Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other

Since that day, I haven't been out of the princess mansion for half a step.

My father called me not to go away from the illness, and the people sent by the prince also let me go back. Now, even if the sky falls, I can't control it anymore. What's the trouble with me?

When I was frustrated in the past, I would always sigh with emotion, if I was not born in an emperor's house, if I was not a princess, I should be able to live a lot easier. Now that the words have become true, I have a deep understanding of what it means to stand and talk without backache. When things don’t fall to their own heads, everyone can be calm and calm. If a person learns that his own father has been caught by himself After being killed by his adoptive mother, he can say frankly, “No one has died in life since ancient times, when is the time to repay the wrongs? , Revenge is not conducive to inheritance.

It is true that my adoptive parents are indeed very rich.

I don’t want to stay in the mansion until I feel sad and miserable. Although every night I recall the experiences of my own parents, I feel a little bit resentful and hard to sleep, but they are still too far away from me after all. I don’t know what my father’s child looks like and what his temperament, but my mother knew I existed but never tried to find me. I didn’t even know their existence. , Between this, how much family affection is there to speak of?

In the past two decades, I have put all my feelings for my parents on my father and mother. How can I feel so sad now?

Just when I thought I would end up depressed in the mansion, my father came.

The fact that the father and the emperor came to the princess mansion in person was not communicated beforehand, and the whole mansion trembled so much that it didn't know why. At that time I was lying on the bench and reading, but Butler Liu rushed into the room and said tremblingly: "My father, princess, it's not good, your majesty visited..."

When I heard it, I fell from the chair.

The reason for my surprise is naturally not because my father came to see me. When he was in good health, he would occasionally come to the princess mansion for a cup of tea and dinner, but recently he has been too sick to even get out of bed. ?

I didn't bother to ponder his intentions, and called Uncle Liu and the others to prepare everything in the front hall, and rushed to meet him immediately.

The emperor father was sitting in a wooden wheelchair and entered the palace slowly by the palace people. He still wore a mysterious robe, but his face was sick and withered, and he could never go back to the majesty of the emperor above the golden palace. .

Feeling sad inexplicably in my heart, I walked a few steps forward, kneeling as a courtesy, and said: "My son will join the father and the emperor."

His profound eyes fell on my face. After a while, Fang sighed: "You can still call me Father Father, I am very relieved..."

I didn't comment, but said: "My father has forgotten the imperial doctor's instructions. How can you leave the palace if your body is not healed and cannot survive the cold?"

A hint of helplessness appeared on the pale face of Emperor Father, "I call you into the palace. If you don't come, I can only come to you."

I was speechless.

He repatriated all those who served, and for a time, there were only two of us in the hall.

This is the first time in my life that I feel embarrassed by being alone with my father. I sat next to him, not knowing what to say, and suddenly heard him say, "Are you still annoying me?"

I shook my head slightly, "Father was also kept in the dark about what happened back then..."

The royal father said: "What I said was that I pushed you to a position where you did not want to go up, and did what you did not want to do."

After being silent for a while, I opened the mouth and said: "This, I have thought about it carefully in the past few days... Whether it is the way to govern the country or the major events of the state, these are all my father told me from novels. I have never been a child. I like women red, I don’t like poems and songs, and I am quite interested in these. It can’t be said that the father forced me to do things I don’t want to do... I think even if I really am the father’s biological daughter, for the sake of the overall situation, For the sake of society, you will still put me in that position... For me, I grew up eating royal meals and being favored by the royal family. I should take the responsibility that belongs to me. What does this have to do with whether I have the blood of the royal family? Then the Manchu ministers of civil and military affairs have done their best for the country, how can all of them have anything to do with the royal family?"

He raised his eyes silently, and his eyes flashed with surprise, "I...unexpectedly that you can think like this...you don't blame me, but you blame the queen?"

I lowered my eyes, "She killed my parents after all, how can it be possible to say no complaints?"

"What are you going to do?"

