Fantasy world

I spent a few days feeling anxious and anxious about being a thief. Michelle finally had the wit and cunning to give me a time and place. Before I could react, she disappeared again. I didn’t dare to be blindly excited about the information she gave me. I would rather believe that Michelle was teasing me on purpose. This was the only way to Only by numbing yourself can you barely control yourself, counting the minutes and seconds, quietly waiting for that moment to arrive.

The day is really too long today. The sunlight that was not particularly bright originally turned out to be like a burning furnace. My life is like being nailed to the furnace and being roasted. I am enduring it every minute. Painful suffering.

Before the sky got completely dark, I made up a random reason to go out. I can't wait to plunge into the lonely and endless countryside. After being devolved for so long, such loneliness seems to have become my favorite, because only in such loneliness can I truly be free and myself. Cry when you want, laugh when you want, laugh and curse whenever you want, without any pretense or pretense. How refreshing and refreshing it is to vent like this.

Zhang Xiaolian, I really like you, I just like you and want to be with you. As soon as you walked into my heart, my life will never be without you.

As if I was preparing lines for myself, I carefully designed and imagined every possibility and detail of my meeting with Zhang Xiaolian. I firmly believe that I will die, no matter what, I will confess my love to her today and let her accept it.

I just indulged in my thoughts and wanderings. Unknowingly, I wandered to the place where Zhang Xiaolian and I had our first tryst.

In fact, there is nothing special about this place. They are all the same place, and they are all the same wilderness. It's just far away from the village and away from the path. There are some trees and weeds all around blocking the view. Even during the day, it seems quiet. Under the quiet night, it feels even more eerie. It's not intentional, and you definitely won't encounter anyone..

However, this kind of environment is always full of warmth in my heart, because here I boldly hugged Zhang Xiaolian for the first time, that kind of panic, that kind of hot and messy, that kind of soft body feeling and tangy nose The body fragrance, aftertaste to this day, is still so intoxicating and crazy.

Just when I calmed down and was ready to savor every bit of the night Zhang Xiaolian and I stayed here, I heard a few gentle calls faintly coming from my ears.

"Hao Bin! is it you?"

I didn't believe my ears. With the help of the hazy night, I started to look around, but no matter how hard I opened my eyes, I could only see the shadow a few meters away. I tried my best to prick up my ears again and watched the silk around me with vigilance. The slightest movement

"sister? is it you! Where are you?"

Just at the edge of the distance that I could just see, Zhang Xiaolian flashed out from behind a tree trunk. My heart immediately rose to my throat. I really didn't dare to make any more moves, for fear that my slightest recklessness would break it. I entered this dream-like state.

We both held our breaths, and there was no sound. In the quiet night, we could only hear the subtle sounds of our feet pressing on the grass. The two of us just walked slowly like this. Slowly and silently, we got closer and closer, so close that we could clearly hear each other's breathing and smell each other's body energy. I still didn't dare to act rashly, even though there was a voice in my heart screaming: Hurry! I rushed forward, hugged her, and didn't let her run away. But my body, my hands and feet did not obey its orders, as if they were frozen by the temperature of minus 40 degrees, and I instantly turned into an ice sculpture.

Zhang Xiaolian finally Unable to bear such silence and freeze, she seemed to suddenly feel relieved, and her whole body relaxed. She raised her hand and gently tapped my forehead with her finger.

"Have you ever developed a brain? How can you talk nonsense to Cher? What do you want to do? Are you really impatient with life? Want to die? If you want to die, why don't you take your sister to be buried with you?"

"no! sister! I——"

"Give me back my shit! Xueer has told me everything, do you still want to quibble? Could it be that you have gone back on what you said?"

"No, I didn't! I just want to explain to my sister face to face and apologize!"

"OK! Sister, I will listen to your explanation and apology now. What you said to Xue'er that day were all lies and deceiving Xue'er?"

"I didn't tell lies or lie to her, but she forced me to"

"You are still being forced by him, she is almost driven to death by you, she is so angry, and I am almost driven to death by you two little things, I am so angry!"

"sister——"

"Do you still have the nerve to call me sister? Didn’t you tell Xueer that you like me? You are thinking about me day and night, and have trouble sleeping and eating, just because you think I am lovesick!"

"Who told you to take so long and not come to see me?"

"oh! Are you relying on me again? You just made such a big fuss with that little girl, how can I act like nothing happened before and visit you every three days? Then if you cause any unpleasant things between you and that little girl, they will say that I am the one who is stirring up the trouble! I don't want to mess with your shit anymore!"

"what! You are just looking for an excuse to deliberately not want to see me. You clearly know that Wen Yan and I have nothing at all. I have just experienced such a big turmoil. I have been on tenterhooks and panic all day. At the critical moment, even you don’t want to talk to me anymore. How can I survive this day? How can I live happily and peacefully here?"

"Who knows, I think you are living quite comfortably now. Today you are in a good mood, go see those educated youth comrades, and have a leisurely time; tomorrow you will be bored, sing flower drum opera with others, or find a few little girls to relax. Isn't this a moist day?"

"sister! What did I do wrong? You left me alone like this, and now you come to make fun of me. If you are so angry with me, hate me, and hate me, why did you risk your life to save me when I was bullied by Mi Guocai, Hou Jinbiao and others?"

"I did it all for my uncle and aunt, all for Xue'er. I'm worried that if you cause something big, your uncle, aunt, Xue'er, and Xiaoqiang will be killed by you."

"Something happened to me, and the one who suffered the most was my sister!"

"yes! That’s why I try my best to help you. To help you is to help myself."

"sister——"

I couldn't control my emotions at all, and the emotional tide seemed to be turbulent, knocking on the floodgate of tears mercilessly. I endured, supported, and turned around silently, trying my best to hide my vulnerability and guilty conscience. I really want to lift up my steps and stride towards the boundless wilderness. But I still don't have the courage. My heart and my soul are always held tightly by an invisible big hand, but my thoughts and sadness are floating in the vast night, falling bit by bit——