Confession

No one would believe this.

Because Zhou Jingze seems to be a game world, he can't change his true heart for a prodigal son.

But people do play a game and there is no need to lie. Bai Jiajia thought to her, that he was stuck in the last relationship and didn't let it go, but five or six years, it was too long.

Wanting to chase him becomes even more difficult.

The expressions of the people present were different, and even Liang Shuang's expression was dazed. Xu Sui didn't have a lot of expression on her face. With a faint smile on the corner of her lips, she leaned over to put down the wine bottle in front of Zhou Jingze, pushing it and turning:

"Come on, next game."

The topic was taken over by her.

The scene began to lively again. It was late at night. Xu Sui checked the time. At 10:30, she would be on duty tomorrow, so she got up and went to see Li Yang and said hello to him.

Xu Sui gave a generous hug, smiled and said, "Happy birthday, friend."

It didn't take long, and at 11 o'clock, everyone left the field one after another. Zhou Jingze was still sitting there, drinking glass after glass, full of wine bottles in front of him.

Zhou Jingze bowed slightly and put his hand on his thigh. With the other hand, he picked up Corona on the table. The serration of the bottle cap hit the edge of the table. With a click, the bottle cap came off and fell to the ground.

A skeletal hand was holding a wine bottle and was about to deliver it in his mouth, but was snatched by the other hand. Li Yang was clearing the tabletop, kicking the wooden frame forward with leather shoes, and tossing the empty wine bottle in.

"I said you treat me as a bar?"

Li Yang sat down beside him and drank to himself the bottle of wine he had just snatched from Zhou Jingze. He is the one who should drink the most. If it weren't for these things tonight, he wouldn't know that he was out of play at the beginning.

It turned out to be his ex-girlfriend.

However, Li Yang is a person who is easy to let go of.

Zhou Jingze leaned back on the sofa, his Adam's apple curved smoothly, and the light from the floor-to-ceiling windows cut his profile into an unruly, depressed three-dimensional.

He asked: "After breaking up, did she really date two?"

Li Yang nodded and thought for a moment: "I don't know the first one, and the second one brought us to dinner together—"

Before he finished speaking, a figure stood beside him, Zhou Jingze picked up his jacket and walked away, leaving a sentence: "Thank you for your wine."

Li Yang was a little angry. He hadn't finished speaking. How could he feel that he didn't exist at all, so he deliberately stimulated him loudly: "The men who have been with each other have good conditions in all aspects, and they are not worse than you!"

Zhou Jingze was walking down the steps and stopped when he heard the words. He turned his head and looked straight at Li Yang. His face was a bit heavy, and he paused every word: "You weren't named one by one."

——

After Xu Sui returned home, after taking a shower and washing clothes, he didn't know why, and suddenly wanted to drink. Unexpectedly, after breaking up and going to Hong Kong to study, she also liked drinking a little bit.

She picked up the phone and keys on the table, dressed in her pajamas, pulled a pair of cotton slippers and ran downstairs. In the convenience store, Xu Sui put a pile of beer, milk for breakfast tomorrow, and sandwiches into a white plastic bag, making a pattering sound.

After paying the bill, Xu Sui opened the glass door and came out from Widley. The cars in the distance drove past one by one. A cold wind blew her, and she subconsciously shrank her shoulders.

With a plastic bag of beer slung on her elbow, she picked out a can of draft beer from the inside as she walked to the community.

With a "click", the tab opened, and Xu Sui took a sip of beer, his lips and teeth were cold, and there was a hint of sweetness.

Xu Sui held the beer can and lowered his head and licked the foam on the aluminum surface with the tip of his tongue.

She drank and walked downstairs in her community. The voice-activated light here was broken. She inadvertently looked up and saw someone leaning on the wall, standing in the corridor and smoking cigarettes. He was tall and tall. , It was dark all around, and orange-red cigarette butts scattered all over the ground.

Xu Sui walked into the corridor. She was a little scared. She reached out into her pocket and took out the phone to light up the flashlight. Her hand was shaking a little, just when it was about to light up. Suddenly, a figure fell down.

Before she could react, a strong hand grabbed Xu Sui's wrist, and when the earth turned to heaven, Xu Sui was pushed against the wall, Xu Sui screamed in fright, and smelled the man on his body. The familiar breath took another breath.

It turned out to be him.

Xu Sui pushed him away and wanted to leave. Unexpectedly, her wrist was held by the man and lifted above her head. The whole body pressed her, and the raging masculine aura came upon her face.

With a "bang", a large bag of beer fell to the ground.

One of the cans of beer rolled under the man's feet.

Zhou Jingze stared at her with heavy eyes. His eyes were dark and sharp, like rocks, without bottom, and naked desires. At this moment, he was like a trapped beast that had been dormant for a long time, dark and depressed.

The look in his eyes seemed to slowly peel her away and then swallow her.

"What are you doing—" Xu Sui raised his eyes, panicking in his heart.

