Die to society! Honkai Impact 3

"How could it be...... How could this be......" Ciel was already sobbing quietly.

The fire ignited the hoarding of fireworks in the city, and in the quiet bamboo forest, the rain of flowers on the dark sky was so gorgeous.

The captain couldn't see it, he could only feel the sudden light behind him, and in an instant, the entire bamboo forest was polished.

The girl leaned quietly against the stone, and the fireworks rose up her pupils and exploded in a ball, so lively and magnificent.

She is so looking forward to the fireworks on Tanabata that her eyes will sparkle when she sees them, and she will peek at the person around her, and she will be happy if that person is also fascinated.

However, there is nothing in the eyes of the stargazers......

This scene is so breathtaking.

Even onlookers like Kiana, when the fireworks lit up the lifeless eyes of stargazing, their hearts felt like they had been slammed. It's a beauty that's brutal at its best.

The answering space gives too many close-ups to the eyes of stargazing.

The eyebrows are slightly angry, the eyes are squinting and provocative, wandering when they are worried, and the eyes are round when they are angry.

Gentle and resolute under the starry sky, innocent and cunning by the lanterns......

Therefore, when those eyes are empty and dull, the impact of death is momentarily magnified by the contrast of memory, accompanied by gorgeous fireworks, and the magnificent beauty and death are mixed together.

Tesla will never forget this scene in his life.

"It's ......! it's so good!" she gritted her teeth, "this shot...... How did you come up with the idea!?Let the fireworks rise from the stargazing eye......

"Bronya...... I only feel despair, deep despair ......"

Bronya stared at the captain in the light curtain.

What was he thinking?

Will he remember the muttering of stargazing in a pool of blood?

"This year's fireworks...... I seem to be ...... Can't wait......"

Will he remember the eyes of stargazers lying feebly in the crook of his arm?

"So, please take me there...... I can meet you...... Real Future ......"

It has been said that the end of emotions is silence, as in the captain at this time.

He stood in front of the stargazer and didn't say a word.

He failed.

No one cares how much effort he's put into it, no one knows how long he's been without a break.

No one understands the taste of hope, like a gluttonous and cunning swimming fish, slipping out of his hand again and again.

......

If there were bystanders, what would they say about what I'm doing?

The captain's voice was followed by scathing criticism.

"This man is stupid. "

"Why can't you even do something so simple?"

"If it's me......"

"Wouldn't he have done that then?"

"Why can't you save everyone?"

It seemed that a large group of strangers had actually appeared, pointing at the captain.

......

"Who has a son who has no eyes to dare to say that, captain?" Tesla was furious, "I will only talk crookedly, it's really my turn, I'm afraid that if I don't meet an assassin, I'll shrink behind the stars!"

"Captain...... I've done my best. "No one can laugh at the captain." He's always trying to figure out a way, and fate has never really defeated the captain!"

When it comes to "fate has never really defeated a captain", Bronya's eyebrows have brought the fortitude of a warrior.

"Well done! Alloy Cloth Wolf Tooth comrade, Bronya believes that you will definitely be able to play the HappyEnd ending!"

This sentence suddenly turned into a barrage, squeezing the space for those mean words.

"Captain, you must succeed! I'll treat you to fried chicken nuggets when you come back! It's delicious, remember to bring stargazing with you!"

It's another barrage, from the support of insects.

"You must bring back the stargazing! Captain, Xiao Xuan believes you!"

- The Book of Heavens.

"Captain, it's not difficult to know, it's hard to do. When you are on this path, no one can blame you for frustration and giving up. "

- Fu Hua.

"Uh...... Ah Hua's speech sounded so depressing. But the fireworks of the Tanabata Lantern Festival are so beautiful, the captain and stargazers must go to see the fireworks together!"

- Pardophyllis.

"Hehe, since fate is endlessly chasing her, let's kill it—fate too!!!

- A Thousand Tribulations.

“...... Come on, Captain, I'd like to cook a big meal in that real future waiting for you to come back. "

- Mei Yi.

"He's a good man—from the seal of the current captain of the Hyperion, Himeko Amita. "

- Himeko.

"Captain! I support you with my real name! Who dares to spray you, see if I don't ********"

- Tesla sent a large number of unparsed telegrams.

"I don't know how long the road is, but I do know that there was a man who walked through it in blood, and that was enough, even if it didn't end so well. "

- Albert Einstein.

"Even if you don't climb that mountain, we still listen to your story of climbing, and even if you don't save that person, we still see what you have done. And that's great enough. "

- Walter Young.

In the answering space, almost every respondent sent their blessings to the captain.

But there is one last gap.

"It will work, because you are the real Mr. Assassin!"

- It was Teresa who used to be the "most hated" captain of the ship.

All the mean sarcasm and sour words are covered by these warm, blessed barrages.

At this moment, the light curtain suddenly split into two screens.

Immediately after that, two to four, four to eight, eight to sixteen...... The light curtain expands at a rate of 100 meters per second until it obscures the sky.

Countless screens tell the same story.

"I ...... Failed again......"

“...... Come again!"

"Why? It's the 104th time, what's wrong, how can we get out of the perfect ending?"

"Mr. Stargazer, go this way!, avoid the attic, you can't get into the carriage, there are assassins and crossbowmen in ambush at the south gate, and ...... at the north gate."

"Whew, whew...... 1760th ...... Stargazing, follow me! Why? I don't have time to explain. "

"Again, why is this also a successful assassination? Coincidences can't explain it......"

"Is this the ......? I can't remember how many times. "

"But even if it's a million times, I will never succumb to such a future!"

"Come again!, Captain...... Who are you calling me? No, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it's you, stargazing!"

At this moment, Kiana almost burst into tears.

