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We both fell silent, and the atmosphere in the room became extremely depressing and dull. I wanted to get up and leave, but thinking about it, I felt too stingy. After all, I am a grown man and they are still a little girl.

I calmed down my mood, calmed down my emotions, and pretended to be relaxed and asked:"Wen Yan! Are you like them now, hating me to the bone and gnashing your teeth?"

"In your heart, I have always been the same as them. In your eyes, our rural wine jars are not worth taking a serious look at. Before, we all thought we were lucky to know you. Now it seems that it is all our own fault."

"Why! Don't go on the line like this. I haven't even thought about what you said. I am sent to the countryside, and I am very happy to get to know you and become friends. I have never looked down on you or looked down on you. The good evening class ended like this, and I feel more sad than you. You can't blame me for this. Also, whether we are real or fake, as long as you are willing, I can date you every day. But among them, I really don’t dare to play with fire. I am just an ordinary educated youth. If something happens, I will harm others and myself."

"I just wanted to tell you that if you treat them like this now, they will definitely be hit like this. I know you are not such a person, but if you really get into such a quarrel with them now, we can't continue to interact like this!"

"Just because of this, are you really going to ignore me again? Won't you date me again? Even this fake love relationship has been terminated?"

"Am I not hesitating and struggling?"

"What? Then according to your opinion, I still have to accompany them to play with fire, but you are happy?"

"I have nothing to be happy or unhappy about. The two of us only had a false name. In the past, you and the others were as close as I was to each other. Even if the two of us carry false names, at least we can still be friends. Now that you and them have fallen out, they won't let us go if we continue to act."

I know Wu Wenyan's conflicts and entanglements. Although I publicly engaged her in order to help her, in terms of emotions and relationships, I never made her feel that she was special or special at all with the other three girls. She The reason why they are as awkward with me as they are is actually a kind of helpless sadness and lamentation!

I never thought, how could things develop to this point? It would lead to such a result? I broke up with them all Logically speaking, Wu Wenyan should be happy and grateful that we have entered into a relationship. But I can't see any such look in her eyes. In her heart, she has always regarded our relationship as the same as that of me and other little girls. She always regards herself as one of the four little girls. Therefore, she can only stand by the little sisters at the critical moment.

That’s fine, there shouldn’t be anything special between me and the other little girls. We have no conditions or reasons for our relationship, nor any substantive necessity or significance, nor any future or results. There are only troubles and risks, and meaningless costs.

"Then - both of us——"

"It's nothing, just follow the customs in the countryside, public engagement and public breakup. Nothing happens!"

Although Wu Wenyan pretended to be extra calm, I could feel her voice still trembling slightly. Her tears seemed a little uncontrollable. She didn't dare to face me anymore and turned around immediately. I felt extremely embarrassed and speechless. It can be said. I had no choice but to walk out of her room silently.

When I came out of Wu Wenyan's house, I suddenly felt a collapse. I fled in a hurry to the grove of Kongtai, leaned against a tree trunk, and burst into tears. This was my devolution. I have never felt a failure and depression since. Several little girls, we were once so close and so happy, have now become enemies. Although I still have Zhang Xiaolian here, and Uncle Mi and Aunt Michelle. But they are all They are my relatives. I only have relatives and no friends here, and I am still very lost and defeated.

No matter how I try to hide it, my frustration and pain cannot be hidden from Michelle’s eyes. When I got home, she looked at me She looked unlucky and dejected again, but she became more and more gloating about her misfortune, looking proud.

"how? Are you having trouble with Sister Wen Yan too?"

"yes! You should be happy now, right?"

"What did you say? A few days ago, you and the most beautiful little sisters in the Bay were busy and happy every day. No matter you were in a good mood at home, the whole family was happy with you. Look at you these days, you have a bitter look on your face every day, like who owes you Chen Damai, and I am still getting angry and scolded by you!"

"Do you follow me and get angry and scolded?"

"yes! My parents said I was ignorant, so why did I make you angry? Do you think I am unjust or not?"

"That is because I have wronged you and caused you trouble! I will explain it to my parents tomorrow!"

"cut! No need for you to explain, your parents already know"

"Do your parents know? What do you know?"

"I know you were kicked!"

"What?"

"snort! You must be dishonest and bullying others!"

"What? Did I bully her? Why did I bully her?"

"Who knows! All I know is that in our countryside, a girl's reputation will be ruined if she has a date with someone and then breaks off the engagement. The next time you find a partner, you will all be a little shorter. Don’t you think, Sister Wen Yan has been harmed by you!"

"Why is it my fault again? She was the one who asked me to help her like that, and now she is the one who wants to break off the engagement. I still feel aggrieved!"