"She raised me for twenty years, fed me soup when I was sick, and asked me to add or remove clothes when the weather changed. Whether true or false, she did what a mother should do after all... If he will one day , My mother wants revenge, I will not obstruct, but if I want to do something, what can I do? What's more, she is Jing Yan’s mother. When Jing Yan became king, she was in the middle. There can’t be a queen dowager... Isn’t that why the father has not dealt with the queen? There is nothing in the world, and there is no gain or loss. Even the father can’t act rashly, let alone me?"

The emperor father sighed, tremblingly beckoned, let me get closer to him, my heart softened, and simply got up and sat down on his knees, "Father, do you have something to say to Tang'er?"

He stretched out his hand to put my hand on his knee and patted it gently, "Tang'er, you know, why should I tell you all the truth about that year in front of the queen? You are at the door. I haven’t heard much before. If I am willing to perfuse, I can just make up a reason."

I closed my eyes and shook my head, "Tang'er doesn't know."

He pondered: "I only have a few days left..."

"Father..." I couldn't help interrupting him. He raised his hand to signal me not to speak, and said: "After I left, for the Queen, you are her greatest threat, and she is facing you in her heart. Ashamed and scared, your life experience will eventually be revealed... You have done so many things in the court as a princess for so many years, and you have offended countless people. Other than that, it is only the one in your mansion that year. A few faces, it is a big sin that cannot be forgiven, and you saved them regardless of the law, and others see that you have no right to speak because you are a princess. If they learn that you do not have royal blood, they will only come together and attack them. Your hundred sins have put you to death, and even Jing Yan will not be able to save you..."

I hooked the corner of my mouth, "Tang'er naturally knows this."

"I, I only ask you one question..." He asked: "Now that you know the truth, now, do you want to be a princess above ten thousand people, or do you want to fly in the sky? Life?"

I was stunned for a while, and couldn't figure out the intention of this question for a while.

The father said: "If so... you want to continue to be your princess Xiangyi, when I leave, I will let the queen accompany me and bury this secret under the loess forever..."

I couldn't help being surprised. He looked at me quietly, "If you don't want to stay in the imperial city and stay beside Jing Yan to assist, then the middle of the court can't live without the queen mother..."

And the queen mother would never let me.

I met the eyes of the emperor father, "How I would choose, the emperor father shouldn’t know it better, right?"

"Well, that's it..."

The emperor reached into his arms and placed a golden token on the palm of my hand. I fixed my eyes and said, "The order of the Mingjian Division? Hasn't the Mingjian Division already been handed over to the Prince? Why..."

Father Emperor said: "From now on, there will be no Ming Jiansi waiting for the emperor's orders, only Ming Jiansi waiting for Xiao Qitang's dispatch."

There was a panic in my heart, and I was so shocked that I couldn't speak.

He slowly said: "All the people and files in the Mingjian Division who were implicated in the court have been handed over to the prince. The rest, except for the eight hundred shadow guards in Beijing, are scattered around Daqing merchants and soldiers, as long as Regardless of imperial authority and imperial authority, none of them can defy your orders...If you are in a difficult situation in the future, this order can help you turn the tide from the bad, and protect your safety no matter where you go. Worry about things outside the body."

This is equivalent to giving me a golden bell, even if one day the queen mother finds someone to drive me into the jail, the eight hundred shadow guards can easily rob me from prison and escape without a trace; and incidental With a universal silver ticket, no matter whether you flee to the end of the world or the sea, you can find someone to offer gold and silver jewelry, and you will never fall into the dilemma of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

After a long while, I said: "...These should be for Jing Yan, I don't..."

"This is... the only thing I can do for you..."

My heart was aching, and I stared at the father in a daze, "But Tang'er is not his father's own flesh and blood, Tang'er..."

"You are." There was a layer of mist in the eyes of the father, and he said word by word: "In my heart, you have always been...my daughter...forever."

In the dim eyes of tears, those moments that passed those years, slowly grew up under his blessing, holding hands to the heights where thousands of people worshipped, and those spring, summer, autumn and winter with countless smiles and laughter.

Days and nights are so long, when the father was so young, and I was so young, everything in the future is looking forward to and yearning.

