularly stupid like this?"

Wang Sangning shook her head seriously: "You have never appeared in his life, but he is earth-shaking in your life. If he is not stupid, how can he be stupid?"

Deng Wenxiao bit her lip and said, "I'm sorry...Sang Ning, I want to ask you something..."

Wang Sangning was stunned and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely help you keep the secret."

"No, that's not what I want to say..."

"Can you please..." She hesitated for a long time, then shook her head, "Forget it, it's nothing..."

Wang Sangning looked at Deng Wenxiao calmly and then smiled: "I know, you can talk about it whenever you want. Let's go back to the classroom?"

Deng Wenxiao nodded. Although he couldn't say that sentence, he felt at ease instead. At the same time, he was somewhat glad that he had not said that sentence just now.

That sentence is: Can you please not fall in love with Yi Yang.

"Let's go." Deng Wenxiao smiled.

The two of them returned to the direction of the teaching building, facing the sun.

The sun is just right and very warm.