Endless Silver Machine

Luoluo thought that everything that happened last night was a dream, but when she opened her eyes and saw Wei Xi sleeping next to her, Shun holding her hands and hanging her head on the chair beside the bed and snoring, she knew that it was not a dream.

Last night, she didn't stay in Ling's room as usual. The fatigue accumulated over a long period of time made her lie on the bed, and her consciousness sank into darkness. When you wake up, you will forget today's troubles and welcome tomorrow with full energy.

But she didn't forget. Instead, she remembered everything.

Luoluo sat up and looked at his hands blankly.

Wei Xi and Shun were not awakened by the sound she made sitting up. They were already exhausted last night.

Not only did he remember it, but he also gained more feelings, feelings that were not his own.

"Why……"

Tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and the pajamas on her chest were tightly clenched into a ball.

"It hurts..."

This is not my own feeling. Although I have experienced this kind of pain, it is far from this level.

What happened to me...

Suddenly there was a sound of a chair moving slightly beside the bed, and Shun, who was snoring, seemed to wake up.

Luoluo wanted to pretend to be sleeping immediately, but his body did not move according to his wishes.

"Luoluo..." Shun narrowed his eyes, and his eyes widened immediately when he saw Luoluo sitting up on the bed, "Luoluo! Are you okay?"

He hurriedly stood up from the chair and walked to the bed, carefully looking at Luoluo's body.

"Brother Shun, Shun!"

Luoluo immediately pulled the quilt to cover his body. Even if he was a childhood sweetheart, Luoluo couldn't allow him to see her just waking up.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Shunya realized that there was something wrong with the way he cared. He took a few steps back and left the bed. "Are you feeling uncomfortable in any way?"

"..."

Faced with this question, Luo Luo hesitated for two seconds, then smiled and shook his head.

"There's nothing particularly uncomfortable. Thank you, Brother Shun, for causing you trouble last night."

"Do you still remember what happened at that time?"

"Well, Orchid Heart seems to be out of control."

Luo Luo fumbled for the sky blue necklace around her neck, but there was only the touch of skin in her hands.

"Aika took that necklace back to her room."

Last night, in order to avoid the same situation happening again, Aika temporarily kept this "dangerous item" for Lolo.

"It would be dangerous to be around my brother..."

"That's the kind of person he is, and you know it."

"Um……"

Luo Luo nodded slightly, his face became a little more painful. Fortunately, the curtains in this room were closed, so Shun wouldn't notice Luo Luo's depression in the darkness.

"The situation last night didn't really cause trouble, but it did scare us. It would have been big news if Ling woke up."

"Is Sister Ling awake yet?"

Luoluo leaned toward Shun anxiously, she couldn't ignore this sentence.

Her body pulled the quilt, and Wei Xi, who was sleeping on the same bed, was inevitably woken up by her.

Seeing Luo Luo's sudden excitement, Shun scratched his head in confusion. He simply relayed Ling's explanation last night to Luo Luo "appropriately".

Don't let her know that Aika and her heart are connected, and if she doesn't notice, try not to draw her attention.

It's not that it's a bad thing for two people to connect with each other, but there's no guarantee that Luo Luo won't be confused after knowing the facts.

It is enough for those who know about this matter to have Aika. As long as he can control his mentality, Luo Luo will not be greatly affected.

This was a decision made by Wei Xi and Shun, and Ling also agreed to keep Luo Luo a secret at that time.

Shun secretly looked at Luoluo's face again. She didn't seem to be uncomfortable because she was connected to Aika, and Shun felt a little relieved.

"Really...don't you feel anything strange...?"

Wei Xi tried to confirm again. She had already roughly understood the current situation when Shun was explaining to Luo Luo.

"Well, it's totally fine."

Luoluo smiled, making people believe her answer.

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Luoluo and Ling's rooms were on the left and right of Aika. After Shun and Wei Xi left their rooms, Luoluo got out of bed and walked quietly to the wall that separated the two rooms.

She stretched out her hand and made a motion to knock on the door, but her wrist was frozen in mid-air, unable to knock on the wall anyway.

"Brother... am I the one who makes you suffer so much..."

Her memory was restored, and both the memories before and after the amnesia were completely preserved in her mind.

This was the first action Luo Luo made after moving here after losing his memory.

"Why……"

She knelt on the ground as if giving up, resting her hands on the wall, her long sky-blue hair hanging down weakly.

Tears welled up uncontrollably, soaking his sleeves and dripping on the wooden floor, leaving dark marks.

The feelings I have endured for several years, no matter how uncomfortable I am, are all buried in my heart.

That night, taking advantage of Aika's inability to resist her tenderness and forcing him to kiss her, all this became an indelible fact.

The relationship between the two people can never go back to the original time, and all this is conveyed to Aika through her heart.