"Then don’t break off the engagement! Sister Wenyan is really pitiful!"

I clearly knew that she was deliberately angry with me, but I couldn't bear it anymore. I grabbed her arm with one hand and pinched her face:"If you say one more thing, I will strangle you to death!""

Michelle covered her face tightly. In the dead of night, she didn't dare to shout loudly. She could only bar her teeth and frown at me. I didn't dare to go too far and let go of her angrily. As soon as I let go, she punched and kicked me. , wiping tears and muttering:"Did I say something wrong? If you are angry outside, you will take it out on me. Why? Am I your punching bag? I just grabbed her little fist with both hands:"You obviously made me angry on purpose, why am I taking it out on you?""

"I know you are just angry with me and think I am dragging you down. I didn’t ask you to wait for me. You can be friendly with whoever you want. What do I care about you?"

Michelle grinned and cried suppressedly. I felt sour in my heart, and quickly hugged her tightly into my arms:"Stop thinking and talking nonsense. I promised my cousin and my parents that I would never let you be like these country winemakers. I don't know what the future will be like now. As long as I have the opportunity to return to the city, I will never fall in love with anyone. I will definitely wait for you to grow up, marry you, and take you to the city. If I really can only stay here for the rest of my life. Then send you to our house and let us find you a partner in the city. Marry in the city"

"I don't!"

"What?"

"I want you to promise me that no matter whether you can return to the city in the future or not, you will wait for me"

"That won't work. If I can only take root here for the rest of my life, we will definitely not get along. When the time comes, I will send you to the city. I will take care of my parents and Xiaoqiang here."

"That's absolutely impossible!"

"Why?"

"You are an educated youth and have settled in our family. If you don't marry me, you will have nothing to do with our family. Why should you take care of my parents?"

"I have long considered this my home, and you still treat me like an outsider?"

"what! We country folk have to follow rules in everything we do. If you want to be good to my parents, you have to marry my lover, otherwise no one will believe anything you say."

"What kind of rule-breaking is this?"

"That’s how it is in the countryside! Although you have settled in our home, Xiaoqiang and I have already regarded you as a brother. But in the eyes of others, you are still an educated youth, and we are still ordinary country people. No matter how close our relationship is, it cannot be compared to anything else. In the future, if you really take root here, as long as you don't dislike it, I will definitely marry you when I grow up. If you could go back to the city early, I wouldn't pester you. I know that I am a country wine drinker, and I have never had any sweet dreams. My parents are older, but Xiaoqiang is still so young. I have to take good care of my parents"

"No! no! That's not what I just said. It's my responsibility to take care of my parents, Xiaoqiang. You are a drunkard, and sooner or later you will belong to someone else's family."

"Who said that? Can't I recruit a son-in-law? snort! People in the bay compliment me on my beauty, and I will definitely be a beauty when I grow up. If you don’t believe it, no one will be willing to be my door-to-door son-in-law."

"willing! I do!"

"I don't like it even if you want it!"

"Why?"

"You are an educated youth, who really thinks you are a country boy? It is simply wishful thinking to expect you to live an honest life in the countryside like a country boy!"

"OK! Then just wait, I'll do it for you!"

"Come less! You'd better think about it carefully, what are you and Sister Wen Yan going to do?"

"If she is so determined to call off the engagement, then she should call it quits. It will be a matter of time anyway. Before, I was always worried that she would get into trouble. Maintaining this relationship would allow us to keep in touch with Professor Wu. Now it seems that it has really had a bad impact on her over time. It’s hard for me to be a human being too"

"cut! Treat me like a child again! Even though he couldn't let go, he still pretended to be innocent. Now, you have offended them all. Who will care about you in the future?"

"It doesn’t matter! Even if the whole country ignores me, I don’t care. I still have a family, you, Xiaoqiang, and my cousin."

"For such a big matter, you'd better ask your cousin and see what she says!"

"ask her?"

"Of course, you and Sister Wen Yan are engaged in public. Breaking off the engagement in the countryside is a big deal."

"oh! Still so troublesome?"

"You brought this trouble on yourself, and you deserve it!"

"Isn’t the trouble all because of you? Michelle suddenly broke away from my arms, jumped out of the distance and pointed at me angrily:"Don't accuse me unjustly and blame me for everything. You are obviously afraid that you will get into trouble and you won't be able to escape when you return to the city in the future.". What does this have to do with me?"

"OK OK! It's my own business, not yours!"

"Of course it's none of my business! I didn't expect you to stay here forever!"

"That is! Who would be willing to take root here for the rest of their lives?"

"Hate! You are a ghost!"

After Michelle finished speaking, she turned around and pulled the door out. I thought about it for a long time before falling asleep.