I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies

Wang Sangning cried on Yi Yang's shoulder for a long time. When her mood stabilized a little, Yi Yang sighed and said, "Are you feeling better?"

Wang Sangning lowered her head, with two blushes on her cheeks. She took a step away from Yi Yang, sheepishly wiped her tears to cover up her embarrassment, and nodded lightly.

Yi Yang said: "Would it make you feel better if I told you about the thing that made you sad?"

Wang Sangning hesitated for a moment, bit her lip, and shook her head.

Yi Yang smiled: "Is that so... forget it." He turned his eyes to the outside of the teaching building and asked, "Would going out for a walk at this time make you feel better?"

Wang Sangning was slightly startled, then nodded.

Yi Yang said: "Then let's go for a walk on the playground. If you want to say something, just tell me. How about that?"

Wang Sangning looked at Yi Yang in surprise, then lowered his head and said, "Okay..."

New Year's Day, today officially enters 2011. Every class has a strong festive atmosphere. All the way down the stairs, I hear cheers or exclamations from a certain class from time to time. It's so warm. In the atmosphere, Wang Sangning's mood gradually calmed down, but there was still a deep melancholy between his eyebrows.

Yi Yang inexplicably felt sorry for this girl. He couldn't think of what kind of blow made her eyes lose the light.

Can't run anymore?

Is it a disease?

Yi Yang frowned slightly.

…

The weather is still very cold.

The two walked to the playground and strolled around the plastic track, going round and round. Wang Sangning lowered his head and said nothing, while Yi Yang didn't say a word and followed her silently.

After walking for a while, Wang Sangning suddenly raised his head, his tears still wet with mist, but he was able to put on a decent smile, and said with a blushing face: "Yi Yang... thank you."

Yi Yang shook his head and said, "One second ago, I was still thinking about whether the girl next to me was Wang Sangning."

Wang Sangning was slightly startled and asked softly: "Why..."

"The Wang Sangning I met before seemed to have endless energy in him. He was full of energy at all times. Although he always had a smile on his face, he never seemed to understand other people's emotions. It's just that Simply living in your own world, well, how should I put it, seems a bit dull..."

Wang Sangning couldn't help laughing, lowered her head, and said angrily: "I am like this in your heart..."

Yi Yang also smiled. Seeing that Wang Sangning finally smiled from the bottom of his heart, a stone in his heart fell to the ground. Then his expression gradually became serious and he said: "But to be honest, this is the first time I see you cry." , I suddenly felt that you were quite real.”

Wang Sangning was silent for a moment, then turned around and continued walking along the track. Seeing this, Yi Yang followed suit.

After taking two steps, Wang Sangning slowly spoke: "Yi Yang, you know, I really like sports and competitions."

"Um."

"As long as I can run, I won't have any worries."

Yi Yang glanced at Wang Sangning in surprise.

A slight smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and her eyes recalled: "When I was young, I did something bad once, and it was my cousin who took the lead. The two of us threw the family dog ​​into the river, and the puppy suddenly I was washed away by the water. I didn’t know that dogs could swim at that time. I was frightened and very sad. I kept chasing the dog and ran along the river for a long time. I was panting until I ran to the dog. The dog was out of sight.”

"My cousin was chasing me, but after a while, my cousin couldn't catch up with me, so she went home alone."

Yi Yang thought to himself that Jiang Lili turned out to be such an unreliable sister.

"The dog was washed away. I ran for a long time. I ran and ran. The scenery in front of me kept changing. I was tireless, but I ran without crying. I don't know why. My mood got better and better. Later I even forgot why I ran away..."

“But that’s when I discovered I loved running.”

"Later, I ran back home excitedly. The dog was already at home. It swam ashore. I was even happier."

"Later, whenever I encountered something unhappy, I would go for a run. As long as I ran, any unhappy things would not matter to me. Later, I simply skipped the running process, and any troubles no longer mattered to me. ."

Yi Yang smiled. Is this why she is so nervous? After thinking for a while, he suddenly said, "I remember you said that you don't like long-distance running because you will sweat."

Wang Sangning was startled for a moment, then smiled slightly: "Do you still remember this?"

"Uh..." Yi Yang coughed lightly without explaining anything.

Wang Sangning sighed deeply: "Want to know why I obviously like running, but in the end I just chose sprinting?"

"Is it related to what happened today?"

"Um."

"Are you willing to say it?"

"Well, you want to hear it?"

Yi Yang said: "If you feel more comfortable if you say it, then I want to listen."

Wang Sangning's face turned slightly red and she whispered, "Do you usually talk to my sister like this? No wonder she likes you so much."

"like me?"

"Don't get it wrong, it's just the kind of love a sister has for her brother."

"oh."

Wang Sangning sighed, looked left and right, looked at the stands, pointed, and said, "I'm a little tired. I'll go up and talk to you slowly."

Walking to the stairs, Yi Yang saw Wang Sangning's mood dropped again, so he asked softly: "Are you... sick?"

Wang Sangning nodded calmly, "Yes."

