97 – Toward the waiting future

Like Yuna, I also quite like this path.

This hill, which climbs along a stone wall path, is neither too steep nor too gentle, so if you walk with the mindset that you are walking hard, you will soon find yourself up to a fairly high place.

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She once said that she wished the path she would take in the future was like this. She was saying that she was afraid to climb mountains that were too rugged, and that she was not interested in a life without any ups and downs.

I don’t think it’s that difficult, but if I follow a steep hill that can only be climbed with some effort, I’ll reach the top without even realizing it. She said she dreamed of such a life.

It’s really funny that we, who aren’t even 20 yet, are discussing life, but as I was looking at my girlfriend’s side profile shining with the halo of the sunset, I couldn’t hold back my curiosity.

“Yuna.”

“Yes, did you call me?”

When I called my girlfriend’s name, who was in the midst of admiring the scenery, she turned her head with her bright face.

Her head tilted slightly to the side looks very cute. On the one hand, it’s amazing that a girl like this is my girlfriend and a member of one of the most popular girl groups right now.

“Do you remember what you said before? “Why, I said it together as the reason why I like this hill.”

“Of course you remember, that’s what I said.”

Even though I’m just making a fuss, I don’t think there’s more than one or two times that I didn’t remember what I said.

“Then how do you feel about the path you have walked so far? “Is it steep?”

But she couldn’t say something to break the mood, so she pretended not to know even if she knew and opened her mouth again. After hearing my question, Yuna’s lips protruded right in front of her nose, as if to let me know that she was lost in thought.

“I think it’s just right, just what I wanted.”

“Really? That’s surprising. “I thought you would say it was definitely difficult.”

From when I was a trainee to after I became an idol. Yuna was quite fond of saying that she was having a hard time, whether jokingly or sincerely. To put it simply, she had a very complaining personality.

For example, some practice was difficult today, the recording was ruined, or some choreography was difficult to follow and was embarrassing. If you count the complaints, there will be no end to them.

It felt quite surprising to me that the words “Appropriate” Came out of Yuna’s mouth, so I opened her eyes round, and her lips drew a dark line as she looked at me.

“Well, there were a lot of difficult things, but I don’t think I actually felt it because I enjoyed every day as much as it was difficult. “Thanks to you.”

“Is it thanks to me?”

I never thought the credit would be given to me here.

When she expressed her doubts with a bit of surprise, Yuna nodded her head without hesitation.

“Yes, of course, I have the thanks of my friends, family, and members…. I think you are the best after all. “I started my trainee life because of you in the first place.”

“That’s right, I said so.”

It was shocking when she first heard that Yuna actually liked me, but what was even more shocking to her was the reason why she decided to become a trainee.

At that time, while listening to the poor quality self-composed songs that I played casually, I vaguely thought that I wanted to become someone who could sing the songs I wrote on stage.

When I think about it that way, I feel a bit sorry for myself for not doing much music right now. I didn’t really make that promise, but somehow I felt like I had left Yuna alone at that time and walked alone.

“… Should I try music again?”

“Why suddenly?”

“Just in case, you never know. “I might become a well-known composer and actually give you a song.”

Yuna, who was puzzled by the words that came out of nowhere, seemed to have realized the intention of saying these words, and she smiled innocently and poked my nose with her index finger. These days, whenever there’s something to criticize, it seems like this is always the first action I take.

“That’s it? Of course, I won’t stop you if it’s something you want to do, but if you’re doing it just because of me, then just stop. “I want you to do what you like.”

Yuna says, ‘You did that to me too.’ And casts Gabulgi.

Well, while fighting together to get her aunt’s permission for her to live as a trainee, she gave that answer to Yuna’s question about why she was helping her so much. ‘I want you to do what you like.’

It feels strange to receive it back after so long. Of course, it doesn’t mean it’s bad, but rather it’s closer to the meaning of being proud and happy.

“Oh my, you’re so special. “Whose girlfriend is this that would say such pretty things?”

“Park Si-yoon’s girlfriend.”

When I spoke playfully while holding her soft cheek, Yuna, who got a little more excited, smiled mischievously and grabbed my wrist, which was holding her cheek.

She then held her hand firmly in place, and cupped her cheek like a cuddly cat. Her slightly raised eyes are vague yet extremely cute.

I like the fact that the eyes, which were always brown in the glow of the sunset, have a slightly red tint, making it feel more bewitching and mysterious.

While we were looking at each other in silence for a while, Yuna smiled a strange smile that I couldn’t tell what emotion it was coming from, and she gently lowered my hand that she was holding.

Just with that small action and look in his eyes, I could sense that he clearly had something to say.

“Si-yoon.”

“Huh?”

“Do you believe in precognitive dreams?”

“Precognitive dream?”

This is a pretty random topic again. It is also a subject that vaguely reminds me of what Yuna said during the stalker incident.

It’s a precognitive dream, so honestly, I don’t tend to believe it. My caution is that things like superpowers and magic do not exist in this world. To put it in a bad way, he has a dreamless personality.

“Well, I guess I’m not the type of person who really believes it?”

Yu Naya She always wants an honest answer, so she answered without thinking too much. Then, as if she knew that would happen, she smiled and took a step next to me.

“Then, if I told you that I saw a future where we would get married and live happily ever after, you wouldn’t believe me, would you?”

After thinking for a moment about Yuna’s playful tone of voice, she firmly shook her head.

“You have to believe that.”