As soon as the word "Me" uttered a syllable, it was overwhelmed. An oppressive shadow shrouded, Zhou Jingze pinched her chin with one hand, cheated and kissed her, swallowing her voice into his mouth and tongue.

The tip of his tongue seemed to smell of rusty iron, and it was cold, causing Xu Suixin to suffocate, followed by plunder, possession, and a violent fire wherever he went.

Xu Sui’s hand was pressed against the wall with her fingers interlocking, and she could only make a whining voice to express resistance. The wall was cold, but the person in front of her was pressing against her, her chest was hard and hot, hot and cold, she felt like she wanted to breathe. But come, like a fish that lacks water, it's working hard all over.

Xu Sui's chest was undulating violently, which on the contrary made Zhou Jingze a step closer. He spreads her legs with his knees, his lips are close to her ears, and the tip of his tongue sweeps the auricles, carefully tracing them, and they are wet.

The corridor is always dark. From time to time, people go home and park in the community. The red car lights turn on and then go dark. There were also people who had just gone home after slipping the dog, and the voices of words were coming and going.

Xu Sui was always afraid of someone coming, and while tightening his nerves, he couldn't help curling up his toes, while avoiding Zhou Jingze's kiss.

The man seemed to be dissatisfied with her movement. He pressed his thumb on her forehead, bit her earlobe, and licked the small red mole on it.

Xu Sui let out a "hiss", his tone intermittently: "You... want to be a gangster to find someone else."

Zhou Jingze tilted his head and kissed her lips again, his voice low and domineering: "I only treat you like this."

He got into it seriously, Xu Sui was indulged in his breath and couldn't think because of lack of oxygen. The place he kissed was full of electricity, itching and tingling.

Zhou Jingze is an addiction, and he will fall into trouble when he touches it.

Xu Sui's hand was pressed against the wall, and he squeezed the wall next to him hard. When he picked his nails, it hurt. The white lime fell off, the pain came, and his sanity gradually returned.

He kissed too hard and fiercely. When the body fluid entangled, Xu casually bite, and the blood stains spread in the two mouths, with a hint of fishy smell. Zhou Jingze let go of the pain, Xu Sui pushed him away when he was not prepared.

"Don't come here." Xu Sui looked at him and said, and at the same time stretched out his hand and wiped his lips.

Xu Sui looked at him with a sincere tone: "We have broken up for a long time, but I still hope you have a good life."

She is not the kind of person who hopes that her ex will have a bad life after breaking up, so she cares about his grounding and current situation, and that's the limit.

Zhou Jingze took a step forward and looked at him for so many years, crossing the oceans and four continents, flying over the desert, thinking about the woman day and night.

She was telling him calmly and calmly that when the relationship had passed, the internal organs in her heart couldn't breathe.

She seems to be an outsider.

"Xu Sui, Lao Tzu has been waiting for you for so many years." Zhou Jingze looked at her directly with a deep tone.

Xu Suibie turned her face away, a tear fell into her fingers, she didn't look at him: "I didn't let you wait."

The light was dim, Xu Sui took out his address, opened the taxi-hailing software, and said: "You are drunk, I will help you call a car to take you back."

Near twelve o'clock, half of the moon was hidden in the clouds, and the light was floating on the two of them, and there seemed to be a clear line between them.

One lives in the past and one lives in the present.

When Zhou Jingze looked at Xu Sui, he pulled the corners of his lips and laughed at himself for no apparent reason: "It turns out that this time is true."

His voice was too low, Xu Sui did not hear clearly, and asked, "What?"

Zhou Jingze took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket. He flicked a cigarette out of the cigarette case and bit it in his mouth. The receiver made a "pop" and reached out to hold the fire.

He lowered his eyes, his expression was inattentive, and his voice was so dumb as he opened his mouth: "I'm asking you something."

"what?"

Zhou Jingze took a puff of cigarette, took it down, and locked her eyes tightly: "Is it impossible?"

The gray smoke rose from his slender fingertips, blurring her vision. Xu Sui looked at him. Zhou Jingze was wearing a black coat with one hand in his pocket and his chin open. She was proud and very handsome. The boy who has liked it for a long time.

He is looking at her.

Waiting for her to answer.

Xu Sui nodded. Zhou Jingze understood her message. Taking a step back, she saw that a string in his eyes had broken, and then returned to cold indifference.

"understood."

Zhou Jingze put down these words and left. The wind was so strong that his collar was blown into chaos, he just raised his hand to frame the collar, and it was blown crooked again. Now he completely ignored it.

The phone made a vibrating sound, Zhou Jingze took it out to see, a friend asked if he was drinking? He typed a word and replied: [Go. 】

He stopped a taxi casually, stopped in front of him, sat in sideways, closed the door with a "bang", and cut off the warmth of the lights outside.

The car drove forward slowly, Zhou Jingze propped his elbow on the side of the car window, squinting to recall something.

