Fantasy world

Although I was so stung by Hou Jinbiao at the brigade denouncement meeting, it did not cause much blow or harm to me. Compared to Professor Wu and Wu Wenyan, my grievances are even less worth mentioning.

The brigade's criticism of these targets of the dictatorship is not just about standing on the stage and bowing their heads and confessing their crimes. We must also concentrate on carrying out labor reform. The project depends on the arrangement of the brigade cadres. There are many voluntary labors specially arranged for the transformation of the four types of elements, and the labor intensity is no worse than that at the water conservancy construction site. However, high work points can be earned at the water conservancy construction site, and the transformation of the four types of elements is voluntary labor.

During these days, Wu Wenyan looked at her father every day and was constantly tortured and tortured both physically and mentally. She could only stay at home and cry.

I already have the reputation of having sex with the children of the fifth category and breaking their shoes, so I don’t need to deliberately avoid suspicion. After finishing work every day, I would go to Professor Wu’s house. Together with Wu Wenyan, I made some nutritious meals for Professor Wu, which gave him some comfort.

Of course, Professor Wu also has a clear mind about the real relationship between Wu Wenyan and me. And what I am doing now has long gone beyond my obligations.

But Professor Wu, unconsciously or not, kept nagging me while Wu Wenyan and I were taking good care of him. Regardless of whether we have this fate in our lives, he has entrusted his daughter to me, just in case one day he has one of his own. Unexpectedly, Yan'er is helpless and lonely here, how can she survive?

I couldn't give Professor Wu any answers or promises, but Professor Wu's words touched me greatly. Although I am in a fake relationship with Wu Wenyan now, at least I can still care about her and protect her. But when the day comes when we no longer even have this high-sounding relationship, what else can I do for her? It was said that she was regarded as a biological sister like Michelle, and Michelle lived up to her name, but Wu Wenyan could not find any reason. In the countryside, you have to follow the customs and rules of the country. If you violate these customs and rules, no matter what you do or say, no one will believe you or care about you.

And Wu Wenyan and I can't pretend to be real, and there can be no results. Emotionally, I already have Zhang Xiaolian; in terms of results, not to mention me, even Wu Wenyan herself can't pass Michelle's test.

After the two of us avoided Professor Wu, Wu Wenyan explained to me again

"sorry! Brother Hao Bin! My dad is fighting every day and his brain is confused!"

"It's okay. Your dad said he would entrust you to me, but he didn't say what would happen to both of us? You treat me like a brother and I treat you like a sister, don’t you also entrust you to me?"

"yes! Even if I regard you as my brother and you regard me as your sister, it is only something we admit privately. Who would believe it if you tell me to go outside? We were already publicly engaged, and our reputations were already out, so no matter what we said, people would still talk nonsense!"

"sorry! Wenyan! They are all boring people, just think you heard a dog meowing and a cat meowing! Don't take it personally!"

"I have stayed in the countryside longer than you. Don’t I still know what’s going on in the countryside? When I first thought of asking you for help, I thought of all the consequences. My reputation is as good as being a black-type child. What else do I care about? But for nothing, you will be implicated along with me! and——"

"Wenyan! Really sorry! If it weren't for Xue'er——"

Wu Wenyan suddenly turned around, rushed in front of me, stretched out her hand to gently block my mouth, and looked at me with burning eyes:"If it weren't for Xue'er, would you really like me? Would you really be with me? Am I dating?"

I didn't dare to look into her eyes and quickly turned my head to the side:"It's not because of Michelle, at least it's still possible - leave some hope in my heart." After hearing my words, Wu Wenyan seemed to be excited It collapsed all of a sudden! I didn't dare to look back at her tears. Keep your head down. She hid aside and calmed down for a long time. Come closer to me again slowly

"Brother Hao Bin! After the two of us have gone through so many turmoils, I don’t think Americans will bother me anymore, and others won’t even look at me from the corners of their eyes. You won’t have to bear such a false reputation for me anymore!"

"Wenyan! What do you mean?"

"What I mean is that after a few days, the two of us will find a reason to announce our engagement!"

"What? Why?"

"Brother Hao Bin! You were helping me back then! The crisis is now over. I can't always rely on you and drag you down like this!"

"no no! Wenyan! you listen to me! You are like this now - we broke off the engagement, maybe you will still encounter these scoundrels!"

"Don’t worry! I was originally the one who criticized my kind of children, but now my reputation is gone, and no one will bother me again in the future."

"Then what else do you have planned?"

