First Marriage Then Love

Enron looked at her, and for a while did not respond, shook his head and said: "I... you, what did you just say?" Did she get it wrong!

"Go with me in the afternoon to choose a wedding dress." Lin Li calmly repeated the words again.

Enron looked at her and couldn’t say a word.

Lin Li smiled, looked at her, shook her head, and bit her lip and said: "I, I can't let go, I loved him for 10 years, suddenly let me let go, I can't, really can't."

Silence for a long time, Enron asked: "What about the woman?" She still remembers that the woman yesterday vowed that Cheng Xiang would return to the United States with her!

Lin Li pulled the corner of her mouth and slowly said: "The woman is Cheng Qing's childhood sweetheart. Before coming to college, they are together every day. Cheng Xiang likes her, she likes it since she was a child. He said that from his time, he is the biggest. The wish is to grow up and marry her, but he knows that it is only his thoughts, because he doesn't like him, only when he is a brother, he always likes another boy who grew up with them until he is admitted to college. The two of them finally revealed their relationship to their family and friends, thinking that their parents are friends, their love soon received everyone's blessings, including Cheng Xiang. Finally, the same man with the original plan Guo, and Cheng Xiang insisted on staying, and finally entered our university."

Enron just listened quietly, without interrupting.

Lin Li drank again and continued. "In fact, I have always had a shadow in his heart. I even knew that I was just a substitute for that shadow, but I don't care. I really love him. I don't mind his insistence. I have long hair, I don't mind if he asks me to never get this black hair, I don't even care if he sometimes dazes at my hair, smirks at me, I know he is missing another. This kind of hair woman. And these years he is really good to me, good for me to almost forget, forget that I am just a substitute for others."

"Lin Li, why are you so stupid." Enron looked at her with distress.

Looking up, I pushed my tears back and shook my head. "I didn't feel wronged. He didn't make me wrong. I can feel that he loves me for so many years. When he holds me, he calls. When I was in my name, I knew that he didn't have any feelings for me. He loved me too."

"If he loves you, why should he entangle with this woman." Enron asked. No matter what happened before, this is the key now. If he loves Lin Li, why is this time coming back, he will immediately fly towards her, knowing that Lin Li is still pregnant with their children, they are few It’s going to be a wedding!

"He just went to take care of her. Hey, he was hurt a lot in the United States. The man they grew up with was lame, fell in love with another Chinese student, and knew that he was pregnant when he left. That time, you and Cheng Xiang met at the hospital. That was because you were forced to stay in the hospital because of your emotional excitement, and your parents had already immigrated to them a few years ago. Canada, here, in addition to Cheng Xiang, she has no other people to know." All this is Cheng Xiang told her.

"Lin Li, you are deceiving yourself!" Enron looked at her, her eyes were a little red.

After sucking his nose, Lin Li laughed and shook his head and said, "I choose to believe, just want to give him and myself a chance." Then, tears can no longer control and slip down, said, "Enron, I I have been with him for 10 years, not a year or two. How many years can I have in my life? We are 28 years old. We don’t even know what love is until we are 10 years old. Before 18 years old, we have been living in the love of our parents. After the age of 18, I have been using all of my love for 10 years. I can say that I have put a lot of energy and feelings on this man. Now I suddenly say that I can recover it. How can I recover it? ”

Enron looked at her, tears fell even more fierce than her, half a mouthful, can not say a word. She and Cheng Xiang have been watching her all the way in the past 10 years. She knows more than Lin Li’s work and love in Cheng Xiang.

Enron didn't know what to say, "Lin Li, you are stupid." She was distressed by Lin Li, and she was so sad that she loved it so much.

Lin Li smiled, and she still had tears on her face. She said, "Let me, let me be stupid again, but you can rest assured that this time I will not be hurt anymore. The most painful thing is that we will still get married. Because we still have children, Cheng Xiang has always been a responsible man."

Enron looked at her and pulled the paper towel on the table and handed it to her. "Is it worth it?"

Lin Li nodded and nodded heavily, saying: "Worth!"

Enron no longer talks, a little bit, afraid that she is uncomfortable, decided to stop this topic, and reached out to wipe the tears in her eyes, then took the chopsticks placed at her desk, removed the cardboard shell, handed the chopsticks Give her, try to let myself pull out a smile and say: "Eat, eat me and accompany you to try the wedding."

Lin Li nodded and took the chopsticks in her hand and watched her laugh out loud.

Enron laughed too, just smiled and smiled, and the tears in his eyes could not help but slip. She only hopes that Cheng Xiang is all true, and Lin Li is no longer hurt.

A meal came down, ten dishes, almost no movements of chopsticks, a lot of dishes have almost never moved, the original is still just the way it came. Lin Li ate very little today, only a few pieces of celery, and almost nothing else moved. There was no such thing as how to eat before.

Enron worried about her, but did not dare to force it, so the waiter brought a cup of milk over, Lin Li still seems to have no appetite, shaking his head, only said that he can not drink.

This time Enron did not give in, directly squinting, said: "You don't think about it for yourself, think about the children in your stomach, you can't eat, but are you sure you want to hungry baby?"

Lin Li looked at her for a while, and finally she took the cup of milk and drank it like a bitter medicine.