Fantasy world

When I was delegated to the lower levels, I followed the instructions in a confused manner. In essence, I was just a frizzy young man. But after being transferred to the lower levels, I experienced a lot of confusing things, big and small. At my age at the time, I couldn’t think clearly and couldn’t control myself.

Let’s just say that Zhang Xiaolian and I were just like that without any preparation. Since then, I have really worked very hard to improve and fantasize about my relationship with her as much as possible toward a beautiful, moral, and noble level. At the same time, he also tried his best to resist all temptations and risks besides this.

But all of this was torn to pieces when Mi He and I had a private tryst and were intimate and ambiguous. Only then did I realize that the demons, ghosts, and filthy water that had been hiding in my body and deep in my soul had completely lost control and spewed out, gushing out for thousands of miles.

Therefore, the gentlemanly demeanor that I had always adhered to and controlled during my public relationship with Wu Wenyan was all gone at this moment. A lonely man and a widowed woman, young and restless; sincere and tender. At this time, men and women seem to have nothing to do with anything, love, the future, nobility, beauty and ugliness. Who would still think about it if they still remember it? All that is left is the impulsive devil.

Just when Wu Wenyan fell into my arms tenderly, my welcome, my hug, my intimacy, and my passionate kiss were all filled with involuntary and irresistible excitement and trembling.

I know very well that this is the"friendship" they have always insisted on, always expected, and always longed for. Any man and woman, once they reach this level of intimacy, can only achieve the blending and giving of each other's hearts. Further ahead are restricted areas and minefields. I also believe that once a man and a woman are so intimate, there will be no restricted areas or minefields between them, only a trace of fear and fear that remains deep in their hearts. Every time at this time, Zhang Xiaolian's stern instructions and scoldings would echo in my ears in time.

Regardless of whether he is a man or a woman, when he is intoxicated with the passion and happiness of love, probably no one will think about dying again. I don’t want to die, and Wu Wenyan doesn’t want to die now either. In this way, our passion and ambiguity can only come to an end.

With great difficulty, the two of us slowly regained control of our shyness and stopped being arrogant. The intimate embrace that followed became natural and casual. The sweet words that followed were more flirtatious.

After chattering and chattering, the two of us naturally talked about Yu Ruonan. Wu Wenyan understands the relationship between me and Yu Ruonan even more clearly and thoroughly than I do. She didn't show the same distress and sympathy as Mi He towards my experiences and grievances. At first, she asked me about my situation in a pretentious manner, and also said a few caring and affectionate words, which were considered polite to me.. But soon her true colors were revealed, she took pleasure in others' misfortune, and began to make unscrupulous jokes.

"You deserve to be a playboy and greedy! This is retribution!"

"I deserve it! You deserve it!"

"Did I say something wrong? Look at how many of our country winemakers are so sincere and infatuated with you, but you don’t care or cherish them at all. Deep down, I still despise it. You still have to be jealous of others. Isn't this retribution?"

"You are the one who is unreasonable and talking nonsense. Why do I look down on your country winemakers? Isn’t Michelle a country wine drinker?"

"Come on! Don't always use Cher as a shield. You yourself have long admitted that there is someone else in your heart besides Xue'er. Aren’t you the ones causing all these troubles now? Isn't that what you deserve? Xueer is only a little older now, do you really regard her as your lover? Your feelings for her are true brother-sister love. Your promise to her is entirely out of the brother's love and responsibility for his sister."

"other people?"My heart skipped a beat, and then I suddenly remembered what the two of us had said before. Obviously, she now connected with Yu Ruonan without thinking. Of course I know that she contacted her blindly. But I still would rather he misunderstood like this." OK! I deserve it! It's me who is greedy!"

"So what are you going to do?"

"What do you mean?"

"Why! You really plan to treat all four of us girls as your romantic partners. Don't you think you are too shameless and greedy?"

"When did I say that I would treat all four of you girls as lovers? I promised to treat you as my sister and my friend. Wasn’t it because of you that I dated you like this?"

"snort! I accidentally told the truth again. It doesn't matter if you keep coaxing me like this. I'm afraid that Mi He and Lingzi won't let you go so easily. They both have partners, and Mihe is still married in the military. You didn't expect the consequences?"

At that time, Mihe and I were still like this in front of her. If I accidentally revealed my mouth, it would be the biggest blow and harm to her.

"Wenyan! You know, I was forced to do nothing!"

"You have no choice but to blame yourself. When we were in a relationship, you were kind enough to help me. At any rate, we are justified. It won't cause any big trouble. If you were wholeheartedly in love with me, why would there be so many things behind you? But you just don’t like me, and you’re still afraid that I’ll pester you"

"Wenyan! That's not the case. You have really wronged me. I really don't want to bully you like this"

"So now that you've bullied me like this, are you going to take responsibility for me?"

"I——"

"okay! Look how scared you are! I'm not that greedy. We had that relationship before, and I might still be able to help you. Now that Mihe and the others have gotten involved, I can't help you with anything. From now on, all I can do is try not to cause you any trouble. Life in the countryside is difficult, and there is no room for any mistakes. Whatever you do in the future, you should be more careful and keep an eye out."

"It's the same for you. It's even harder for you. You must take good care of yourself and live well."

It is said that the children of poor people become rich early. Compared with Mi Helingzi and others, although Wu Wenyan is younger than them, she has suffered more blows and hardships since she was a child, and her thoughts are deeper and more mature than theirs. I was with her. Together, it seems that we have passed through the ignorance of youth and the confusion of emotions. We can communicate and dialogue calmly, and can also achieve the tacit understanding and resonance of the soul. The two of us have been lovers before, but the two of us have not been together until now. There has never been any ambiguity and intimacy between a partner and a lover. Before leaving, we hugged each other silently and quietly for a long time as before, without passion or impulse, as if just to listen to each other's heartbeat..