"Why? I can't even remember who I am, I can't see any hope, and no matter how many times I repeat it, it's in vain......

Kiana, who is not very good at arithmetic, didn't really understand the concept of a million times at first.

She just thinks it's a "bit much" number.

But at this moment, thousands of silver screens are shown together, and she finally understands the concept behind the number "10 million".

The sky was covered with old, yellowed movie tapes.

In each black grid there are different captains, and the only thing that remains unchanged is the stubborn eyes.

"Unexpectedly...... Is it really a million times?"

It was the first time Otto had such a shocked expression.

He looked around, trying to find a duplicate silver screen, trying to find a sign of the captain's abandonment...... But no, no!

"How can this be ......!" Mebius couldn't help but lose his voice, "Captain...... Is this guy still human? It's a monster!"

Kevin stared at the captain, complexity and expectation, as well as a faint admiration, all appeared in those ice-blue pupils.

Even Teresa had to admit that there was a reason why the captain could be liked by so many people.

Just for the "Mr. Assassin", the sentence "Please take me there, I can meet you, the real future......

Even if I forgot who I was, the captain didn't forget - I will definitely reach the future you promised in the middle of the pupil!

If...... If someone could do this to herself, Teresa thought, and she couldn't help but feel excited.

What girl can resist such an undying romance?

Because of this, in the answer space, all the girls' favorability towards the captain is soaring.

Kiana, who has the highest opinion of the captain, was almost straightened.

For a moment, she thought that if she had met the captain before Mei Yi, it might have been good.

......

I can't remember how many times this is the first reincarnation.

I can't remember how many times I've failed. (If you read a violent novel, go to Feilu Novel Network!)

I can't remember how long I've been on the run with Mr. Stargazer......

But just when the captain started Xiao Te again-

...... Tesla Zero is restarting......

...... Warning, wake-up soon, dialog module recovering......

Xiao Te's gentle self-muttering voice sounded:

"I have spent the future with you, but I have not known your past.

At that time, like you now, you were burdened with the life and death of others.

During your time alive, you are constantly forced to repeat the past.

You're still suffering, but you've never forgotten your pain.

And I'm finally in your past.

Write the beginning of that long journey between the fragments of the world.

Cry, cry.

If you feel pain, just cry like a child until you are exhausted.

Pain is not terrible, what is terrible is that after Xi pain, you can no longer feel pain.

Because you no longer put yourself in the position of a witness, but a spectator.

Just like me now, witnessing the tragedy you went through.

But if you want to understand humanity, you can't just watch

You have to stand with them and watch what they're looking at

This is what the distant future has said to me. []

Now that I'm trying to stand next to you, what are you looking at?

If there are other bystanders, they must be looking forward to you.

Expect you to cross more deaths until you reach the perfect ending where no one is hurt.

They don't know, they don't care what you've been through.

The gains and gains you have experienced are just a story for them.

A story they thought they could guess the ending.

But is that really the case?

This story is not about saving and being saved.

Its ending is constantly being mended, and new rifts are born.

And you are the one who repeats, repeats, repeats, repeats attempts, traverses the pain.

What you can't do, you won't do because of persistence.

It doesn't cause a miracle just because I can do it.

I know, and you do.

Even if you're hard enough, you don't have the ability to do that right now.

But I'm here to try to give you a chance to break the game.

That's who I am...... The meaning that exists here. "

In the familiar bedroom, the captain gasped.

"Captain...... Captain, are you alright?" Stargazer asked worriedly.

Instead of stargazing, he looked around, which was Mr. Stargazer's room...... Last time, where did he wake up last time?

Consciousness is mapped multiple times, and the time to regain consciousness after each mapping becomes longer and longer.

But it should only be a little bit closer, and in the recent number of mappings, neither Rita nor Delisha will die......

It's just a little bit away, just Mr. Stargazing...... This time, I'm sure I can ......

"Captain, you suddenly fainted on the street, no matter how you screamed, I couldn't wake you up, I can only ask the guards to carry you back. "

"Why do you want to do this! Why don't you listen to me!"

Stargazing was frightened by the captain's expression: "What...... What?"

"Didn't I tell you that if I suddenly fainted, I would be woken up by any means?"

Stargazer said weakly: "I tried, but you didn't react at all, this time it was too long...... I'm really not at ease......"

"What time is it? How long has it been delayed...... "The captain became agitated, "the path, the conditions are going to change again......"

"No matter, you do as I say, now walk from the alley behind the candy man's stall, go to the cloth shop for five minutes, come out and take a carriage, watch out for the children on the side of the road, and then ......"

"Why ......"

"Don't ask why! If you don't want to die, do as I say!"

"Captain...... Is it a nightmare? Do you think you're in a nightmare?"

Stargazing got up, with distress in his eyes.

"Stop talking and get some rest...... I asked the maid to bring an ice basin, and the room would be more comfortable in a while. "

She wrung out her towel and leaned over to wipe the captain's face.

"Don't ...... Touch me. "

The captain's body retreated.

"Don't look at me like that......"

He came back, he failed again, he couldn't bear it......

"That kind of ...... Expectant eyes......"

"Mr. Assassin......" Stargazer couldn't help but whisper to the captain.

But the captain almost subconsciously vetoed the title.

"I'm not Mr. Assassin!"

"The Mr. Assassin you remember can do anything, but I ......"

"You know I've been through Tanabata many times, you know, I've watched you disappear in front of me again and again......

"I'm scared, I'm scared to wake up again and see your face...... Starting over shows that there is still a possibility to save you, but it also proves that I have not succeeded yet......"

"Even if I wanted to escape, where could I escape? I didn't even have a choice......

The captain's mind was completely confused.

What am I talking about? Why am I talking to her? Have I talked to her about this?