On the second day of the breakup, I went to find Xu Suizang, but got the "disgusting" evaluation. The young man is proud of himself, and he has always been the proud child of heaven. When his self-esteem was shattered, he left in anger.

For a whole week, Zhou Jingze was depressed and his whole person was out of state. At that time, he just caught up with the final exam. For the first time in his life, he was so badly criticized by his highly regarded teacher.

"If you are in such a damned state, who would dare to take your plane!" The teacher threw the file in front of him.

Zhou Jingze didn't say a word, and finally survived the long exam week. After returning home, he calmed down and thought for a while what Xu Sui said should be angry.

He ran to Xu Sui school to look for her. Zhou Jingze stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory and smoked several cigarettes before waiting for someone.

The result is not Xu Sui.

"What about one by one? Zhou Jingze asked.

"Ah—" Hu Qianxi glanced at him, with a cautious tone, "She went to Hong Kong to study, exchanged for a year, didn't she tell you?"

Who would have thought that in only one week, people would go to the building to be empty. Who is cruel?

Hu Qianxi said that after Xu Sui finished the exam, he immediately packed up his things, returned to Li Ying, and then returned to Hong Kong. Zhou Jingze stood there quietly, like a silent statue, with cigarette ashes in his hand falling, burning his palms and making a faint pain.

When he started to plan their future, Xu Sui took a decisive attitude and left more freely than anyone else.

She went first.

During the summer vacation in August, Zhou Jingze tried to contact her, but he dialed the number in anxious and expectant way, but a cold female voice came from the other end of the phone: Sorry, the number you dialed was empty...

Hu Qianxi refused to give Zhou Jingze and Xu Sui's contact information. He couldn't help but tried to call the phone number of Xu Sui's grandmother who had sent the wrong message.

After the phone call, after a long wait, there was a "click" and finally connected, there was a "hello", not the expected middle-aged person's voice, but the middle-aged female's voice.

Zhou Jingze unconsciously sat upright on the phone, speaking politely and cautiously: "Auntie, hello, this is Zhou Jingze, I am looking for Xu——"

Before he could finish his words, Xu's mother interrupted him on the phone, her voice was gentle, but she said her words: "Yes, Xiao Zhou, you broke up, right? I have already gone to Hong Kong. Can auntie please beg You, don’t come to her again. She almost gave up the opportunity to go to Hong Kong for you before. She often cried and didn’t eat when she got home. Only when she asked did she know that she was in love."

"Xiao Zhou, it may not be a big deal for children like you from a good background, but we can't afford to delay one by one. As parents, we hope that we can be successful. Besides, you are still young and your relationship is temporary. If you still like her in a few years, can you come to her again? At least not at the scene."

What Xu's mother said is reasonable. This is the heart of a single parent who sincerely hopes that the child will be successful. Zhou Jingze wanted to refute but couldn't refute, lowered his eyes and said dumbly:

"Thank you, auntie, for interrupting you."

Later, when Zhou Jingze joined the work, it was when Zhou Jingze was in the limelight and had a good career.

He flew all over the world, landed, and then took off, looking as if he was too busy to think about anyone.

But once I landed, it might be too late that day, I couldn't hold back my emotions, and I didn't hold it back.

Zhou Jingze ran to find Xu Sui.

On the way to find her, he kept thinking, this time the head office, both of them have grown up, are capable, and are very good in all fields. The obstacles of parents should not be between the two. That's a problem.

As long as she still likes him.

He parked the car not far downstairs from her house, saw a slender and familiar figure, and immediately unlocked to get out of the car. But when someone came over, his eyes widened, and there was a man standing beside Xu Sui.

It was very cold that day and it was snowing. Xu Sui's eyelashes and the tip of his nose were red from the cold. The man standing opposite immediately took off his scarf and put it on her gently.

Zhou Jingze only watched for three seconds, pressed his expressionless face, stepped on the accelerator, drove the car and whizzed past the two of them, splashing muddy water on each other's body.

That night, Zhou Jingze told Sheng Nanzhou about this. Sheng Nanzhou has always been simple and optimistic. He persuaded him: "Brother, seeing is not necessarily believing. Just like an idol drama, the male protagonist goes to the heroine, and when he sees the heroine with other men, he finally missed it. Maybe that man is Xu Sui's brother or relatives? Don't think too much."

Zhou Jingze was dubious, and finally pressed the matter to the bottom of his heart.

The desire to reconcile withdrew.

Until now, Zhou Jingze had a faint hope in his heart, what he saw was not what he thought. It now appears that the man he ran into was Xu Sui's boyfriend.

Zhou Jingze couldn't say what it felt like, his heart was cut back and forth with a blunt knife, and it was not a taste for a while.

He was not angry that Xu Sui had made a boyfriend, but he had no bottom.

The window of the car was lowered, the damp wind poured in, a cigarette burned out, and he pinched it out and threw it out. A cigarette flashed a faint arc in mid-air, and then disappeared.

No one will always wait for someone in place.

She really doesn't like him anymore.