House Dad’s Literary Life

Murphy said that his daily life is meaningful. Yang Lan does not think so, because in his daily life, in addition to watching him grow up day by day to make him feel full, other things are not meaningful.

Writing books and writing songs, Murphy thinks that he is creating in the study, but Yang Lan knows that these are not his own works, even if sometimes, in order to meet the setting of this world, Yang Lan needs to carry out these works. Artistic processing, but according to the copyright logic of the world, these works are still copied by him!

Of course, no one in the law can pursue Yang Lan’s responsibility. Who knows that these works come from another plane?

But for Yang Lan himself, even if he is cheeky, he doesn't care, but it is undeniable that his life value is not reflected.

Taking care of the wife and children’s sense of responsibility has concealed Yang’s inner emptiness!

In the past, Yang Lan thought that if he was to live alive, he could no longer have a killer organization to pursue, to enjoy the life of ordinary people, and to wake up naturally. Then there is a beautiful, simple wife in the arms, a cute, sensible daughter crawling on the back, not swearing. At the very least, I wrote something about my previous life and changed my living expenses. It seems that this kind of life is enough, and it will be a good life for a lifetime!

However, it is not.

Yang Lan can't sleep and wake up to wake up naturally. He still maintains the same habit of getting up early in the past life, insists on exercising, and keeps his body in a good standard.

He has not been able to retreat like Yang, and he can stay with the beloved little dragon girl in the ancient tomb for decades.

Murphy took him to sing, and Yang Lan went. Although he was forced by the situation, he did not enjoy the stage like Murphy, but he had to say that tens of thousands of people watched and sang, and Yang Lan got a lot of heart. Satisfaction is like the achievement of a milestone achievement in life.

Yang Lan feels that he does not like to show his face, it is best to hide behind the scenes, what can be done, but Murphy told him that he likes to make movies, so he tried.

Of course, Yang Lan later found that he did not have a deep obsession with filming like Guo Ziyi, but he really liked to play his favorite movie character and played "Rudy", which would be the cold but kindly big. The man has been restored, and even integrated his own understanding and performed better. Yang Lan feels that his heart can be satisfied!

A dull, happy life is right, Yang Lan does not disappoint, and will not change his face from now on, and live a life without a family!

However, Yang Lan feels that he should also find what he wants to do, and strive for it to create his own value.

Otherwise, his inner emptiness will one day erupt.

But what does Yang Lan want to do?

There is no answer to this question directly.

Yang Lan began to explore the memories of his previous life, what do he like to do in his previous life?

Singing is not too bad. After all, the voices and faces of his past lives have been destroyed. For pop music, he can only appreciate and can't sing at most.

writing? Or to create your own novel? This is a bit difficult, Yang Lan likes to read, and the writing is not bad. This world can be seen from the successful adaptation of those novels. But he really let him write a novel, and Yang Lan lacks the inspiration for creation.

Then what he really likes may be pure music!

Once upon a time, he sat in the middle of an empty shelter, with super hifi headphones, listening to Zong Jilang’s "The Original Scenery of Hometown", in the wonderful ocarina, as if the soul floated out, it seems to be able to feel the author's Nostalgia, the scene is that his soul is riding a high-speed train, traveling through the endless fields, passing through a mountain river... Waiting for him to take off the headphones, I don’t know when it’s bursting into tears.

Yes, although he does not know where his hometown is in mainland China, but in music, this does not prevent him from resonating emotionally with this song!

Of course, it’s not just the music of the original scenery of the hometown, but also a lot of music, like Mr. Hisaishi’s “With You” (that is, everyone’s misunderstood “The City of the Sky”), beautiful and romantic. "Khanon", a faint but exciting "imprint of the rain" and so on, of course, there are also the domestic "Piano Piece of the Night", the violin version of "Liang Zhu" and so on.

Too much pure music, playing with instruments, beautiful and breathtaking!

Yang Lan’s past life will also try to play the works of these masters. Although his basic instruments are playing well, but the picky ears can still hear a little difference, so he has been practicing and knows that he has arrived in the world.

In this world, he has less practice in playing pure music. Perhaps because of Murphy, he put more energy on pop music. Of course, he can sing and he can control the singing of different ranges. It is still a thing that makes Yang Lan feel excited.

But now, think carefully, Yang Lan still likes pure music, but he has not yet taken this path, even if Murphy gave him a violin.

However, in this respect, how can Yang Lan reflect his life value? Still as before, copying and writing, and moving the classic pure music of the past life?

But in this way, what is the difference between what he has done before and how to create value and achieve meaning?

Yang Lan thought for a long time in bed that night, and finally, he made a decision.

"I want to compose myself!" Yang Lan told himself.

Composing is not a simple matter. It is not that you can become a long-time stone. Even if you are a student from the class, you can't write a song that you can barely listen to!

Moreover, Yang Lan wants to compose music. It is not a general song. He wants to create a classic called "The Seal of the Rain" and "Liang Zhu".

This ambition seems to be a bit too big to be, and it seems to be a bit unconstrained.

Genius and madman are only separated by a wall. He is not a genius. It is estimated that he can only be a madman or a fool.

Of course, Yang Lan will not want to create his own classics, but will not move the classics of previous lives. What a pity, he still wants to play and play!

But Yang Lan feels that no matter how difficult it is to achieve this crazy idea, he should also try it.

Beginning with the composition of the basics of learning, starting with the creation of broken pieces, starting with the simplest piano or violin instrumental music, Yang Lan has already thought of the way to go.

It may not be difficult to create a song, but creating a classic song is definitely not a goal that can be successful.

Yang Lan even intends to regard it as his own life goal, do not need to be too anxious, do not need to separate his life, do not need to be like To Beethoven to toss himself into that look.

It doesn't matter, Yang Lan can use his free time, such as going to school, then Murphy to work in his leisure time, even in ordinary life, in the travel with his family, slowly learn, slowly Accumulate, listen to the music of this world, learn nutrients, and embrace the world and life to get inspiration.

In my lifetime, as long as I can create a classic music of my own, this is to realize my dream!

Of course, even if he can't create it in the end, Yang Lan feels that it doesn't matter. The process of creation will definitely make himself grow and create value. This is also a manifestation of making life meaningful.

Yang Lan feels that it is necessary for him to go to the campus for further study!