Did Mr. Xu Confess Today?

  Chapter 186 Big Demon King and Little Demon King

  Emotions are overwhelming. In front of such a magnificent heart and a surging heart, any great shift in the universe will not work. Xu Jun thought today that she was the only one who said a few words, but he did not expect that he would compromise with himself in the end.

  Her small face made him unable to remove his eyes. After so many days of leaving, his heart had already taken root and sprouted. It was all her, and he had no resistance.

  On the way back, the loneliness after laughter and joy is loneliness. Ruo Ruo had been talking to them about the heavens and the earth before going to bed, and the three people were like a family.

  Luo Xin seems to say that he knows Ruoruo very well, but in fact it is because he knows himself too well.

  He is not so lucky, he has an aunt who protects himself. His childhood was not innocent and funny, but full of various exploits and dislikes.

  He still remembers how his second sister Xu He hated his existence. He remembers how his mother made up one after another about his illness or bad things. Didn’t his mother really curse him? He was not sick. His mother said that his stomach hurts, and he had a fever. She said that the child was going to faint. He took the medicine and she told his dad that the child was going to be hospitalized and quickly find a bed. In short, with the child in the mother's hand, Xu Jun is just a tool to use, a proper tool man.

  Tools from small to large.

So that he did not go home as an adult. Although he reconciled with his second sister Xu He, he felt that he owed Xu He, so he never dared to take the initiative to see Xu He. Just afraid to face the second sister.

  So, Xu Jun understands Ruoruo's current situation very well, and what he has experienced is happening in this child.

  The same thing is: a neurotic can only use his own mother.

  The difference is: Xu Jun’s mother is a successful junior.

  Ruoruo’s mother is the original spouse of a failed marriage.

  They have different identities, but they are experiencing the same violent impermanence.

The word    family is contradictory to Xu Jun.

  Xu Jun was the most direct tool for his mother. He used him to successfully force Xu He’s biological mother to divorce her father, and Xu’s mother passed away.

In Xu He’s childhood memory, Xu Jun and Xu Jun’s mother were indirect murderers. He was never seen by Xu He since he was a child, let alone by the relatives and clan of the old Xu’s family. Because of his mother’s neurotic nature, he was often seen by him. Scolding for no reason, the one thing his mother said the most to him was to inherit Hexuan Hotel, as if this restaurant was a treasure of gold and silver! Although he likes the kitchen, he just wants to cook for himself quietly. He didn't want to touch Hexuan, because he felt it was a shame.

  Because he didn't like to talk when he was young, Xu Jun's nickname was a little mute!

  Those painful memories are his nightmare.

  The moment he saw Ruoruo, he was heartbroken. Children who have never experienced it will never know the pain of a tool person.

  In elementary school, the world was chaotic, and so was logic. He had no idea why it was so!

What mother told him since childhood would change back and forth. She scolded her father for a while, and his father came back and became charming and charming. The feelings that were not obtained through normal channels always contained the elements of skill. Sometimes she was obedient to her father, sometimes The quarrel started again, and after the quarrel, he used him as an excuse to beg his father to come back.

If Ruo is so similar to him, he is a tool man, used by his mother, spreading rumors and getting sick, etc., and then sits at home and scolds her father. He uses all kinds of vicious language. Acting like a baby does everything, in short, it is all kinds of miserable things. I hope that if my father changes his mind, he insists on leaving and then scolds her for not keeping his father. My father doesn't like her at all, so she is indifferent to her and has no feeling for her. There is even a trace of hatred.

  Xu Jun went to middle and high school. His favorite place is the library, so much so that he spends his time in the library after school, until the administrator is about to close the door. At that time, his mother has no way to control him.

  When he was in college, he wanted to escape far away, and he didn't even go back to Xu's house during the Chinese New Year. He always sat alone at his own home and enjoyed the loneliness.

  The only time he came back was when Xu He fell out with his family. He came back to support Xu He. From this, he also met his only friend: the man Xu He refused to marry: the rich second generation Xiao Binbin.

Xu Jun didn’t want her helplessness to be performed on Ruoruo. He hoped that she could escape from the chaotic logic of the tool man. The sympathy with Ruoruo made him understand her thoughts and thoughts better. He heard that she was caught in school. Selected as a programmer and maker for the school team, Xu Jun feels that she is more like herself, but she is more fortunate than Xu Jun is that her mother does not go to school, and does not mess around at school like his mother.

He has been watching in the car, and today the goose yellow light has not been turned off, usually at 11 o’clock, and the light will be turned off at 11:30 at the latest. These days, it’s a bit closer today, the light is still on, Luo Xin It seemed that even if she stayed up late, she was measured. Besides, she was very efficient and wouldn't be working overtime now, so he concluded that without Ruoruo's supervision, Luo Xin seemed to have forgotten to turn off the lights.

  Sure enough, Luo Xin seemed to yawn in the morning when she came in the next day. When Xu Jun teased her, she still wore dark circles under her eyes.

   "Did you sleep well?"

   "Isn't it, I fell asleep without knowing it yesterday, and it was bright when I woke up."

   "Is this still called not sleeping well?"

   "No, I forgot to turn off the light. I had a weird dream all night after the light was on, so I didn't sleep well."

   "Isn't it because you miss me?"

"what?"

  Is this guy addicted to love talk?

  He is not talking about love, but likes to see her face blushing like an apple, shy face.

  After eating breakfast, colleagues came one after another. The last one to step on to work today was A Cai. In the past, A Cai was the first three to arrive. What happened today?

   "Don't mention it!"

  A Cai pointed a orchid finger, stomped his feet again, shook his head and said with a dangling tail:

   "The bad weather here is almost 30 minus 15!"

"how to say?"

   "You can wear short sleeves when you were still warm yesterday, but today it's cold like thanking your parents! So I went back in the morning and changed clothes so I was almost late."

  In fact, no matter how he explains it, it has little to do with him, but the analogy of thirty minus fifteen is quite appropriate! Yesterday it was terribly hot, and today I will take the cold dish. Luo Xin seems to check it out. This year's temperature is the earliest cold year in Z City in recent years. The temperature suddenly dropped last night, caught off guard, and entered the winter overnight. Alice even put on the big goose down jacket this morning.

   "It's too exaggerated, you!"

  Alice said that it is not an exaggeration that there are colorful things on the streets at this time of the year! Some wear padded jackets, some wear cotton clothes, some wear slippers barefoot, and some large boots.

  (End of this chapter)