I slowly got up and took a step back, knelt on my knees, arched my hands to the ground, and slowly bowed.

The moon shadow outside the house was slanting, and I lay down on the ground until the tears were dry and I didn't wake up for a long time.

That was the last time I had a long conversation with my father, and within a few days, there was bad news in the palace. The father died and the crown prince Jingyan was passed on. For a moment, the palace was full of crying and crying, and the world was silent.

After Jing Yan succeeded to the throne, his father was in the funeral. After the ministers admired the document, the new emperor's pros and cons were approved by Xuanzhimen, and the Hanlin Academy wrote a posthumous essay, and went out for funeral and burial of the royal tomb.

After the national funeral, I sat alone in the stele pavilion of the imperial tomb for a long time, holding Ming Jiansi's token in my hand, but my heart was at a loss.

The war is not over, and Jing Yan has just ascended the throne. Can I really just leave here and stay away from the imperial city regardless of anything? What about Song Langsheng? He is still fighting the enemy bravely on the battlefield. I promised to always wait for him to come back. If he can't find me when he comes back, what should I do?

I walked out of the mausoleum in a dispirited manner. From a distance, I saw that there were still people quietly kneeling in the direction of the mausoleum, which was really a sincere tribute to the emperor. I was full of emotion in my heart. I was about to turn on my horse. I glanced at something as if I saw something. When I looked back, I saw a person in the crowd wearing a half-old toga and blue shirt with horizontal sleeves and bowing deeply. The breeze swept from him. After that, the wide sleeves swayed lightly, and the whole person exuded a breath of air.

I stood there for a while, buckling my sleeves and stepping forward, step by step closer, until he finished the solemn gift, I stood in front of him, and he saw me when he raised his head, his eyes were slightly surprised. Immediately he showed a look of joy, "I haven't seen it for a long time, I almost can't recognize it..."

I looked at that Yinglang's face, which had become a bit more vicissitudes of life, and heard my own dreamlike voice, "Yes, it's been too long, brother, where have you been for so many years?"

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Yuelu Teahouse.

The person who brought me to this teahouse for the first time when I was young was the emperor's brother Jing Lan.

Jing Lan poured the tea for me, but when I saw me staring at him with my cheek, he couldn't help but smile, "Have you seen enough?"

I shook my head and said, "I haven't seen it for so many years. It's only been a while. How can I see enough? Brother, how you maintain it hasn't changed. How can this make us women feel so embarrassing..."

Jing Lan laughed and said: "You, you, you are a big girl, and how can you talk about it as if you were a child? It seems that Mr. Ma's spoiled you very well."

"He, forget it..." I smiled slightly, "When did you come to the capital?"

"Yesterday." He said: "When I heard that my father...the emperor crane, I happened to be passing by Chengde. I just wanted to come to Beijing to worship and I left, but I met you unexpectedly..."

Listening to his cautious and evasive talk, I felt really uncomfortable in my heart. Suddenly I was a little grateful that he didn't know his life experience, so I didn't have to struggle for it like I did.

I turned the hot tea cup to warm my hands, "By the way, why don't you see my sister-in-law come with you?"

His eyes darkened.

"She is gone." Jing Lan lowered her head and said: "Three years ago, she contracted a sudden illness and couldn't make it through. It was me...I didn't take care of her."

My heart trembled, "Why, how could it be like this..." I didn't want to continue to poke his sadness, and only asked, "Then, it's been so long, why don't you come to the capital to find us?"

He smiled relieved, "I have been wandering all over the world these years, and I have been used to idle clouds and wild cranes, and I seem to be cautious when I come back... Besides, I promised not to return to the imperial city, but I did not want to break my promise. I knew that you were doing well. Peace of mind."

I whispered: "Don't you think about us, we still think about you..."

He reached out and flicked my forehead, "Don't always talk about me, talk about you."

"What do I have to say...day after day, year after year..." Living a miserable life, and then having to face the long road of being chased and killed by the current queen mother, I really have to He sighed, "However, a while ago I met a strong opponent who was full of ups and downs in the city, and almost counted Jingyan, ah, the emperor's brother, this person is nicknamed pineapple..."

