Ettrama: The Secret In Love

The sound of a car engine was heard up to Reista's room, her heart was beating even faster when he knew that Ramel had come home. Since 6pm Reista has actually returned home because of a threat from her husband, maybe not a threat but her husband's wish.

I don't know how it feels right now his chest actually beats five times faster, if this heart was man-made it might have been knocked out a long time ago. luckily this is made by god

She is really ready in red lingerie with black lace, Reista admits that the color is very beautiful and suits Reista's white skin, don't forget the scrubs that have made her skin even cleaner, the scent of lilies from the shampoo she used spread throughout her room.

Even though she has shown several films on how to properly satisfy her husband, she is really restless at the moment. I hope she won't forget the lesson she's watched so far and earlier, don't forget the last film that made him take a deep breath.

Right now Reista is in her and Ramel's wardrobe, she is too scared to greet Ramel in front of their room.

The sound of the door opening was heard by Reista, she knew that Ramel had entered their room. Reista just bit his nails restlessly, what should she do now? welcome him or just here until Ramel comes in to change clothes ?.

She let go of the nail that he had been biting from earlier, what if it was kissed by Ramel later, and it became smelly. she would have disgusted me, oh my god I can't even do a little thing. Reista took a deep breath and threw it away. she convinced herself to be optimistic that Ramel would touch her tonight and she wanted him to be satisfied.

Reista came out of the clothes room and closed it slowly, the light in her room was still off, where's Ramel? she clearly heard that Ramel came in here.

Reista turned on the light in her room with the remote control that she had been holding on to earlier, it's empty ....

There was no Ramel in this room, and no fragrance in his body either. Where is he?.

Reista looked at the bathroom and it turned out that Ramel was also not there, Reista was getting more restless tonight. Was she wrong to wait for Ramel in the wardrobe? What if Ramel thinks that Reista isn't in his room and goes to his office ?. Ramel was indeed several times in his office until morning.

Reista decided to come to Ramel's workroom, opened their door slowly and walked a little nervously. the lingerie she wore made her shiver a little. luckily the workers and maids today told Reista to be on the first floor and no one should go up to the 2nd or 3rd floor.

Reista arrived in front of the door to Ramel's workroom, she tried to calm her heartbeat and opened the door slowly.

"Ahhh Ramel that's right.. ... right there honey..ahhhh". Reista froze, when she heard a voice she often saw in movies. and this voice was Caca's.

Reista walked hastily, there was no Ramel in his chair. Reista looked around and found a door to another room, the voice became clearer when she headed for the door.

Reista struggled to hold back her tears, a thought that was not haunting her brain at this time, she forcefully opened the door. Locked...!

The door was locked, Ramel locked the door to his work. he was with Caca in the room with voices that made his heart even hotter.

"Give menmore honeey, faster. ahhh Ramellhhh, ahhh".

Reista's tears dripped at this, she was really hurt. she fell into the bottom of the abyss. Reista knows what they are doing right now inside. Reista is not stupid and he knows that Ramel has been so close to Caca all along. enjoy Caca's body and he does not enjoy my body as his wife.

An experienced man like Ramel, indeed needs a woman who is very good at bedside matters.

Reista cried silently, her heart breaking even more when bad thoughts haunt her now, what will her fate be like in the future? what will happen to her life tomorrow, just being a wife without being touched by her husband? her whole life?

Stupid....!

One word that represents Reista at the moment, is so, so stupid ...

Let go her youth in Ramelson's golden cage, and respect him as a husband and love his children as I love myself.

Reista walked unsteadily out of the room, it was enough for her to be hurt now, her life is too young for Ramel to make a substitute wife. maybe not a wife, just a mother to raise his child. she is taking advantage of my current kindness, he treats me like a slave given golden clothes. it's true Caca said I'm just a wife who is not considered.

My position as a wife is legal, but the rights I have are unable to make Ramel respect me now.

So what should Reista do now? walk away from Ramel's life, or settle into the shadow of his own stupidity.

Reista wants to be selfish at this time, she wants to get away from everyone, from her family who entrusted Reista to Ramel. from her parents-in-law who told her to be patient with Ramel. from Renandra her son who wanted her to continue to be a good mother. what should she do at this time ?.

Reista returned to his room and locked the door, she changed the lingerie she was wearing into a shirt and trousers. Reista took the scissors on the nightstand on her dresser, cut the lingerie into small pieces and shattered, just like her heart at this time. pieces of happiness while wearing lingerie continues to spin in her brain.

But now that piece is destroyed, it is not left over and will not come back completely. her heart was broken, her soul froze and her mind was blank. Reista stared at the piece of lingerie that had fallen to the floor. fell as hard as her heart, trampled underfoot and would never be seen.

Her tears had now stopped, why should she think about Ramel's feelings and try to be a good wife for her ?. if he doesn't treat me well.

It's better for me to have fun with my youth, it's better that I don't have to be his secretary anymore, it's better that I don't have to pretend to be nice and respect him anymore. I will choose the path of my life, if one day I find a man who can accept me and love me. I will completely leave Ramel's life, I only need Ramel's time and a little money to become a different person.

Reista lay down on the bed, her eyes very heavy for now. she wants to fall asleep and live tomorrow with all new things.