The playground seemed deserted because most of the students were holding their own classes' New Year's Eve party. There were only two people sitting there in the huge stands. After the girl finished saying that, she slowly raised her head and looked at the dark Sky's eyes were empty, and then he smiled bitterly.

"The first time I got sick was when I was in junior high school. It came without any warning."

"One afternoon, I ran a 5,000-meter run. Suddenly, my ears started ringing. My chest felt like a big stone was pressing on me. I couldn't breathe and stopped. I was so uncomfortable that I thought I was going to die. I was sitting on the road, coughing for a long time..."

Yi Yang listened silently.

"I didn't know the reason at the time. Although I had a vague premonition in my heart, I just thought that the intensity of running was a bit too high, so I took a rest for about half an hour and recovered."

Yi Yang looked at Wang Sangning. Her eyes were no longer as bright as before, and she felt a little distressed for no reason.

Wang Sangning lowered her head slowly and continued: "There was no recurrence for a while, and I gradually forgot about it."

"It wasn't until I was in the third grade of junior high school that after another long-distance run, the suffocating feeling of being unable to breathe and coughing reappeared. That time I frightened my parents and sent me to the hospital."

Wang Sangning bit her lip and said slowly: "The diagnosis is exercise-induced asthma."

Yi Yang was startled, "Exercise-induced asthma?"

Wang Sangning smiled bitterly and nodded: "Yes, when you are not sick, you are no different from ordinary people, but once you are sick, you will have asthma symptoms."

"The doctor asked about some information about my family. There is no family history of genetics in our family, and... there are no allergens. The two attacks were both caused by running, so it can be basically concluded that it is exercise-induced asthma that suddenly appeared. sick."

"Even exercise-induced asthma may have multiple triggers, such as pollen allergies and cold. My situation at the time was very special. My only trigger was long-distance running..."

Yi Yang's brows twitched. He really didn't expect that Wang Sangning, who was usually very nervous, would suffer such a big blow.

Wang Sangning recalled with her eyes and smiled lightly: "At that time, I was depressed for a period of time and had to give up long-distance running. I almost gave up on happiness..."

"However, exercise-induced asthma does not mean that you cannot participate in all sports. You can participate in some intermittent exercises. In short, this is what the doctor said at the time, and I also checked that some Olympic athletes also have exercise-induced asthma. , so I had hope again, thinking that if I couldn’t run long distances, I could do short runs, and it would bring me happiness.”

"Slowly I adapted to sprinting. After a while, I miraculously found that there was nothing wrong with explosive training, so I became bolder and slowly became what I am now."

Yi Yang said: "So you are lying when you say you don't like long-distance running."

Wang Sangning smiled sheepishly: "I'm sorry, this is the only way I can lie to you."

"But what I didn't expect was... During today's game, I was going to test the venue before the game. After running two laps, the weird suffocation feeling last month came again... This time it was more intense than the last time. , I coughed for a long time, kneeling on the ground and breathing heavily, which scared the coach. Someone on the field recognized my symptoms, called 120, and sent me to the hospital."

Sighing, Wang Sangning smiled self-deprecatingly: "Didn't you ask me what grades I got? In fact, I gave up and didn't even get grades."

"So...what did the doctor say?"

Wang Sangning lowered her head, smiled bitterly, breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "The mechanism that prevents sprinting from triggering asthma... also suddenly failed."

Yi Yang was slightly startled and didn't know what expression to use. He shook his head and said, "Your physical fitness is so good...why did you suddenly get this disease?"

Wang Sangning said: "Yes, I find it very strange. What disease is more reasonable for a girl like me to get... Well, arthritis is more reasonable, right? But when I get this disease, it sounds like something is wrong." "

At this time, Yi Yang couldn't help but admire Wang Sangning. At this time, her mood had gradually recovered and she even started joking.

Yi Yang said: "It seems that God prefers your quiet look and thinks you are more beautiful that way, so he cast this curse on you."

Wang Sangning smiled sadly: "I can't rule out this possibility."

Yi Yang sighed in his heart, she really lived up to her name, Sang Ning...sunny.

Wang Sangning stood up, the frustration on her face disappeared. She stretched and said to Yi Yang, "Thank you, Yi Yang, I have adjusted now."

Yi Yang also stood up and asked, "What are your plans next?"

When this topic was brought up, Wang Sangning's expression froze slightly.

Yes, what to do next?

Yi Yang thought for a moment and said, "You haven't told your parents yet, have you?"

Wang Sangning hesitated for a moment and nodded.

Yi Yang analyzed it seriously: "Does the school know that you have asthma?"

Wang Sangning bit her lip again and nodded.

"What did they say?"

Wang Sangning smiled bitterly: "The school asked me to quit the physical training team, but they can retain my qualifications to study in the school."

"Well, I think this is the ending. After all, if something happens during training, the school cannot bear the responsibility."

Yi Yang lowered his head and thought seriously, then raised his head and looked at Wang Sangning, "If you can't run anymore, then focus on studying, right?"

Wang Sangning was startled, "Concentrate on studying?"