"pineapple?"

I said: "I call myself Fengli, Nie Guang's counselor, he is very familiar with my affairs...I still...think of him as you..."

Jing Lan was dumbfounded, "Me?"

"In the end, it turned out that he was Xiao Huaijin, the brother in the lobby..."

"..."

My eldest brother and I chatted like this for most of the afternoon. When it was sunset, I remembered that we had made an appointment with Jingyan to discuss important matters, so we asked him where he lived and asked him not to leave quietly. It's a rare meeting. There is much more to say to him.

Jing Lan smiled and agreed to me.

What I want to discuss with Jing Yan is of course war, and what I am most concerned about now is the battle of the southern army. This battle has been fought for almost half a year. At first, the two sides fought like a raging fire and were evenly matched. In the past two months, the court has won several battles and the situation has begun to reverse. On June 15th, General Huo Chuan knocked on the pass, luring some enemy troops into the city, gathering and destroying it. But on June 20th, when the two armies fought in Zezhou, Nie’s army had an assassin disguised as our army’s guard and attempted to assassinate Huo Chuan. Although he was not critical, he was also seriously injured.

Jing Yan put down the report, worried and authentic: "I didn't expect that Nie Guang was so cunning that he secretly attacked our army's commander. Now he can only take his troops and temporarily guard the city of Zezhou, and Song Langsheng will temporarily take care of the affairs."

I stared at the map laid out on the long case with the candlelight, and Jing Yan asked me: "What is the emperor's sister thinking?"

I pondered, "I just thought... if the enemy army wants to continue to march north, there are three roads from Zezhou, Tongguan, or from Liangshan to Liangshan. The enemy’s army should not be enough to continue the stalemate and go around the mountain after fighting for so long. The possibility of attacking is very slim, and Tongguan is easy to defend and difficult to attack. They should not send troops rashly. Now our army is frustrated and Huo Chuan is unconscious. It is a good time for them to take the opportunity to take Zezhou. They will definitely be away from Zezhou. Set up camp not far away, and when they are all gathered, the army will fall in one fell swoop..."

Jing Yan nodded and said, "We need to mobilize troops and horses to reinforce Zezhou."

"It is necessary to deploy troops...I just think..." I said, "Will this crisis be a good time to defeat the enemy?"

"What's the answer to this?"

When the enemy thinks that our army needs to wait for reinforcements from the imperial court, they should relax. If they take advantage of this time to lead the army to confront the enemy, they should be able to draw a tie in terms of strength. At this time, the enemy's rear army must It will be faster than the imperial court’s reinforcements. From a topographical point of view, our army is very likely to be forced by the enemy to retreat into the canyon of the Shili River. When the Nie’s army intends to trap our army into death, we don’t have to wait at all. Reinforcement of the imperial court can be a dangerous move. The 100,000 soldiers and horses in Tongguan can be used to attack back and forth to wipe out the rebels.

It's just that... Now that Huo Chuan is seriously injured, Song Langsheng is in control. If Nie Guang's army is to be convinced, Song Langsheng must personally lead his army to charge.

If you are not careful with this plan, you may die when you fall into the canyon. How can I make fun of the life of the consort?

Jing Yan was stunned to see me thinking, and asked, "Sister Huang?

I smiled, "I think about it carefully, and I don’t think it is feasible. We are far less sure of the enemy in Beijing than they are on the battlefield. Random ideas are very likely to put the soldiers in danger, or according to your Majesty’s words. , Adjust the army and reinforce, slowly figure it out."

Jing Yan nodded slowly.

I feel that since I learned of my life experience, I can no longer be regarded as a qualified princess. Cheng Il Li is not thinking about the best route to go far, or thinking about the good days of flying high. The reason why I still wish to discuss politics with Jing Yan is also based on the mentality of seeing once less once. If the safety of the family and the country is better than the little love at any time than before, how can there be so many considerations.