The choked sobs finally could no longer be suppressed, and Luo Luo chose to give up, crying as if she wanted to spit out all the sadness in her heart.

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After crying, Luoluo sat alone by the bed. The curtains were still open and the room was still dark.

How long has it been? Her hands were hanging on the soft sheets. Although the PDA was within reach, she didn't have the strength to lift her arms.

Although Shun and Wei Xi didn't say anything, Luo Luo had already discovered that the feelings that didn't belong to him belonged to Aika.

I don't know since when, I can no longer feel the feelings belonging to Aika in my heart, and I have become alone again.

There was a knock on the door, and it lasted for a long time, but Luo Luo didn't notice it at all.

When a ray of light illuminated the dim room from outside the door, Luo Luo raised his red eyes.

When Wei Xi and Shun left the room, Luo Luo did not lock the door, so it could be opened from the outside.

The person he wanted to avoid the most now pushed open the closed door.

"elder brother……"

She opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say to him next.

Aika's figure was against the light, and Luoluo could not see his expression. She only knew that Aika was not looking at her now.

That ray of light disappeared after Aika entered the room, replaced by the sound of the door lock ringing.

He slowly walked to Luoluo's bed and stood in front of her.

"Would it feel better if you cried?"

This was the first thing Aika said after entering the room, and it was also the last thing Luoluo wanted to hear.

If I could feel Aika's feelings at that time, then in contrast, I could only hide my feelings from him.

Even if she pretends to be nonchalant, Aika will know that she has cried weakly.

"Brother, I'm sorry..."

Apart from that, Luo Luo couldn't think of anything else to say to him.

Were those things really not done out of one's own willfulness? Luoluo couldn't lie. If he didn't have the above-mentioned feelings for his family, it would be absolutely impossible to do that kind of thing.

Luoluo wanted to vent her anger in Aika's arms and let her tears take away all her worries. This was a privilege that had been hers since she was a child.

But now, she felt afraid even touching Aika's body. This privilege no longer belongs to me, because it was me who betrayed the relationship with my family in the first place.

Another tear fell on the thigh that could not be covered by the nightgown. The warm liquid made Luo Luo understand his weakness.

"I am no longer qualified..."

She sobbed and twitched her nose, trying to stifle her cries.

Without a place where tears could flow, Luoluo could only bear the weight of tears alone.

Aika knelt down in front of her so that Luoluo's face could not escape her sight.

"I can't hear your voice now, but I can't pretend that I didn't hear those words before."

That was when Luo Luo cried loudly, her heart was filled with regret and self-blame.

"Brother will definitely forgive me," Luoluo shook his head, shutting out Aika's concern, "I know that brother will definitely do this, and I also know that brother will use these words to comfort me, because I just took advantage of you. so……"

She was unable to finish her soliloquy as if venting her emotions. Aika suddenly stretched out his hand and pushed her down on the bed, shutting her mouth in this rough way.

Lying on the bed, Luoluo looked at Aika with eyes trembling with tears. She instinctively wanted to hold up her body and escape. But Aika immediately grabbed both of her wrists and restrained them above her head.

Luoluo's wrist was so slender that Aika could completely control it with one hand, rendering her completely unable to move.

"don't want……"

His hands were grabbed by Aika with brute force, and only his body could twist helplessly.

She shook her head in disbelief, more alarmed than confused.

Luoluo had never been treated so roughly by Aika, so this was his first experience.

"If you think you are the one causing me pain, just be obedient now."

The words Aika said in her ear made Luoluo's whole body stiffen, and she could not find the strength to continue struggling.

Taking advantage of her moment of relaxation, Aika used her other free hand to turn Luoluo's face and force her to look at him.

Luo Luo couldn't turn his head, so he could only look away. But after meeting Aika's eyes once, Luo Luo could no longer escape.

Luoluo could feel Aika's inner struggle from his eyes.

"Please stop doing this kind of thing!"

"I'm going to do to you what you did to me, so you won't forgive me, right?"

"I've never thought of such a thing!"

"Yeah, you never thought about it, so it's all my fault."

After Aika finished speaking, she blocked Luoluo's mouth with her lips, so that she could no longer stop herself.

Lolo struggled harder underneath her. She turned her head desperately, but Aika held her chin tightly.

Aika was serious, so Luoluo knew what he would do to him next.

Because as Aika said, this is a replay of that night, except that the positions of both parties have been reversed.

This is the comfort that Luoluo has hoped to get from Aika for so many years, but at this moment, her heart is getting heavier and heavier in self-blame.

The legs clamped by Aika weakly kicked the sheets, which was the only free part of her body.

The door to the room was locked, and the light outside the window was blocked by curtains.

In the dim room, only the overlapping gasps could be heard faintly.

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