Daomu Biji

Determined that Dolma wants to see me?

I looked at Tashi, a bit inexplicably, because I had never spoken with the old lady, nor had any communication. Even I did n’t see her often, why did she suddenly want to see me?

But Tashi ’s expression was very serious, and he had an irrefutable momentum. It seemed that his grandmother was going to see a death penalty. It was a bit weird to see me, and he said softly, "Please come with me. important things."

I looked at him, looking at his expression, I couldn't refuse, so I nodded and got up. He immediately turned around and asked me to follow him.

Destination Dolma's resting place is far away from our place, and the parked cars are in the middle, probably we are too noisy. I walked for about two hundred meters before I reached their bonfire. I saw that Dingma Dolma and her daughter-in-law were not sleeping. They sat by the bonfire, and the ground was covered with thick felt. The bonfire burned Very prosperous, besides the two of them, there was a person sitting on the felt beside the campfire. When I approached it, I was even more surprised. It turned out that the person was none other than the oil bottle.

The dull oil bottle is facing me, and I can't see the expression, but under the flashing fire, I find the expression of Dzhuma's expression is a bit obscure. I walked up to the bonfire in a daze. I thought it was really weird. This old lady was too big in the middle of the night. What did she secretly ask us to do?

Tashi waved his hand and asked me to sit down. The old lady ’s daughter-in-law gave me butter tea. I thanked him for it and took a look at the stuffy oil bottle on the side. He found that he also looked at me.

Then Tashi looked at the direction of the camp behind us and said something softly in Tibetan and Dharma. The old lady nodded and suddenly spoke to us in Mandarin with a very heavy accent: "I have a message here. Two for you. "

I don't speak with the stuffy oil bottle. In fact, I am a little inexplicable. Whose message is it? However, I bowed my head and drank tea without any expression. I felt bad to ask, just listen.

Lord Zhuoma glanced at us and said, "The person who asked me to spread this message is called Chen Wenjin. I believe you all should know. She asked me to pass a word to you."

As soon as I heard it, people were stunned. At first, I thought I had heard it wrong. When I wanted to ask a question, I decided to follow Dolma and said, "When Chen Wenjin asked me to post a video, I had expected it. This happened, if you came in to find Tamutuo according to the contents of the note, then she asked me to tell you that she would wait for you for a while at the destination, but Tashi moved the watch to Doma before. She glanced, "Your time is running out. From now on, if she can't wait for you within ten days, she will go in by herself. Hold on."

I was ashamed, and I said, what is going on? destination? Wenjin is waiting for us in Tamutuo? This ─ my brain was stiff, and I looked at the stuffy oil bottle. This is a terrible look. The stuffy oil bottle also looked surprised.

But after only a few seconds, he returned to normal. He looked up at Dingma Dingma and asked, "When did she tell you this?"

Decided that Dolma coldly said: "I only pass on a message. I don't know anything else. Don't ask, here, there are many people." As we said, we all looked at the direction of the camp conditionedly.

The oil bottle frowned slightly and asked again, "Is she okay?"

Lord Dolma smiled a bit strangely: "If you can catch up, you will know." As she said, she waved her hand, and the daughter-in-law next to her helped her stand up and walked to her tent to see It looks like he is going back.

I stood up to stop her, but was stopped by Tashi. He shook his head and said it was useless.

However, at this time, the master Dolma turned his head and said to us: "Yes, there is another sentence, I forgot to convey it."

We all looked up at her, and she said, "She asked me to tell you that it is among you. Be careful."

After she finished speaking, she continued to turn around and entered her tent, leaving me and the dull oil bottle sitting in front of the campfire.

I looked at the stuffy oil bottle, but he looked at the fire and didn't know what he was thinking. I asked him, "What the **** is going on? Why did this message reach us both?"

He did not answer, closed his eyes, and wanted to stand up.

I see his attitude. Suddenly, countless problems came to mind, and people were a little out of control. He held him down and said to him, "You are not allowed to go!"

He turned his head and looked at me lightly, but he didn't really leave. He sat down and looked at me.

This behavior is very abnormal, I thought he would go away, I was shocked for a moment, I do n’t know what to say. He looked at me and asked me, "What are you doing?"

When I heard it, I was very angry and said, "I have something to ask you, you can't escape anymore, you must tell me."

He turned his face back, looked at the fire, and said, "I won't answer."

I was angry at once, and shouted, "His mother! Why! What can't you say? You're playing around with us without even giving us a reason, what do you think we are?"

He turned his face suddenly and looked at me, his face became very cold: "Don't you think you are strange? Why should I tell you about my own affairs?"

I was stunned for a moment, Zhiwu said, and thought, yeah, this is indeed his thing, he did not need to tell me at all.

The atmosphere becomes very embarrassing, and I do n’t know what to say.

After being quiet for a long time, the dull oil bottle took a sip of ghee tea that had been cold and suddenly said to me: "Wu Xie, what are you doing here? In fact, you shouldn't be involved. Your third uncle has done a lot for you, this The water inside is not yours. "

I was stunned for a moment, and then counted subconsciously. Forty-one words, he even said such a long sentence. This was so rare. After looking at his expression, he couldn't see anything.

"I do n’t want it either. In fact, my request is very simple. As long as I know what this is all about, I will be satisfied. However, no one will let me know. I do n’t think it ’s possible to go without muddy water." I said to him.

The dull oil bottle looked at me and said, "Have you ever thought about why they don't let you know this truth?"

I looked at the dull oil bottle and suddenly found that he was talking to me very seriously. I couldn't help being surprised. I said that this guy was taking the wrong medicine.

But to put it this way, maybe this time he can tell me something. I immediately got up and shook my head: "I haven't thought about it, and I don't know where to think."

He said lightly: "In fact, sometimes lying to a person is to protect him. Some truth may be unbearable for him."

"Can he bear it should be judged by himself." I said, "Maybe others don't want you to protect, others just want to die happy? Do you understand the kind of pain that you don't know?"

The dull oil bottle was silent, and the two stayed quietly for a while, and he said to me: "I understand." Then he looked at me, "And it's better than you know. For me, what I want to know is far There are more than you, but I do n’t have any one who can catch up and ask like you. ”

When I remembered, he lost his memory and wanted to slap himself. He said that he would not compare with him, but compare with him.

He continued: "I am a person with no past or future. All I do is to find my connection with this world. Where do I come from and why am I here?" He looked at his hand , Said faintly, "Can you imagine that there will be people like me, if they disappear in this world, no one will find it, just like there has never been me in this world, will there be no trace left? I sometimes look in the mirror and often wonder if I really exist or it is just a phantom. "

I was speechless and thought for a while, I said: "No exaggeration like you said, if you disappear, at least I will find out."

He shook his head, not knowing what it meant. He stood up and said to me: "My things, maybe when I know the answer, I will tell you, but your own things, grab me, There is no answer. Now, for me, all this is also a mystery. I think you have enough enigmas, no more. "Then I walked back.

"Can you tell me at least one thing?" I cried.

He stopped, turned his head and looked at me.

"Why are you mixing into that bronze door?" I asked him.

After listening to it, he thought about it and said, "I'm just doing what Wang Zanghai did in the past."

"So what did you see in it?" I asked, "What is the place behind that giant door?"

He turned his head and patted the sand on his body and said to me: "In it, I saw the ultimate, the ultimate of all things."

"Ultimate?" I was puzzled and wanted to ask him. He smiled lightly at me and waved his hands to stop asking me, and said to me: "In addition, I am on your side." He walked away slowly, leaving me alone. I fell on the sand at once and felt a headache.