But I'm always used to underestimating this emperor's brother.

On the second day I just woke up and was summoned by Jing Yan to enter the palace. As soon as I stepped into the imperial study room, I saw a familiar shadow sitting on the side seat. The man saw me coming and got up and saluted. "your Highness."

I gaped for a while, "Big Brother? Why are you here?"

Jing Yan smiled and said: "Emperor sister, how come you have met your eldest brother differently, I said? If it wasn't for the guard who went to the imperial mausoleum yesterday to see that the emperor had a good time with a strange man, I'm afraid I would still be kept in the dark at this moment. Inside."

I helped Fu forehead. After I became the emperor, can I be so blatant even to monitor things like this?

Jing Lan hurriedly said: "This matter has nothing to do with the princess. It is the grass people who are unwilling to speak up. I hope your Majesty will not be offended."

Jing Yan patted him on the shoulder, "What is the grassroots but not the grassroots? You are my elder brother. When I was a child, I and the emperor sister ran around with us. We are all a family. How can we grow up and have a lot of life? ?"

Jing Lan smiled slightly, "Your Majesty said it."

I didn't go to join their brotherhood, I silently chose a place to sit down, took a bite of an osmanthus cake, and asked: "My brother called my sister early in the morning, what happened?"

"Yes." Jing Yan turned back to the table and pointed to the map. "Just now, I briefly described the recent battles with my eldest brother, and asked my eldest brother to make suggestions for me. My eldest brother came up with a clever plan after just a glance. If the main army can lure the enemy into the gorge of the Shili River, and then attack in two directions, it may be able to defeat the enemy in the shortest time."

I almost choked with the sweet-scented osmanthus cake in my mouth.

Jing Lan said: "The grass people's humble opinion is just talking about war on paper. The specific strategy should be adjusted to local conditions. We can think of this strategy, but the enemy generals may not be undetected."

Jing Yan raised his eyebrows and said, "No, I think the strategy of my eldest brother is worth a try. Even if Nie Guang is scheming, if they don’t come out, they will not be able to compete with our army, and if our main army retreats steadily. How can they let it go? Even if they are aware of it and do not chase the bandits and return to their territories, for our army, there is not necessarily any loss. On the contrary, it can delay the day until the court reinforces the army. In this battle, you can also win the pursuit."

I'm still waiting to speak up, Jing Yan said: "The emperor has a heart for the husband. I can understand it, but the war is still not resolved. It is the people of the Li people who suffer. I believe the husband and the horse also have this heart. It’s an important task. Don’t worry, you will be able to win this battle for me safely.”

When I was stunned for a while, the Chenggong Gongbi Shangshu in front of the door was already waiting outside. Jing Yan signaled us to retreat first, and we will discuss other things later. I am now a non-supervising country, so naturally it is not good to talk to the emperor. The younger brother had no choice but to walk away.

The eldest brother is the eldest brother, even if he has been away from home for many years, he can tell a lot of insights when he looks back and glances at it. Suddenly, I understood that the emperor was sincerely afraid to drive him away. If such a resourceful elder brother one day knows how his own mother died, the ten Jingyans added up will not be his opponent.

Seeing me looking at him weirdly, Jing Lan smiled unnaturally, "What's on my face?"

I said: "No, I just feel like the big brother is shining behind him."

he:"……"

The so-called crow-like sixth sense means that whenever I have a hunch that something good will happen, nothing good will happen; on the contrary, whenever I have an ominous hunch, something ominous will happen.

Worse than expected, the communication with the imperial court in the Zezhou area was completely blocked, and the news was like a kite with a broken line, without a trace.

This shows that either the messengers of the three armies were intercepted halfway through, or the Zezhou area was already occupied, the Canghe was cut off, and even the post stations were blocked.

When Jing Yan told me the news, I was almost unsteady. He hurriedly stepped forward to help me sit down and said, "We can’t make a rash decision about what happened in Zezhou. Don’t be impatient. The neighboring counties will be able to deliver the news to Beijing as soon as possible."