“Why? “You said you didn’t believe it until just now.”

“Just believing gives you hope. “It’s a future where I can connect with the person I like and live happily ever after. Who wouldn’t want to believe that?”

Faith is always different depending on the situation.

Let’s assume that a person with an incurable disease dreams of a future in which he dies tomorrow, and dreams that one day the disease will be cured and he will live happily. So which side does the patient want to believe at this time?

Of course, I don’t believe in stories about supernatural powers like precognitive dreams, but if the outcome that unfolds in the future is positive for me, I will definitely believe it. It doesn’t matter if it’s snobbish. Because humans are such creatures in the first place.

“Huh, okay. “Then will you listen to my story for a moment?”

“What is it?”

“It’s not long, it just takes a moment.”

Yuna, who was staring at the sunset beyond her stone wall, turned her body and stood in front of me, made her put my hands together neatly, and then she held them tightly with both her own.

For some reason, it is a touch that seems to be embracing something that you never want to let go of.

“Do you remember? “I asked you a while ago what it would be like if we got married.”

“Remember.”

It was definitely a day when I thought to myself, ‘Did I eat something wrong?’ Thinking about it now, I feel a bit sorry.

“Actually, that day, I had a very strange dream? “It was a dream where you and I, now adults, were lying side by side in bed and kissing.”

“It’s an unusual dream.”

“Right? “I thought it was just a dream at first.”

‘At first’. What that word means is that I don’t think that way right now.

“At that time, it was a time when I couldn’t be honest about myself yet, right? So I protested internally, saying I don’t believe in dreams like this and how could I possibly like a girl like you?”

“That’s what happened.”

I think there was some hurtful talk in the middle, but it didn’t really matter to me right now, so I listened to it boldly and nodded.

Because I had that dream, my attitude toward myself changed little by little. I don’t know if it was a precognitive dream or a daydream, but it was an event for which I was very grateful.

“But isn’t it funny? Now I completely believe in that dream. “I am taking one step at a time, believing that a happy future with you will unfold.”

It’s the same as what I just said. Even the dream that I had originally vehemently denied, came to be believed at some point when I was in a situation where I wanted to believe it. When I look at things like this, I think that all people think alike.

“Actually, I had a bit of a scary dream recently. That time too, you woke up with your hands and feet shaking? “I was so scared because I didn’t know what to do.”

Somehow, Yuna’s words felt like she was someone who believed that her dream would happen in the future. But she didn’t point that out, and quietly waited for the rest of the conversation.

“Then suddenly I thought of you. “To be exact, my dream of that day living happily together with you.”

“So what happened?”

“No matter what, it soon became okay. “I wasn’t scared at all because I thought that no matter what choice I made, there would only be a happy future with you at the end.”

‘How are you brave?’ He said, gently stroking the head of his girlfriend who was showing off her V.

“You’re brave, as expected of Lady Han Yuna.”

“Fit, what are you saying?”

Thanks to Yuna pouting her lips and taking a step closer to me, I could feel each other’s warmth more clearly than before.

Yuna lowered my hand that was holding onto her, buried her face in her chest, and continued speaking in a low voice.

“So, Si-yoon, can I ask you one thing?”

“Well, whatever.”

At this point, the request seemed quite unexpected, but she nodded, pledging that she would agree to any request without hesitation. A flower born of joy bloomed on Yuna’s face.

“If, by any chance, the day comes that I have to make a choice…. “Can you trust me and that dream and wait without saying anything?”

“It somehow feels like a proposal.”

“You can interpret it that way.”

No denial here? Anyway, it’s not difficult for me.

“Okay, I’ll wait. “I will respect whatever choice you make, so don’t cause an accident.”

“Buy, buy? That’s a bit difficult….”

“… Hey.”

The atmosphere had been good up until just a moment ago, but my girlfriend’s behavior suddenly averted her eyes like a frightened mouse at the mere mention of the word ‘accident’, which made me bewildered.

Where has Han Yuna gone? Bring it back immediately.

“Ah, okay. I will buy and hit as little as possible, so please trust and wait. “That’s enough, right?”

“Isn’t there an option to not hit?”

“Yeah, I think that would be a bit difficult.”

Although I was a bit anxious about the answer, I was certain that I would trust him and wait for him, so I decided to follow his will for now.

By the way, what on earth is Yuna’s choice to make? A question suddenly occurred to her, but she felt like she shouldn’t ask, so she closed her mouth.

“Hey! “Are you guys going first alone?”

“That’s right! “At least we should let them watch!”

Just as the story was coming to an end, a shout broke out between us who were holding each other.

Another couple coming slowly up from the bottom of that hill is making useless noise. I really woke up from labor pains. Don’t they know that it’s an atmosphere?

“Now that the kids are here, shall we go see the sights together?”

“Are you going to be okay?”

“Yes, the story I wanted to tell is now over. “The future is up to me.”

Fortunately, Yuna didn’t think she was that much of a troublemaker, so she smiled and waved her hand happily at the two people coming up.

Soon, I could see her hair blowing in the autumn wind and the corners of her mouth rising to her ears. I also smiled at her refreshing expression, as if her old fatigue had gone away.

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In the end, I couldn’t find out the true meaning of what Yuna wanted to say to me, but for some reason, I developed an unfounded belief that she would find out soon.

In fact, I nodded my head as if to be bold, but a feeling of a little uneasiness remained in my heart.

What on earth is this idol trying to do?

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