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After hula la eating the yogurt with some sugar in it, Shang Jian Yao held the lunch box and turned his attention to Ren Jie and Li Zhen.

The two women in charge of distributing the sacrament deliberately ignored him, and in a counterclockwise order, gave the yogurt in the cylindrical container one by one to the different members.

After the sacrament ceremony, Li Zhen carried the tableware and passed through the middle door and entered the inner room. Ren Jie casually chatted with the believers and asked them their opinions on the sacrament today.

During this process, she didn't lean in the direction where Shang Jian Yao was, because she felt that she could guess what the guy would say.

"He will definitely say'the taste is good, the portion is too small'. How could such a person be drawn into the order? Although the'sage teacher' has always allowed us to develop more young people, especially those who have just reached the age of marriage, but Young people also need to be classified..." Ren Jie glanced at Shang Jianyao, and sensibly gave up the idea of ​​sharing his field experience with him.

She walked to the aisle leading to the middle door, turned around, and said to everyone:

"That's all for today's party. Go back one by one. Be careful on the way."

The members present at the same time bowed and left Li Zhen's house separately, and walked to different places at night without street lights.

Shang Jianyao and Shen Dushun, both wearing dark green thick cotton overcoats and holding clunky flashlights, walked silently along the edge of the monitor.

When he was about to separate, Shen Du raised his head and glanced at the ceiling immersed in the darkness, and a question came out:

"What does the real sky look like?"

Shang Jianyao looked at the torch light column:

"It's very tall, very blue, and very empty."

Shen Du fell silent, separated from him, and walked towards his home.

After Shang Jianyao returned to Room 196 in Area B, he made up his sleep and waited until the peak of work was over before rushing to have breakfast before the cafeteria closed.

After filling his stomach, he came to the elevator hall at the corner of the C area.

The twelve elevators here go directly to the "research area".

Shang Jianyao skillfully pressed the 25th floor, and then when the elevator was going down, he swiped his card and pressed "3".

After arriving on the third floor, Shang Jianyao walked along the corridor outside the metal gate to the innermost room on the right.

"Boom boom boom." He knocked on the door.

"Who?" a soft female voice came out.

Shang Jian Yao reported his name, and finally said:

"Dr. Lin, I want to make an appointment for the review."

Doctor Lin in the room suddenly smiled:

"Little businessman...

"It just so happens that I am free now, come in."

Shang Jian Yao, who was permitted, turned the handle and pushed open the door.

Dr. Lin still wears gold-rimmed glasses and a white lab coat, sitting behind the wood-colored table, playing with the pen in his hand.

Unlike the past, this time, her hair was not curled up, and she drew it down casually, looking a few years younger.

"Good morning, Doctor Lin." Shang Jianyao greeted with a smile.

Doctor Lin pointed to the chair opposite:

"Good morning, sit down."

As she spoke, she glanced at the open folder in front of her.

When Shang saw Yao sat down, she asked casually:

"How many days have you been back from work?"

"I came back yesterday afternoon." Shang Jianyao didn't hide it.

Doctor Lin used the end of the pen to pestle the tabletop, smiled and said:

"Today was too sudden, so I won't do any tests. Let's just chat.

"How is it? This time the field work is going well, right?"

"Very exciting." Shang Jianyao answered truthfully.

Doctor Lin was a little curious:

"How exciting?"

"It can cause ordinary security staff to die several times." Shang Jianyao found a comparison standard.

"Then you are lucky, you can come back alive." Doctor Lin couldn't help but sigh.

She turned to smile and said:

"Then you can tell me about this experience, don't say anything that needs to be kept secret."

Shang Jianyao showed a reminiscence expression:

"We drove out of the gate and came to the surface. The sky was blue, very high, and very empty. It felt like it could **** people up. It was very scary, but just got used to it...

"There are many trees around, some of the leaves are green and some are withered, and there is a fresh smell of **** in the air..."

"Stop!" Doctor Lin raised his hand and pinched his nose, "I don't need to talk about such details."

She immediately picked up the cup and took a sip of tea:

"What about the back?"

"No more." Shang Jianyao replied calmly.

"Huh?" Doctor Lin couldn't react for a while.

Shang Jianyao explained:

"The confidentiality clause is involved later."

"..." Doctor Lin was a bit stunned, "In other words, you only started to encounter confidentiality clauses after only a few hours out of the house? After this, what else can you say?"

Shang Jian Yao answered seriously:

"Eat canned braised beef, ate energy bars, ate compressed biscuits, urinate once after going to the bushes, and killed two mosquitoes..."

"Needless to say." Doctor Lin was rather helpless.

She was silent for a while, and couldn't help asking again:

"Except for the details of life, everything else involves confidentiality clauses?"