I tried to drink a sip of water to calm myself down, but I kept shaking my hand while holding the cup. Instead, I burned myself. Jing Yan was taken aback and was waiting for the maid to come in to serve the compromise. I raised my hand and said, "Your Majesty. It’s important to deal with state affairs, and I will go back to the princess mansion and wait for your Majesty’s news."

Without waiting for Jing Yan to say one more thing, I have bowed and retired. He should know that I have complained against him. If he hadn't rushed to order the army to meet the enemy, it would not be possible to put Zezhou in danger in just a few days. In my heart Fear, I only have Song Langsheng left in this world. If something really happens to him, where should I go.

When I was in a hurry, I thought of Ming Jiansi. My father once said that Ming Jiansi merchants are all over the world, and the news network is extremely wide. Maybe they can detect news that the imperial court can't hear.

Sure enough, Tao Yuan sent a secret report within a day after receiving my order.

Song Langsheng was ordered by the emperor to lead an army to make a surprise attack on the enemy. When the enemy’s rear army came one after another, our army was defeated and retreated into the Shilihe Gorge. He has been hiding his own strength since the main army of 400,000, and another 100,000 elite soldiers are left as late recruits. Just when the 150,000 Tongguan army intends to rescue their nests, the enemy soldiers have taken the lead to guard at Tongguan. Although the soldiers and horses are not enough to attack the city, if the Tongguan army meets the enemy head-on, it will greatly damage its strength.

In other words, Song Langsheng and his army are trapped in the canyon by the Nie's army at the moment. If they want to break through, they need to wait for reinforcements to rush to a joint attack. But the Tongguan army can't send troops at all. Contend with Nie Jiajun.

Holding the secret report in a daze for a while, in a rage, I went into the palace again to find Jing Yan.

The unitary time has passed, and I simply can't take care of the obstruction of the father-in-law, and just break into the imperial study room. When I entered the door, I found that Jing Lan was also there, frowning, and seemed to be discussing something important with Jing Yan. When Jing Yan saw me coming, he was obviously a little unnatural, so he subconsciously overwhelmed the rice paper on the table, as if he was afraid of being caught. I saw something, but there was a smile on my mouth, "It's so late, why is the emperor here?"

I said, "Why did the elder sister come here? The younger brother knows the most clearly, isn't it?"

Jing Yan was stunned, "Where should I start with the words of Sister Huang?"

I sneered, opened the rice paper on the royal case, and pointed to the bright yellow memorial report above: "Zezhou has not fallen at all! The station has not been blocked! It is not that the court did not receive the battle report! It is that your majesty didn't want me at all. Know the situation!"

Jing Yan was shocked, "How do you know..."

I asked: "Your Majesty doesn't need to ask how I learned it. Your Majesty only needs to tell me that now that General Song and the army have fallen into the gorge, what is your majesty's strategy to save the army?!"

He froze, "The court's reinforcements are already on their way..."

"It will take eight days at the earliest!" I interrupted after his words: "Dare to ask your Majesty, how can the army survive the eight days? Nie Guang does not need to send troops, as long as they intercept the way out of the canyon, our army will We died without fighting because of lack of food and water! Even though the imperial court reinforcements came after those eight days, how can we fight against Nie's army together with the reinforcements?"

Jing Yan's face paled, "Then what should I do as the emperor sees it?"

I solemnly said: "There are 150,000 troops in Tongguan city. The Shuoyang counties closest to Tongguan can gather 50,000 troops. Let 130,000 troops break through to rescue the canyon army. Tongguan is easy to defend and hard to attack. The Wanjun horses can defend the city for two days until Shuoyang's soldiers and horses arrive at Tongguan. In this way, the city can be secured and the army can hope to be rescued."

Jing Yan shook his head and said: "Nie Guang learned that there are only 20,000 defenders left in Tongguan. He will definitely send more troops to attack the city. Once the city is lost, the enemy will lead the army all the way north. of……"

I felt the blood rushed from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, "Your Majesty is worried that your majesty is endangering himself!"

Jing Yan came up against the crime and said angrily: "You are presumptuous!"