"That was my original plan, and I wanted to achieve such a goal and effect. It’s just me and my dad who are wearing this hat now. Anyone can bully me, and no one who wants to take advantage of me really cares about me. What good people could I hope to meet? I have already thought about it. Although I am also a country wine drinker, I would rather accompany my father alone than stupidly jump into the fire pit!"

"No! Wenyan! Why do you want to break off the engagement? We both have this reputation, so at least we can still keep in touch. Although it can't help much, I will never bully you! I——"

"However, I can't always let you take the blame and take the blame. This will have a great impact on you and is so unfair!"

"Wenyan! I really don't care!"

"You don't care, I care! Seeing you feel wronged for me makes me feel more painful and uncomfortable than feeling wronged myself!"

"Wenyan! you——"

"elder brother! Don't try to persuade me! This is life! As long as I know that my brother doesn't hate me from the bottom of his heart and is willing to treat me like his own sister, I will be very satisfied. I am an educated youth. I still have my own life and my own affairs here. I can't help him with anything, let alone drag him down like this! When my brother and I break off our engagement, he will no longer be affected by my father and me. Brother, you can also work hard, strive for progress, and strive to return to the city as soon as possible!"

"No! Wenyan! I don’t care what you said!"

"Even if I don't care about this, Xue'er is growing up day by day, so she will mind too! If I have missed Xueer all my life because of me, I won’t be able to apologize even if I die!"Wu Wenyan was already bursting into tears as she spoke.

What Wenyan said is also true. Xueer is also growing up day by day. Since the last time Zhang Xiaolian and I privately declined the baby kiss for her, there are still people coming to propose marriage. Moreover, the conditions in all aspects are getting worse and worse, and every time she has to rack her brains to find a suitable reason to politely refuse, Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi are given a headache! Judging from Michelle's current age and family situation, she has The crises and dilemmas we are facing are indeed more urgent and embarrassing than Wu Wenyan!

But, am I really going to dump Wu Wenyan now? Although we are in a fake relationship now, we can still communicate openly and have normal relationships after all. If we quit publicly, After we kiss, we can no longer have anything to do with each other, and we have to avoid suspicion even with Professor Wu. If anything happens to their family, I can only be an outsider! How can I help her take care of her? With their current situation In this situation, even I dare not enter their house. Who in this big country is willing to take this risk?

"no! Wenyan! I don't agree with the breakup!"

"elder brother! What are you doing? You ruined your reputation just to help me. You are still willing to get into this trouble!"

"I am a grown man, what does my reputation mean? It all stinks anyway! Leave it to him!"

"Why are you bothering?"

"Aren't we still brothers and sisters in private? Then can I take care of myself and leave you alone?"

Wu Wenyan couldn't control herself and threw herself into my arms again, still crying and beating me:"Brother! Why are you so nice to me? You don’t allow me to love you! You make me suffer so much, so hard! You have suffered so many grievances for me, and you have taken on the false reputation of being a virgin for me. I want to thank you and comfort you, but I can't either. What do you want me to do? I really don’t want to talk to you or see you anymore, I just want to break up with you!"

"Wenyan! Look at you now, acting like a baby and crying in my brother's arms. You are the greatest comfort to me and make me feel that your life is so valuable!"

Wu Wenyan suddenly raised her head, smiled and wiped away tears:"Okay! If you don't agree to break off the engagement with me right away, then you have to agree to one condition!"

"What conditions?"

"Promise first before I tell you!"

"good! I promise you!"

"From now on, I will still love me as my sister. I know that we are not even close here, but I am the closest person to us!"

"yes! That's what I mean!"

"However, I must also allow me to treat him as a real person and let me love him like a real person for once!"

"no no! I can't promise you! How does this work? Like is mutual, love is reciprocal! Brother treats you as my sister, so you can only treat me as your brother!"

"forget about it! Then we’d better cancel the engagement!"

"Why?"

"Why? You are so good to me, but you don't allow me to be good to you. Is this mutual? equivalent?"

"Wenyan! I am good to you because I care about you and feel sorry for you!"

"I don’t want you to pity me! I want to break off the engagement with you immediately. From now on, no matter who comes to propose marriage, I will accept it. I want to marry myself as soon as possible so that I can be loved and cared for!"

"Wenyan! When did I say I pity you?"

"So what do you think this is? You said it yourself, you have done so much for me, but apart from feeling pity and pity, do you really like me at all in your heart?"

"I——"

"elder brother! You treat me completely out of sympathy and compassion. You have done enough for me, and I will never be able to repay you in this life. The days ahead are still very long, I always drag you down like this and hurt you, I will even look down on myself!"

"Wen Yan——"

"That's all! You go back!"

Wu Wenyan sat aside with her head lowered and ignored me. I had no choice but to go home angrily!