Conan: Eternal Darkness

The organization said that I was the most favored woman. In fact, I didn't like this title. If it was replaced by a guy with no emotional intelligence, I would be happy to accept it.

I am the survivor of APTX4869, a person abandoned by time. However, our family seems to have been abandoned by time. The annual rings of the years cannot leave any traces on us. Maybe you will say that it is not good to stay young and beautiful forever. okay? It's really a child, this feeling of being cursed by time, young people are only outward, but the inside is decaying, our lifespan is shorter than normal people, coupled with the particularity of occupation, who knows that one day we will not wake up.

The things that ordinary people can get at their fingertips are out of reach in our world. In order to survive, we have to wear masks. Don't forget, the masks cannot be taken off after wearing them for a long time.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder, what would life be like if I wasn't Vermouth, the Witch with a Thousand Faces, just an ordinary Oscar winner, just Sharon Wynyard?

A successful career, a husband who loves me, a child, an ordinary life, how wonderful, I have told Gin about this before, but he listened patiently and never interrupted.

However, when I asked him what he thought, he was terribly cold and said brutally, "But you're Vermouth."

Yeah, because I'm Vermouth, my dreams aren't destined to come true.

The people I love belong to the darkness, and I belong to the darkness myself.

Gin is very realistic. He never thinks about unrealistic things. He is also lazy and doesn't easily deal with people. Of course, you can try to provoke him, but I don't know how you will die (laughs) .

Seriously, I've never seen anyone more headstrong than him, and sometimes I even feel like a child.

For example, if he is sick and has a fever, he refuses to take medicine, sometimes he hides the pills in the meal, and he will pick them out.

It's harder to coax than Xiaoyin. Xiaoyin doesn't have the courage to resist me. As for Gin, every time he threatens him, he has a cold and indifferent expression. Taking medicine is enough to deplete my brain cells.

what did you just say? ask my age? Isn't it okay to ask a woman's age without knowing it? (Smile)

As for my relationship with Gin, to be precise, it's my one-sided, yes, that guy has no emotional intelligence and no emotion. He wears a black windbreaker every day and acts as a gangster, and covers himself tightly. It hasn't changed in spring, summer, autumn and winter. Owned a Porsche for decades, with a paralyzed face all day.

I just fell in love with him, who can say about feelings?

Don't look at that guy's old-fashioned appearance. He is quite smart. The only time I succeeded in calculating him was the year before Xiaoyin was born. As for the rest, he didn't say anything.

Just like the assassination of DJ before, he clearly knew that I was diverting his attention to protect Kogoro Mouri, but he still tacitly agreed that I had calculated.

In fact, many times he acquiesced to my actions and Xiaoyinkeng's actions, and never said anything.

Gin doesn't say anything, but does a lot.

Sometimes I also accidentally see his hidden side. I once saw Gin standing under the eaves, leaning against the wall, with a cigarette in his mouth, silently looking at the rain curtain. At that time, Gin gave the impression that Loneliness is dead silence, there is no trace of vitality in him, but it seems that he senses my arrival. The moment he turned his head, he suppressed the quiet aura. At that time, I suddenly realized that Gin, he Is an extremely good actor.

Gin never speaks ill of life, although I can feel that he doesn't love the world, and once asked him how he thinks about life, he just thinks I'm boring, that's all.

I don't know what he's been through, since I've known him, he's never laughed, you say you've seen him smile? Heh... I just said that he is an extremely good actor. Although he often disdains to hide it, some things have become a habit, and he has long been accustomed to hide his emotions.

He's never really laughed, all the laughs are because he thinks he deserves a little reaction, so he smiles.

More often, his smile can only mean that he is angry.

I don't know him.

He looks straight, I don't mean X, I mean he's very direct, like he can see right through him, but after playing with him for so many years, hanging around him for so many years, I know very well that it's just It looks like that. He hides all his emotions in his eyes and uses indifference as a disguise. He has a lot of secrets, and I can't see through him.

Don't think that he can only perform tasks. In fact, Gin is very good to play the piano, but more often I can feel something suppressed in the sound of the piano. Gin doesn't like to complain, and everything is carried by one person.

He is the most ruthless, cruel and ruthless person I have ever seen. He knew I loved him, but forced me to kill him.

Even hypnotizing all my memories of him, if it weren't for his weakness and his vitality quickly disappearing, I might not be able to remember who he was in my life.

Gin said that I was a witch and was poisonous, but he stole the witch's heart. Who is poisonous?

Sometimes I really want to beat Gin Jiu so that he doesn't keep everything in his heart, but he can't.

I don't know why Gin has a headache, I don't know how much pain it is to make the man who was shot several times without changing his face turn pale and his eyes are full of scarlet.

It must be very painful to be like that, but unfortunately I can't do anything. All I can do is rub his temples and try to relieve some pain. It's hard to say how I feel. , Gin does not need those emotions of pity, that guy, arrogant like a wolf, he will not bow his head when he is covered in bruises, and he will not surrender when he is covered in blood.

I would rather die standing than live on my knees.

Maybe that's what attracted me to him.

Hehe, you ask me what exactly did I feel in his heart before Gin died?

Asecretmakesawomanwoman.

Xiaoyin sometimes asks me about his childhood, but unfortunately I can't tell him, and now I have no chance.

You will know if you have the chance.

Seems like there's nothing more to say, so be it.

Sooner or later you will know what you should know, and you should not ask more about what you shouldn't know, darling~ (laughs)

【End of Volume 2】

PS is not involved in politics, not involved in black, not involved in pornography, it will never be blocked again, right? _(:з"∠)_ Jinjiu itself is a villain. You are not allowed to write anything. Am I writing Jinjiu to help the police solve cases and help the old man cross the road! My more than ninety chapters were forcibly blocked into more than seventy chapters!

I'm going to prepare the third volume. The second volume is just a transition. If one day you find that this book has disappeared from your bookshelf, don't make a fuss. It is estimated that it violates the core values ​​of socialism and has been blocked (눈_눈)

There are still some things that have not been explained in the front, and the answers are all in the third volume. If the entire book is blocked, there will be no way.