Shang Jianyao nodded:

"We have to wait for the company to review it before we can determine what can and cannot be said."

"Yeah." Doctor Lin sighed, "What happened to you all? Uh, are there any casualties?"

She was worried that this would stimulate Shang Jian Yao and make his condition worse.

Shang Jian Yao shook his head:

"No."

Dr. Lin breathed a sigh of relief and decided to change the subject:

"In these experiences on the surface, do you feel that you have grown?"

"Yes." Shang Jianyao said with a serious expression, "I find that saving all mankind is a very difficult thing. We often can't save even a small town, a settlement, and a child."

Dr. Lin nodded in relief:

"As long as you know.

"I'm not saying that there is a problem with your ideal, but I think that some goals that are easier to achieve should be established before this ideal.

"This can help boost your confidence and improve your condition."

Shang Jian Yao immediately responded:

"Yes.

"So, I have to work harder to train and improve myself. Only in this way can I save all mankind."

"..." Doctor Lin rolled his eyes and sighed quietly.

Before she could speak, Shang Jianyao asked:

"Dr. Lin, I am looking for you today, mainly to ask, how can I overcome the fear hidden in my heart?"

Doctor Lin moved with a slight smile and said:

"This is a good question."

She didn't talk about more professional terms, and said in a very approachable way of chatting:

"Personally, the prerequisite for overcoming the hidden fear in my heart is to recognize it and face it.

"Blindly avoiding will never solve the problem.

"Sometimes, you might as well look directly at your **** wound."

Seeing that Shang Jianyao showed a thoughtful expression, Dr. Lin added:

"However, in actual operation, I don't advocate confronting fear immediately, because this is likely to cause secondary damage and complete mental breakdown.

"The correct step should be to take the appropriate method to approach that fear step by step, from the edge to the center, and in the process, constantly rebuild the inner strength, bit by bit cannibalize the shadow.

"When you can face those nightmares completely, you will find that they are not powerful and can be easily defeated."

Having said that, Dr. Lin smiled and said:

"You can tell me your general feelings and I will help you design some plans."

Shang Jian Yao remained silent and did not answer.

Dr. Lin was not surprised, and said:

"Don't worry, you can think about it slowly, for a whole week.

"At this time next week, remember to come and review.

"If you feel that you can't speak out in front of me, you can change it to another way, or another person you can trust to speak out."

Shang Jian Yao nodded slightly:

"Thank you, Doctor Lin."

He then stood up and bid farewell politely.

After returning to the 495th floor, Shang Jianyao turned directly to the fourth elevator zone in the other direction.

This leads to the Ministry of Security.

Shang Jianyao waited for a while, walked in slowly, swiped his card and pressed 647 floors.

Soon, he came to the locker room next to the "Old Tune Group" and changed into light clothes.

When Shang saw that Yao had just opened the door of the training room, he saw Jiang Baimian sitting on the bench with his ponytail, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a towel.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Baimian sensed his appearance earlier.

She remembered that she gave the three team members two days off.

"Exercise." Shang Jianyao answered truthfully.

Jiang Baimian thought for a while, and suddenly realized:

"Yes, your peers are all working at this point in time. You can't find anything to do except sleep at home."

"You can still read." Shang Jianyao replied.

"..." Jiang Baimian just wanted to glaze at this guy, suddenly felt, and looked at the door again.

Bai Chen's gray scarf around www.ltnovel.com appeared there.

Without waiting for Jiang Baimian and Shang Jianyao to speak, she proactively said:

"It's okay to be idle."

Jiang Baimian smiled and praised:

"Not bad."

Just a few steps after Bai Chen walked in, Long Yuehong also took a towel and walked over.

"You, why are you here?" Long Yuehong saw the team leader, Shang Jianyao, and Bai Chen all looking at him, surprised and inexplicably panicked.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Baimian asked instead.

Long Yuehong stubbornly:

"The girl my mother introduced to me is at work and can only meet after dinner. I think there is nothing wrong with it anyway, so it's better to come over and recover."

Jiang Baimian’s smile became more apparent:

"well."

She immediately looked around, pretending to be serious:

"Since all are here, let's practice fighting."

"Ah..." Long Yue red face embarrassed.

…………

At eight o'clock in the evening, Shang Jianyao was lying on the bed as usual, half-closed eyes, waiting for the radio show to start.

Ten seconds later, the familiar sweet voice echoed:

"Hello everyone, I am Hou Yi, the hourly news announcer. It is 8 o'clock in the evening...

"The board of directors held the 22nd meeting of this year today to discuss the focus of winter work...

"The cotton harvest in the inner ecological zone...

"At 9:35 this morning, Wang Yafei, director of the 478th floor'material supply market', died of a cardiac arrest and died at work..."

Shang Jianyao opened his eyes and sat up directly.

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