I said aggressively: "I have always been so presumptuous, did your majesty know that at this moment?"

The following crimes have reached this point. It can be said that my sanity has already flown beyond the clouds. Jing Lan's face turned blue when he saw Jing Yan, and she knelt to persuade him: "The emperor calms down her anger. Word……"

"Who speaks without a word, what I say is from the bottom of my heart!" I moved my gaze to Jing Lan, "Big brother, you don't need to say too much! If it weren't for your idea for the emperor, would the horse be in danger today? !"

I have never spoken to my eldest brother in such a tone, and my eldest brother was dumbfounded when he heard the words, Jing Yan tremblingly pointed at me: "Emperor Sister...you know what you said!"

I turned my head slightly, and looked at Jing Yan quietly, "I only know that if the consort is killed in this battle, I will not live alone. Since the emperor does not want to risk sending troops, then I have nothing to do, so I can only go to the battlefield to collect his body. Be buried with him again!"

"you dare!"

I naturally dare.

So after I finished speaking, I no longer gave them a chance to speak, and went away. Jing Yan understands my personality, he knows that I will do what I say and do what I say. He is afraid that I will do something stupid, so he chased me out quickly and grabbed me: "I want more desperately than the emperor sister. Rescue the army, but I can't take the lives of the people as a bet..."

I threw him away and took a few steps, but he didn't dare to provoke me, but just behind me, I turned around and said, "Your Majesty's intentions, I naturally understand."

Jing Yan was stunned. I was in a gesture of wanting to break with him at the moment before, and then suddenly said that at the next moment. He was completely confused by the speed at which I changed his face: "Understood?"

I whispered in his ear: "I fell out with your Majesty for the sake of the cohort, and vowed to live and die with the cohort. This rumor will soon spread...Naturally no one will doubt the true purpose of my journey to the battlefield. Why..."

He looked at me in surprise, and I whispered: "If Song Langsheng could not survive this festival this time, our army would lose two generals and nearly 300,000 soldiers and horses. This would be a big blow to the court, even if Reinforcement troops may not be able to stop the enemy when they reach Zezhou. If they don’t reverse their decline, they will go all the way to the north... Your majesty, rest assured, my identity is special. Even if Nie Guang wants to move me, Nie Ran will never be willing, if It is the best to be captured by them. I will risk my death and take out this former malignant tumor in your Majesty’s heart..."

Jing Yan seemed to understand what I wanted to say next, "Emperor Sister..."

I said: "At that time, it was because of my own selfish desire to leave Nie Ran that caused such consequences. Although I am not very sure today, I can't do nothing and let this traitorous thief destroy my Daqing territory..."

There was a pain in Jing Yan's eyes. He tightly tugged on my sleeve and tremblingly said: "Daqing can stay together, but you are the only one of my sister..."

I adjusted his sleeves for him, and said softly: "My sister promised my father to pay my brother back a peaceful and prosperous age. How long did my sister say? When my brother promised to my father, he should also keep his promise. Sleepy, always remember that you are the prince of all nations."

He lowered his head for a long time, and gradually let go of his hand holding me, "My sister's words, my brother will take it in his heart."

I smiled comfortingly, "I have one more piece of advice. To my eldest brother, your Majesty can be respected and cannot be trusted, but can be adopted and not reused. He can be our eldest brother, but he must not be his majesty's elder brother. Sister's words, your majesty can Listen to my heart?"

Jing Yan frowned. Although confused, he understood what my metaphor was. He nodded and said, "I understand."

For many years after that, when I recalled that night, I always asked myself why I didn't want to talk to Jing Yan more clearly and told him that his elder brother's life experience had to be guarded. After thinking about it carefully, it was mostly because I and my eldest brother had the same illness and had similar experiences. I really didn’t want my eldest brother to be expelled by his relatives again. God treated him so unfairly, but with a benevolence and a trace of family affection, how can I bear to destroy him? .

But I have forgotten that when born in an emperor’s house, with a benevolence of thought, the same family gangsters often followed, and the disaster of Xiaoqiang.